Rating
15+
Chapters
19
Words
134,223
Characters
Ginny, Harry, Dumbledore, Hermione, James, Lily, Neville, Oliver Wood, Remus Lupin, Ron, Sirius Black, Voldemort, Fred/George, Tonks, Luna, Seamus, M. McGonagall
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
Romance, Action, Angst
Era
Advisory
Strong Language, Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Strong Violence
Story Reviews
Status
Work In Progress (WIP)
First Published
2005-09-08 5:37pm
Last Chapter
2006-07-07 2:32am
Last Updated
2006-07-07 2:32am
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| Ch. # | Chapter Title | Word Count | Reviews |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1 |
Trials and Tribulations After the end of his fifth year at Hogwarts Harry is left to deal with immense loss and an immense burden. It is enough to break anybody and Harry is but a 16 yr old. Voldemort is gaining in power and suddenly nothing and nowhere is safe. Harry will have to lay a stone on his heart and ruthlessly set aside his needs to survive the year. But what will he do when he realizes that by doing this he is running away from his very reason to live. His reason to fight. |
11,513 | 5 |
| 2 |
An Unexpected Visitor After the end of his fifth year at Hogwarts Harry is left to deal with immense loss and an immense burden. It is enough to break anybody and Harry is but a 16 yr old. Voldemort is gaining in power and suddenly nothing and nowhere is safe. Harry will have to lay a stone on his heart and ruthlessly set aside his needs to survive the year. But what will he do when he realizes that by doing this he is running away from his very reason to live. His reason to fight. |
9,429 | 4 |
| 3 |
A Few Good Friends At the end of Harry's fifth year at Hogwarts his spirit is broken. He has just lost his godfather and has the weight of the prophecy crushing his soul. He knows that he must fight. Knows that he has to win at all costs. But he knows that if he even is to have a slim chance of defeating Voldemort he will need to make some hard decisions. Decisions that would hurt him and those close to him. But will Harry be able to take the hard road back when he finally realizes that his decisions only made him weaker? That they took away his only reason to live. His only reason to fight. |
7,649 | 2 |
| 4 |
The Last Two Marauders (part 01) At the end of Harry's fifth year at Hogwarts his spirit is broken. He has just lost his godfather and has the weight of the prophecy crushing his soul. He knows that he must fight. Knows that he has to win at all costs. But he knows that if he even is to have a slim chance of defeating Voldemort he will need to make some hard decisions. Decisions that would hurt him and those close to him. But will Harry be able to take the hard road back when he finally realizes that his decisions only made him weaker? That they took away his only reason to live. His only reason to fight. |
5,807 | 1 |
| 5 |
The Last Two Marauders (part 02) At the end of Harry's fifth year at Hogwarts his spirit is broken. He has just lost his godfather and has the weight of the prophecy crushing his soul. He knows that he must fight. Knows that he has to win at all costs. But he knows that if he even is to have a slim chance of defeating Voldemort he will need to make some hard decisions. Decisions that would hurt him and those close to him. But will Harry be able to take the hard road back when he finally realizes that his decisions only made him weaker? That they took away his only reason to live. His only reason to fight. |
7,906 | 2 |
| 6 |
Interlude At the end of Harry's fifth year at Hogwarts his spirit is broken. He has just lost his godfather and has the weight of the prophecy crushing his soul. He knows that he must fight. Knows that he has to win at all costs. But he knows that if he even is to have a slim chance of defeating Voldemort he will need to make some hard decisions. Decisions that would hurt him and those close to him. But will Harry be able to take the hard road back when he finally realizes that his decisions only made him weaker? That they took away his only reason to live. His only reason to fight. |
1,629 | 1 |
| 7 |
Lessons and Howlers At the end of Harry's fifth year at Hogwarts his spirit is broken. He has just lost his godfather and has the weight of the prophecy crushing his soul. He knows that he must fight. Knows that he has to win at all costs. But he knows that if he even is to have a slim chance of defeating Voldemort he will need to make some hard decisions. Decisions that would hurt him and those close to him. But will Harry be able to take the hard road back when he finally realizes that his decisions only made him weaker? That they took away his only reason to live. His only reason to fight. |
8,514 | 4 |
| 8 |
A Day Full of Surprises At the end of Harry's fifth year at Hogwarts his spirit is broken. He has just lost his godfather and has the weight of the prophecy crushing his soul. He knows that he must fight. Knows that he has to win at all costs. But he knows that if he even is to have a slim chance of defeating Voldemort he will need to make some hard decisions. Decisions that would hurt him and those close to him. But will Harry be able to take the hard road back when he finally realizes that his decisions only made him weaker? That they took away his only reason to live. His only reason to fight. |
8,180 | 1 |
| 9 |
Confrontations At the end of Harry's fifth year at Hogwarts his spirit is broken. He has just lost his godfather and has the weight of the prophecy crushing his soul. He knows that he must fight. Knows that he has to win at all costs. But he knows that if he even is to have a slim chance of defeating Voldemort he will need to make some hard decisions. Decisions that would hurt him and those close to him. But will Harry be able to take the hard road back when he finally realizes that his decisions only made him weaker? That they took away his only reason to live. His only reason to fight. |
7,173 | 3 |
| 10 |
