Rating
15+
Chapters
9
Words
8,237
Characters
Lupin, Sirius, Lily, James, OC
Primary Relationship
James/Lily
Secondary Relationship(s)
Sirius/Lily
Genre(s)
Fluff, Romance, Angst
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Mild Language, Mild Violence, Scenes of a Mild Sexual Nature
Story Reviews
Status
Abandoned
First Published
2007-03-26 9:54pm
Last Chapter
2008-11-11 5:49pm
Last Updated
2008-11-11 5:49pm
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| Ch. # | Chapter Title | Word Count | Reviews |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1 |
Sickness It was the strangest feeling she’d ever felt in the world—the same one she had when she knew she was doing something wrong but there wasn’t anything she could do about it. She couldn’t describe it as anything but the sickness. |
989 | 6 |
| 2 |
Weakness Boys and crushes had always appeared to be a weakness to her. Perhaps that was why she had never agreed to go out on a date with James Potter when he had continuously asked her to go to Hogsmeade with him. |
1,157 | 4 |
| 3 |
Inevitable It was inevitable that she would break eventually. She had been longing to do so for a while but had been unable to succeed. Now she could just let her feelings loose and hopefully drain herself of the pain and possibly—very unlikely, actually—her intimate feelings for him. |
752 | 3 |
| 4 |
Alleviation When Lily retreated from the bathroom a few hours after she entered it, she felt far better than she had in quite a while, but the alleviation wasn’t good enough. The sickness was still present, and she just couldn’t shake it away. |
807 | 3 |
| 5 |
Seize the Day And she knew that she had to seize the day and not regret it. If she didn’t tell him, she could regret it for the rest of her life, and she didn’t want to do that. She didn’t want to lose any chances that she could have without knowing it. |
1,180 | 4 |
| 6 |
Down “You all right?” |
1,496 | 2 |
| 7 |
Coffee Shop The coffee shop was full when Lily entered it. The other four were waiting for her there, and Nicolette and David jumped up to greet her. |
713 | 0 |
| 8 |
First Day It was the first day back from the Christmas holiday, and Lily could hardly believe that she had run out of time to prepare. But, when she decided to be honest with herself, she determined that there was no way she could ever fully prepare for it. |
599 | 0 |
| 9 |
Gryffindor Bravery There was that Gryffindor bravery she had been searching for all these years. |
544 | 0 |
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