Rating
Mature
Chapters
39
Words
169,941
Characters
Harry, Ron, Hermione, Lupin, James, Lily, Sirius, Regulus, Ginny, OC
Primary Relationship
Sirius/OC
Secondary Relationship(s)
Harry/Ginny, James/Lily, Ron/Hermione, Other Pairing
Genre(s)
General, Humor, Romance
Era
Other
Advisory
Strong Language, Strong Violence, Scenes of a Mild Sexual Nature, Contains Spoilers
Story Reviews
Status
Abandoned
First Published
2007-12-05 2:02pm
Last Chapter
2013-04-17 5:42am
Last Updated
2013-04-17 5:42am
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| Ch. # | Chapter Title | Word Count | Reviews |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1 |
Prologue: Innocent Fun He was actually a she all along... |
1,952 | 6 |
| 2 |
Sorceress Hogwarts... home sweet home... |
4,380 | 3 |
| 3 |
An Odd Dream I dreamt a dream of you... |
4,421 | 3 |
| 4 |
Hello Again It felt nostalgic... but back then, I didn't know why... |
4,469 | 4 |
| 5 |
Let the Game Begin I never did understand your games... |
4,581 | 1 |
| 6 |
Secret-Keeper Secrets... Secrets... You had so many secrets... |
4,419 | 0 |
| 7 |
Of Trifling Troubles and Lily-Lessons I had no idea exactly what you were playing at... |
4,458 | 0 |
| 8 |
Bonds I didn't realize back then how much I longed... longed for that exclusive bond between you and him. I didn't realize back then that I was jealous... utterly jealous of him. |
3,719 | 0 |
| 9 |
No One Needs to Know Yes... but someone did know. Can you even imagine the chaos to be when he saw you? |
4,399 | 0 |
| 10 |
Happy Birthday "My birthdays are always a disaster", you said once... |
3,700 | 1 |
| 11 |
And Now We're Even It was long before I realized we were never even...and we never will be even... |
4,181 | 0 |
| 12 |
Late Night Expeditions We both had always been late prowlers... |
4,114 | 0 |
| 13 |
Thoughts Were you the one to bring this about? |
4,415 | 0 |
| 14 |
The Longest Walk Being with you was... suffocating. |
4,105 | 0 |
| 15 |
Jealousy Three hearts broken in one night... your game was too cruel... |
5,426 | 0 |
| 16 |
Something Dangerous In Our Dance I had always thought your mission in life was to make mine miserable. |
4,703 | 2 |
| 17 |
A Painting, A Painful Remembrance, A Palace You never showed any signs of your depressions... |
4,316 | 2 |
| 18 |
Noisy Morning I wondered if your life was as hectic as your house. |
4,275 | 2 |
| 19 |
Pledge of the White Rose It looked as if he was vowing his love to you... |
4,449 | 0 |
| 20 |
Soul Fragment A soul, split in two for the sake of another. |
5,225 | 0 |
| 21 |
Of Death And Depression You had me worried right out of depression... |
4,545 | 2 |
| 22 |
Sense and Sensibility Such sensibility makes no sense |
4,534 | 3 |
| 23 |
Mistake One single mistake... I had nearly lost you before I even realized I loved you. |
4,926 | 1 |
| 24 |
Heartbeats I can't exactly hate you... but I can hate him. |
3,750 | 0 |
| 25 |
Parting Gift You gave everyone a parting gift. What of me? |
5,441 | 5 |
| 26 |
Frozen Moment I wished we lived in a picture, |
4,620 | 0 |
| 27 |
Only in Memory Would you not even leave me a single memory? |
3,851 | 1 |
| 28 |
Departing Thoughts And then I recalled your name... |
4,724 | 3 |
| 29 |
City of Jade You should never have come into my world. |
4,599 | 1 |
| 30 |
Mother How much pain must I give you before you finally give up? |
4,256 | 3 |
| 31 |
Warmth My heart was frozen over, and yet... |
5,427 | 2 |
| 32 |
Brother and Son My life was painful, and yet, it was something I had to endure. |
4,875 | 1 |
| 33 |
Sacrifice Mine was a path of sacrifice that I can never hope for you to understand... |
4,703 | 1 |
| 34 |
Time Why did you have to always poke your nose where it didn't belong? |
4,048 | 1 |
| 35 |
Sheshalvaria Now you will see my world, my reality. |
2,975 | 1 |
| 36 |
Réatra Now that you see my past, what do you think of me? |
5,127 | 0 |
| 37 |
Nightmares & Vision Sometimes, I wish my life had ended quickly, so I don't have to relive these visions every night. |
4,497 | 1 |
| 38 |
True Colours Please allow me just this one more time... |
3,106 | 0 |
| 39 |
The Mysterious, The Cursed and The Silent I only hope I can be forgiven, if you ever learn of why I do what I must... |
4,230 | 1 |
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