Well, this is my Lily.James fanfic, and it ties in with my other 3 series... Ever wondered how Lily and James ended up together? Ever wondered why Peter turned on them? Ever wondered why Sirius, the ultimate bacheor, never got married and settled down? Find out what I think happened, and more...

Lily made a face. Of course she knew her best friend and Charles had, er.. done the dirty, but still, it never ceased to disgust her that she’d let herself do that before marriage. “I think sex is gross.” “WHAAAT?!”

James sighed and nodded, walking off to his bed a few down, as Lily had taken a free one in a corner. However, he paused a few feet away. “Does that mean I’m not to speak of you kissing me?” Lily glared. “I did not kiss you, Potter. You tricked me and lunged yourself at me so plant what you seem to think suffices as a human kiss on my cheek.” “Oh, so you do admit it happened?” he asked brightly.

James and Lily in a Library.... tiihii for an encounter GREATLY involving some genitalia..... *wicked smile*

Arguments, fights, assults, and secrets.... Yeah all in this chapter.

It's amazing how fragile life is. How it can be taken away with a snap. The arrival of a rose is an omen for Lily, but things spiral out of control before she can even realize what's happening. What will happen from here? Voldemort has taken away everything she has, and she is utterly alone. James tries to help, but will it be enough? Some things are too permanent to reverse. Some things are too tragic to forget. And some things.... are too horrible to comprehend...

As they both rounded the corner and James went to go through a shortcut, Lily took his hand and pulled him down the hall after her. He didn’t say anything, but smiled to himself. “You said you wouldn’t leave me,” Lily said to him. “I’m holding you to your solemnest word as a Marauder.”

James learns about Muggle appliances, Petunia is a royal b-word, and Lily finally has the breakdown she's been managing to keep in for a week.

I dedicate this entire chapter to my best mate EVER, Genny. yes, the infamous Genny from FFA!!! I love he to bits and she recently had a tonsilectomy this past Thursday. Not only that but she can barely eat and feels like she's going to die in pain. This chapter is right up her alley in comedy, and she loved it, so I dedicate it to her. LUV U, GEN! Lily and James use old fashioned boy-girl revenge on each other. Who started it? Who ended it? What happens in-between? Let's just say it gets interesting....

James gets a little cocky and gets himself slapped. What else is new?

Sirius’ ears suddenly perked. James immediately strained his ears. Sirius’ hair, all of it, stood on end, and he looked straight at the door. James smelled it an instant after he did, and dread filled his entire body. He recognized that smell, shampoo. Lily Evan’s shampoo. **Animals can smell fear, she thought to herself. Remus isn’t Remus, anymore, he’s a werewolf. Don’t be afraid, for god’s sake, don’t be afraid! It’s nothing, he can’t smell me, I’m not here... **Remus’ entire body became stick still, rigid and stiff. He let out a roar. "BLOOOOOD!"

Sort of general chapter. Lils being sort of confused and amused. James strikingly deep in his thought, mainly about Lily. Sirius being a dolt. What else is new?? Oh, yea, James and Lily now like each other..... Read on!!

“Have fun while it lasts,” Lucius snickered. James narrowed his eyes. “What do you mean by that, Malfoy?” The blond man, however, just shrugged airily and walked out before him. “Just that sometimes the magic is being done where you aren’t looking....”

He’d noticed, too, how much time he and Lily spent together, but it was not as if it bothered him. Really he could not tell if he was around her, or she around him, it just worked out somehow that there they were, Potter and Evans, off talking together. James sighed, “She needs friends, not a boyfriend.” Sirius shook his head, eyes deeper than ever. “No, James, she fed you that lie. She doesn’t need friends, she needs you.”

Let us just say that with 5 Marauders, now... Well, the end of the school year has never been more interesting.

Lils and James have quite a bad falling-out, really quite litterally, but then things get.... interesting... to the nth extreme. Let's just say that you'd better NOT read this chapter on a full bladder, or else you will pee yourself laughing!!!

Lily argues with Sirius, Sirius argues with James, James is mad at Sirius, and Becky is just caught in the middle. The book shop, the secret oath, and the begining of the ride to Hogwarts for the last time.... Why can't all school years start off this well?

“You lie!” Becky rasped. “James! Take the Imperious off her!” “Imperious?” Lily asked, affronted. “Imperious this!”

Just having a bit of fun before we start getting down to business..... LOTS of snogging.

Going to France, realizing they have to work together to be creative, and having a blast in their new living accomodations- Why can't I be a seventh year Hogwarts Student??

Sirius is flirting with his new nemisis, all the students get a very generous gift, and James freezes his mouth shut-- what more could you ask for? Oh yeah, a snogging scene. Well.....

James reached to clutch Lily’s hand, and she whispered, “Good luck, James!” He smiled a bit nervously, and Sirius looked as though he were going to be a bit sick. Maxime blinked at it, then lowered the paper. Taking in a deep breath, she smiled and said softly, “And ze last champion, ze champion for ‘Ogwarts...Ess...."

That night at dinner, she couldn’t help but notice that James and Sirius were talking together in low voices and frequently glanced at the teachers, smiling. After a while she leaned in, “What the blazes are you two planning?” “Noooothing,” Sirius smiled. “Sure,” she raised and eyebrow, “And I’m Malfoy’s wife.” Sirius made a face. “Ew! James! She’s like, your illegitimate girlfriend! Why didn’t you ever tell me?!”

