This is story is a one-shot fic about Harry learning to find himself. He struggles with life after the final battle as everyone is either hurt or gone. He wishes that he had grabbed Ginny when he could have when they went to Hogwarts because she no longer wants him. He has disappeared because he wanted a new life. As Harry struggles to find himself, he might just find someone else along the way. A/N: hey guys--i know that this looks really long but i promise its worth the read. thanks for reading and please review.