Rating
Mature
Chapters
74
Words
74,065
Characters
Lupin, Sirius, Lily, James, Pettigrew
Primary Relationship
Remus/OC
Secondary Relationship(s)
James/Lily, Sirius/OC, Other Pairing
Genre(s)
General, Romance
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Strong Language, Strong Violence, Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Contains Slash (Same-Sex Pairing), Substance Use or Abuse, Sensitive Topic/Issue/Theme
Story Reviews
Status
Work In Progress (WIP)
First Published
2007-11-18 5:48am
Last Chapter
2015-11-05 4:26pm
Last Updated
2015-11-05 4:26pm
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| Ch. # | Chapter Title | Word Count | Reviews |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1 |
Chapter 1 The first time I met the other Marauders was a little nerve-wracking, but an experience that would change my life forever... |
1,016 | 2 |
| 2 |
Chapter 2 One of the first things I recognised, in both James and Sirius, was that they were both incredibly confident... |
2,212 | 4 |
| 3 |
Chapter 3 I first realised I liked Sirius in that way during the summer between our sixth and seventh years at Hogwarts... |
2,386 | 2 |
| 4 |
Chapter 4 The next morning I woke up wondering why I felt apprehensive for a moment, until I remembered the conversation the night before... |
761 | 2 |
| 5 |
Chapter 5 James ignored me all day long and not only that but he wouldn’t talk to Lily... |
1,843 | 3 |
| 6 |
Chapter 6 The next morning, Sirius appeared at breakfast looking guilty and exhausted... |
1,262 | 4 |
| 7 |
Chapter 7 That night I sought James’ advice... |
1,671 | 2 |
| 8 |
Chapter 8 It’s taking me longer to write this than I thought it would... |
864 | 2 |
| 9 |
Chapter 9 There was one time that I nearly...nearly killed someone... |
1,333 | 2 |
| 10 |
Chapter 10 I didn't get a chance to talk to Sirius for the rest of the day... |
1,993 | 2 |
| 11 |
Chapter 11 Sirius pulled away from me guiltily before I had even registered what was happening... |
699 | 2 |
| 12 |
Chapter 12 After an age, we managed to reach the bookcase nearest the door and, checking he wasn’t anywhere nearby, jumped down and ran as fast as we could... |
535 | 2 |
| 13 |
Chapter 13 I was hoping that James would be asleep by the time we returned to our dormitory but I knew that he would be waiting up for us... |
699 | 3 |
| 14 |
Chapter 14 The next morning, I awoke to Sirius' loud singing coming from the shower... |
839 | 1 |
| 15 |
Chapter 15 Over breakfast, we questioned Wormtail over where he had spent the night... |
662 | 2 |
| 16 |
Chapter 16 That night I lay awake in bed long after the others had dropped off to sleep... |
1,404 | 3 |
| 17 |
Chapter 17 Unsurprisingly, the next morning, all of us were shattered... |
828 | 2 |
| 18 |
Chapter 18 That week passed blissfully in a whirlwind of final classes and stolen kisses and finally Friday evening came... |
1,215 | 2 |
| 19 |
Chapter 19 It took us a fair few days to recover fully but on the plus side we had the Gryffindor tower more or less to ourselves... |
789 | 2 |
| 20 |
Chapter 20 I wrapped my arms as tightly as I could around his waist and laughed at the ludicrousness of the situation... |
855 | 2 |
| 21 |
Chapter 21 We stayed there deep into the night, but eventually we had to head to bed; we couldn’t be caught doing something as risky as sleeping on the rooftops of Hogwarts!... |
1,657 | 1 |
| 22 |
Chapter 22 More than half an hour later, Professor Dumbledore entered the room... |
1,105 | 1 |
| 23 |
Chapter 23 The rest of the holidays went by in a bit of a blur... |
913 | 1 |
| 24 |
Chapter 24 As the school rushed back to life with the return of the rest of the students, we found ourselves spending more and more time in the library and less and less time with each other... |
1,253 | 1 |
| 25 |
Chapter 25 I only got as far as the end of the corridor before Lily caught up with me... |
1,236 | 1 |
| 26 |
Chapter 26 For the next few weeks, I was more miserable than I could ever have imagined it possible to be... |
703 | 2 |
| 27 |
Chapter 27 As I’m sure is obvious by now, the week before the full moon is never particularly good or restful for me... |
603 | 2 |
| 28 |
Chapter 28 The full moon... |
631 | 2 |
| 29 |
Chapter 29 I heard a groan, but it was a few moments before I realised that it was me... |
1,424 | 2 |
| 30 |
