Rating
Mature
Chapters
9
Words
13,033
Characters
Harry, Ron, Hermione, Draco, Fred, Ginny, OC
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
Draco/OC, Other Pairing
Genre(s)
Humor, Romance, Angst
Era
Post-Hogwarts
Advisory
Strong Language, Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Substance Use or Abuse
Story Reviews
Status
Work In Progress (WIP)
First Published
2005-11-27 4:58pm
Last Chapter
2006-05-25 6:42am
Last Updated
2009-06-15 9:12am
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| Ch. # | Chapter Title | Word Count | Reviews |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1 |
I Wrote A Letter Yesterday
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2,375 | 5 |
| 2 |
Just trying to explain Well, here I am again, writing to you about things that happened two years ago. |
786 | 3 |
| 3 |
Couldn't find the words to say Do you remember? All I want to do right now is take you in my arms and kiss you. Do you still taste like cherry lip gloss? I can’t believe that I might forget the taste of your kiss. I wish that I was brave enough to go to your house right now and just hold you. It hurts so bad to sit here alone, knowing that you’re out there somewhere. |
1,791 | 3 |
| 4 |
'Cause you are so far away Now as I lie here I know that there are certain smiles that you saved for me. I learned how to read how you were feeling by your eyes. Are you still saving smiles for me Emmy? And now it’s worse because I can feel the ghost of your lips against mine. Sometimes in the middle of the night I roll over expecting to touch you. And when I touch nothing but cold air it rips my heart apart. |
1,435 | 6 |
| 5 |
It's so hard for me to face . Isn’t it kinda ironic that in this case it was you who broke my heart? The one time that I actually got close to someone, close enough that you knew me inside and out, I still messed things up. But I’m trying to set things right, and that’s why I’m gonna keep going on with these letters. |
2,081 | 3 |
| 6 |
That it had to end this way At the end of the month our company is moving to Germany to work on this big case. That means that I’ll be away for a long time. So I don’t know what you want to do, I mean it would be like a long distance relationship, and trust me I know how up those can get. So you tell me what you want to do. If you don’t want to try this whole long distance thing, its okay, I’ll understand.” |
1,568 | 3 |
| 7 |
But my love will never change You know that stupid saying, “you never know what you have until it’s lost”? (Or something along those lines) I hate to say it but whoever the hell said that was right. I had you, the only one who ever made me truly happy, and I let you go. I was lucky enough to find the one that I’m supposed to be with and I was dumb enough to lose you. It’s so easy to fall in love with someone, but it’s so hard to let go of them once they’re gone. But the thing is Em, I can’t let you go. I can’t believe that we’re over. Cuz I know that I’ll never really be happy unless you’re with me. |
1,058 | 2 |
| 8 |
When I search my soul to find the truth I guess that I’m afraid that you’ll move on and leave me behind. (Which is what part of me thinks you should do.) I can’t stand the thought of you sitting around crying over me. Do you know that it kills me to think of you crying? And to think that I’m the one who’s making you cry makes it even worse. So part of me wishes that you have moved on. But the thought of you with someone else tears me up inside. I don’t care what you said Em, you and I belong together. So I’m hoping that reading all these letters will help you remember that. |
1,118 | 3 |
| 9 |
About the love we shared As I’m looking back, there are so many things that I would change. Things that are so obvious to me now and I wonder how I didn’t see it then. If I could go back, I would just hold onto you and never let you go. Things that were important to me at the time mean anything to me now. All that matters anymore is that I keep writing to you. |
821 | 4 |
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