"And now foor ze final coontestant, but zertainly not ze least, Mademoiselle Leely Evans off ‘ogwarts School for Weesardry... Now, Mademoiselle Evans, are yoo reddy?" asked ze announcer.
The crowd became a bit quieter, and she looked up at the dias, seeing them all looking down at her. Shakingly, she nodded, unable to think of anything else to do.

That was when it happened-  It being that she glanced out the frosted window, across the street, and into the also frosted window of a small store that seemed to be an independent company. In the window there was a display of winter cloaks, nothing at all special about them, really, but below them was a pair of dainty dress shoes. Being the girl still on the Hunt for not only a dress but dress shoes, Lily thought as practical Lily always does and-
"Hey, Becks, let’s go look at those cloaks."

Both of them froze, confused, staring at each other in complete loss. Lily looked over at her window, and saw not her back yard through it, charmed, but the Bauxbatons palace and lawns. Something was wrong.

James wanted to stroke her fingers, to try to see if they even held life anymore. They were swollen and looked almost black, completely covered in bite marks. Her ring finger on that hand was crushed, the bone had been snapped from the pressure of one of the bites. He had been told not to touch her from the elbow down, for fear any outside stimulation might further spread the poison or cause a wound to re-open. James itched to just be able to hold her.

His hands started shaking, and without realizing it he clutched the letter so tightly that the paper crumpled in his hands. James heard himself gasping for air as if he were hearing someone else, and he sounded detached as he heard himself speak.
"Well.. I guess I understand now... Don’t I, Lily?"

I am SO SORRY about being away so long!!!!

“He means, Padfoot, that these are the last days of an era,” Remus said, tossing another rock. “We’re leaving soon to go on with our lives and finally grow up. We won’t be students any more unless we want to be. We’ll be adults and make lives.”
“Yes, that is what I meant,” James said softly.
Sirius rolled over onto his elbows and picked at the grass, then squinted up at his best friend. “We’ll be back. We have to..."
Remus and James remained silent, until Sirius looked back down at the grass.

Don't kill me for being away so long!!

The muggle doctor nodded. “The government recently discovered that there were medical problems with children whose mothers took DES while pregnant with them… most of the problems are reproductive, typically resulting in infertility. You’re healthy, but we can see that your uterus is malformed, and your cervix is weakened due to the exposure to the DES.” Lily watched her doctor for a long time, before she asked quietly, “What are my chances?” The doctor’s face looked sorry, and a corner of her mouth twitched before she responded...

James looked back out the window, and instead of the depressing snow falling, he envisioned lovely snow, with him outside running around in it, laughing as his son made a snow angel and holding his little girl’s hand as she toddled beside him, wondering what the white stuff was. Then Lily would call from the house not to get too cold, and Becky would berate her as her and Charles’ child played with them outside. That, James figured, would be perfect

Lily thought a moment. “It has to end sometime. All wars end.”

“Non,” Corette shook her head. “They pauze. Or zey take on deeffreent names, deefreent faces. I can zink of many wars zat haff lasted more zan any Frenchman’s lifetime. And zome zat lasted less zan a week. But by and by, zere will always be zome war, and we as weezards, we will always be in zem.”

Undoubtedly, this bonfire night will be one to remember forever...

“You are stronger than I thought, Potter!” he called, sending another spell. “Come join me. You have the will that it takes.”

“The will to see you dead!” James shouted

Right on top of that joy, surrounding it like a case, was absolute terror, the pure fear that something outside these safe walls of home would come in and hurt this innocent little joy she had always longed for. These were the thoughts she could see on her husband’s face, her husband who had longed for this just like she had, who had finally accepted that it would not happen, and now was being given his desire, with a huge price.

The silence, now, seemed deeper as they all tried to comprehend this news. Lily knew she and James had only faced Voldemort twice, but that the Longbottoms, now Aurors, had faced him three times. They, she knew, were ten weeks pregnant, and due at the end of July, whereas she was eight and a half, scheduled for August. Alice looked sick, and Frank’s face was unreadable. Lily squeezed James’ hand, seeing he looked shell shocked. 
Albus said softly, “You must disappear.”

"Alright, soon enough we should see…" he murmured, looking at James expectantly.

James was momentarily confused, before suddenly the air between his face and the healer’s seemed to darken, then began taking shape. As the image continued to form, they saw floating above Lily’s stomach the charmed replica of the baby within her stomach. It was tiny, probably about four inches long and legs bent to look even smaller. Lily and James stared at the charm, fascinated, as the Healer evaluated it with an educated eye.

Sirius jumped to his feet and cupped a hand to his mouth. "GOOOO LIILLYYYY!!!!" he yelled, causing the passing medi-witch to crack up in laughter. "YOU CAN DOOOO IIIITTTT!!!" Remus, laughing, stood up and joined in, giving some quidditch-style hooting and both of them cheering madly as if "Lily" were the name of their favorite quidditch team and said team were playing for the world cup. Corette, face buried in her hands, was shaking her head, torn between embarrassment and amusement. They heard a few smattered laughs from the delivery room.

"The youngest brother was the humblest and also the wisest of the brothers, and he did not trust Death. So he asked for something which would enable him to go forth from that place without being followed by Death. And Death, most unwillingly, handed over his own Cloak of Invisibility.... But though Death searched for the third brother for many years," Becky read, "he was never able to find him."