Chapter 30 I was walking through a forest... |
736 | 2 |
| 31 |
Chapter 31 “He said our names!” I heard someone argue urgently and when I opened my eyes I was back in that room again. |
559 | 2 |
| 32 |
Chapter 32 I wove in and out of the two states... |
1,312 | 2 |
| 33 |
Chapter 33 How had only two days passed since my memory had gone?... |
1,636 | 2 |
| 34 |
Chapter 34 Sirius didn’t return until late... |
792 | 2 |
| 35 |
Chapter 35 The next day I woke early and went down to breakfast well before the rest of the castle had surfaced... |
1,216 | 2 |
| 36 |
Chapter 36 I slunk back into the dormitory, hoping my absence was inconspicuous... |
621 | 3 |
| 37 |
Chapter 37 After the incident with the shower curtain, things became a bit more relaxed and a bit more normal between the Marauders... |
1,112 | 2 |
| 38 |
Chapter 38 When I didn’t turn up at Honeydukes, my friends panicked a little... |
651 | 2 |
| 39 |
Chapter 39 Over the next week, I observed the other Marauders as much as - if not more than - they observed me... |
1,344 | 1 |
| 40 |
Chapter 40 So, finally things were getting back to normal...well... |
956 | 2 |
| 41 |
Chapter 41 That night I watched from my seat by the fire... |
658 | 2 |
| 42 |
Chapter 42 The next day passed quickly in a whirl of classes and essays and finally it was Friday night... |
723 | 1 |
| 43 |
Chapter 43 Early the next morning, I was gently shaken awake by Sirius... |
553 | 1 |
| 44 |
Chapter 44 That night, Professor Dumbledore met me by the doors and accompanied me out into the night... |
732 | 2 |
| 45 |
Chapter 45 I heard a groan, but it was a few moments before I realised that it was me... |
1,754 | 2 |
| 46 |
Chapter 46 The rest of the weekend passed slowly... |
537 | 2 |
| 47 |
Chapter 47 I spent the early evening in the library, attempting to complete an Ancient Runes essay... |
1,046 | 2 |
| 48 |
Chapter 48 I had never awoken so blissfully happy as I did that morning... |
1,350 | 3 |
| 49 |
Chapter 49 “God, I hate it when teachers tell you they’re disappointed in you,” James sighed, disgruntled, as we sat down for lunch... |
573 | 2 |
| 50 |
Chapter 50 I grinned at him excitedly... |
618 | 2 |
| 51 |
Chapter 51 The next three nights of our detention were spent cleaning various trophies in various rooms of the castle... |
622 | 2 |
| 52 |
Chapter 52 It took a couple of weeks but finally I worked out a way to cast the spell on a larger group of people... |
1,183 | 2 |
| 53 |
Chapter 53 "No way!" Sirius exclaimed... |
943 | 2 |
| 54 |
Chapter 54 The next morning I awoke to Sirius snoring his head off. Fabulous... |
1,285 | 2 |
| 55 |
Chapter 55 Luckily, Sirius managed to keep his temper over the next few days... |
981 | 3 |
| 56 |
Chapter 56 We chatted for a little while longer, then tiredness got the better of us... |
1,115 | 1 |
| 57 |
Chapter 57 ...no one? |
747 | 1 |
| 58 |
Chapter 58 That night... |
506 | 1 |
| 59 |
Chapter 59 In the week after... |
1,264 | 1 |
| 60 |
Chapter 60 As she finished recounting to me what had happened, a fresh wave of sobs overcame her... |
505 | 2 |
| 61 |
Chapter 61 “What happened, Rem?” |
1,556 | 1 |
| 62 |
Chapter 62 What am I going to do? |
754 | 2 |
| 63 |
Chapter 63 I took my punishment without complaining... |
882 | 2 |
| 64 |
Chapter 64 The news had spread like wildfire throughout the school... |
638 | 1 |
| 65 |
Chapter 65 Friday night rolled around and anyone who hadn’t been in the hall to experience Sirius’ ridiculous proclamation had certainly heard about it by now... |
733 | 1 |
| 66 |
Chapter 66 So...the party... |
1,349 | 1 |
| 67 |
Chapter 67 Less than a week after... |
592 | 1 |
| 68 |
Chapter 68 I felt a bit sick as we made our way down to breakfast the following morning... |
760 | 1 |
| 69 |
Chapter 69 Considering how sick I'd been feeling at the start of the day... |
993 | 1 |
| 70 |
Chapter 70 When I awoke, the corridor was dark... |
982 | 1 |
| 71 |
Chapter 71 As we made our way down to the Hospital Wing... |
894 | 3 |
| 72 |
Chapter 72 There was a violent scream of terror and I awoke suddenly... |
598 | 2 |
| 73 |
Chapter 73 It has to be said, I was getting really fed up of being taken to the Hospital Wing this year... |
677 | 2 |
| 74 |
Chapter 74 That weekend, I was allowed out of the Hospital Wing. |
636 | 1 |
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