A Few Busy Days At the end of Harry's fifth year at Hogwarts his spirit is broken. He has just lost his godfather and has the weight of the prophecy crushing his soul. He knows that he must fight. Knows that he has to win at all costs. But he knows that if he even is to have a slim chance of defeating Voldemort he will need to make some hard decisions. Decisions that would hurt him and those close to him. But will Harry be able to take the hard road back when he finally realizes that his decisions only made him weaker? That they took away his only reason to live. His only reason to fight. |
8,331 | 2 |
| 11 |
A Very Harry Birthday At the end of Harry's fifth year at Hogwarts his spirit is broken. He has just lost his godfather and has the weight of the prophecy crushing his soul. He knows that he must fight. Knows that he has to win at all costs. But he knows that if he even is to have a slim chance of defeating Voldemort he will need to make some hard decisions. Decisions that would hurt him and those close to him. But will Harry be able to take the hard road back when he finally realizes that his decisions only made him weaker? That they took away his only reason to live. His only reason to fight. |
10,421 | 2 |
| 12 |
Interlude 02 At the end of Harry's fifth year at Hogwarts his spirit is broken. He has just lost his godfather and has the weight of the prophecy crushing his soul. He knows that he must fight. Knows that he has to win at all costs. But he knows that if he even is to have a slim chance of defeating Voldemort he will need to make some hard decisions. Decisions that would hurt him and those close to him. But will Harry be able to take the hard road back when he finally realizes that his decisions only made him weaker? That they took away his only reason to live. His only reason to fight. |
1,372 | 4 |
| 13 |
Terror filled nights At the end of Harry's fifth year at Hogwarts his spirit is broken. He has just lost his godfather and has the weight of the prophecy crushing his soul. He knows that he must fight. Knows that he has to win at all costs. But he knows that if he even is to have a slim chance of defeating Voldemort he will need to make some hard decisions. Decisions that would hurt him and those close to him. But will Harry be able to take the hard road back when he finally realizes that his decisions only made him weaker? That they took away his only reason to live. His only reason to fight. |
6,222 | 1 |
| 14 |
Trouble in the Park At the end of Harry's fifth year at Hogwarts his spirit is broken. He has just lost his godfather and has the weight of the prophecy crushing his soul. He knows that he must fight. Knows that he has to win at all costs. But he knows that if he even is to have a slim chance of defeating Voldemort he will need to make some hard decisions. Decisions that would hurt him and those close to him. But will Harry be able to take the hard road back when he finally realizes that his decisions only made him weaker? That they took away his only reason to live. His only reason to fight. |
6,898 | 4 |
| 15 |
A Stormy Order Meeting After the end of his fifth year at Hogwarts Harry is left to deal with immense loss and an immense burden. It is enough to break anybody and Harry is but a 16 yr old. Voldemort is gaining in power and suddenly nothing and nowhere is safe. Harry will have to lay a stone on his heart and ruthlessly set aside his needs to survive the year. But what will he do when he realizes that by doing this he is running away from his very reason to live. His reason to fight. |
10,320 | 6 |
| 16 |
Bitter Truths Revealed At the end of Harry's fifth year at Hogwarts his spirit is broken. He has just lost his godfather and has the weight of the prophecy crushing his soul. He knows that he must fight. Knows that he has to win at all costs. But he knows that if he even is to have a slim chance of defeating Voldemort he will need to make some hard decisions. Decisions that would hurt him and those close to him. But will Harry be able to take the hard road back when he finally realizes that his decisions only made him weaker? That they took away his only reason to live. His only reason to fight. |
6,289 | 6 |
| 17 |
Conversations At the end of Harry's fifth year at Hogwarts his spirit is broken. He has just lost his godfather and has the weight of the prophecy crushing his soul. He knows that he must fight. Knows that he has to win at all costs. But he knows that if he even is to have a slim chance of defeating Voldemort he will need to make some hard decisions. Decisions that would hurt him and those close to him. But will Harry be able to take the hard road back when he finally realizes that his decisions only made him weaker? That they took away his only reason to live. His only reason to fight. |
7,931 | 8 |
| 18 |
Unsure Steps Forward At the end of Harry's fifth year at Hogwarts his spirit is broken. He has just lost his godfather and has the weight of the prophecy crushing his soul. He knows that he must fight. Knows that he has to win at all costs. But he knows that if he even is to have a slim chance of defeating Voldemort he will need to make some hard decisions. Decisions that would hurt him and those close to him. But will Harry be able to take the hard road back when he finally realizes that his decisions only made him weaker? That they took away his only reason to live. His only reason to fight. |
4,309 | 3 |
| 19 |
The Gang Arrives At the end of Harry's fifth year at Hogwarts his spirit is broken. He has just lost his godfather and has the weight of the prophecy crushing his soul. He knows that he must fight. Knows that he has to win at all costs. But he knows that if he even is to have a slim chance of defeating Voldemort he will need to make some hard decisions. Decisions that would hurt him and those close to him. But will Harry be able to take the hard road back when he finally realizes that his decisions only made him weaker? That they took away his only reason to live. His only reason to fight. |
4,330 | 8 |
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