Rating
Mature
Chapters
52
Words
102,725
Characters
Harry, Ron, Hermione, Lucius, Voldemort, Draco, Pansy, Ginny, Blaise (M)
Primary Relationship
Other Pairing
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
Drama, Romance, Angst
Era
Hogwarts
Advisory
Mild Language, Strong Violence, Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Contains Slash (Same-Sex Pairing)
Story Reviews
Status
Completed
First Published
2008-03-09 1:48pm
Last Chapter
2009-09-02 8:23pm
Last Updated
2009-09-02 8:23pm
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| Ch. # | Chapter Title | Word Count | Reviews |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1 |
Chapter One I love you. That's my secret. No hearts. No pretty drawings. No poems or cryptic messages. I love you. |
5,217 | 14 |
| 2 |
Chapter Two It's amazing how your true love could be the person you never imagined being with. |
3,659 | 10 |
| 3 |
Chapter Three It's not who you are to the world, it's who you are to me. It's not how many times I say I love you...it's how much I really do. |
2,575 | 8 |
| 4 |
Chapter Four You can never get him out of your head … It’s the way you get weak in the knees when you get lost in his eyes. It’s the way you can’t breathe when you are around him. It’s the way your hands match perfectly. It’s the way your heart skips a beat when you see him. It’s the way he catches all of your attention by not even saying a word. It’s the way he makes the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. It’s the way you act like a three-year-old in love all over again. It’s the way he hugs and kisses you. It’s the way he makes you fall in love .... |
4,261 | 5 |
| 5 |
Chapter Five I still remember the first time we kissed ... I mean really kissed. It was amazing and wonderful and my knees went weak and I felt like I couldn't breathe. And now, when he really kisses me ... I still feel the same way. |
1,985 | 4 |
| 6 |
Chapter Six I'd give up forever to touch you, 'cause I know that you feel me some how. You're the closest to Heaven that I'll ever be and I don't wanna go home right now. All I can taste is this moment, and all I can breathe is your life. Sooner or later it's over; I just don't wanna miss you tonight. And I don't want the world to see me, 'cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken--I just want you to know who I am. |
2,262 | 6 |
| 7 |
Chapter Seven Snow fell lightly outside the window as I pulled a few fresh sheets of parchment from one of the drawers. I dipped into the ink well, set the tip of my quill to the paper, and began the letter I’d been waiting so long to write… |
2,928 | 3 |
| 8 |
Chapter Eight You have only been gone ten days, but already I'm wasting away. I know I'll see you again whether far or soon. But I need you to know that I care, and I miss you. |
6,816 | 3 |
| 9 |
Chapter Nine I can't explain all the feelings that your making me feel. My heart's in overdrive and you're behind the steering wheel. I wanna kiss you every minute, every hour of every day. You got me in a spin, but everything is a-okay. There's a chance we can make it now. |
849 | 3 |
| 10 |
Chapter Ten I didn't even know that my life was missing anything, until I met you. But now I see that I have been waiting for you all this time. |
2,781 | 2 |
| 11 |
Chapter Eleven You and me, we couldn't stand being normal. That's why we make a good 'you and me'. We both laugh at the most random situations. That's the key, baby, don't you agree? You know what I'm going to say before my mouth even makes a sound and that's why we make a good 'you and me'. I know from the sound of your breathing exactly what you are feeling. This is why we make a good 'you and me'. |
1,835 | 2 |
| 12 |
Chapter Twelve When you smile, I melt inside. I'm not worthy for a minute of your time. I really wish it was only me and you. I'm jealous of everybody in the room. Let's go, don't wait. This night's almost over. Honest, let's make this night last forever and ever. Let's make this last forever. |
873 | 2 |
| 13 |
Chapter Thirteen I never felt like this before. I'm naked around you. Does it show? You see right through me and I can't hide. I'm naked around you, and it feels so right. |
2,446 | 2 |
| 14 |
Chapter Fourteen Listen, I mean it--there's nothing that he's worthy of. He's just another player playing in the name of love. I've seen enough now this must come to an end. Get another boyfriend. |
2,260 | 3 |
| 15 |
Chapter Fifteen What day is it? And in what month? This clock never seemed so alive. I can't keep up and I can't back down. I've been losing so much time. It's you and me....I can't keep my eyes off of you. |
1,404 | 1 |
| 16 |
Chapter Sixteen You listen to me when I speak out loud. You know right when my heart's been bent. When my life's tumbling around you take me off the ground. You tell me everythings ok. |
2,511 | 2 |
| 17 |
Chapter Seventeen When the sun came up we were sleeping in. Sunk inside our blankets, sprawled across the bed. And we were dreaming. There are moments when I know it and the world revolves around us. And we're keeping it all going, this delicate balance--vuneralbe, all knowing. |
1,994 | 2 |
| 18 |
Chapter Eighteen I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me. I still feel your touch in my dreams... Every time we touch I get this feeling, and every time we kiss I swear I could fly. Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last. I need you by my side. |
1,634 | 1 |
| 19 |
Chapter Nineteen I never could have seen this far. I never could have seen this coming. It seems like my world's falling apart. In a perfect world this could never happen. In a perfect world you'd still be here. I wish that I could bring you back. I wish that I could turn back time. |
1,244 | 2 |
| 20 |
Chapter Twenty If your lost you can look and you will find me, time after time. If you fall I will catch you. I'll be waiting, time after time. |
1,984 | 1 |
| 21 |
Chapter Twenty-One In the confusion and the aftermath, you are my signal fire. The only resolution and the only joy is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes. There you are standing right in front of me. All this fear falls away to leave me naked. Hold me close 'cause I need you to guide me to safety. |
1,999 | 2 |
| 22 |
Chapter Twenty-Two Before I met you, I never knew what it was like to smile for no reason at all. |
1,627 | 2 |
| 23 |
Chapter Twenty-Three When my time comes help me leave behind some reasons to be missed. Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty keep my in your memory. Leave out all the rest. Leave out all the rest... |
1,826 | 2 |
| 24 |
Chapter Twenty-Four I can't eat. I can't sleep. I need you here with me. |
624 | 3 |
| 25 |
Chapter Twenty-Five Say goodbye as we dance with the devil tonight. Don't you dare look at him in the eye as we dance with the devil tonight.... |
1,336 | 4 |
| 26 |
Chapter Twenty-Six I know there's something in the wake of your smile. I get a notion from the look in your eyes. |
555 | 2 |
| 27 |
Chapter Twenty-Seven Don't fall away and leave me to myself. Don't fall away and leave love bleeding in my hands. |
3,797 | 4 |
| 28 |
Chapter Twenty-Eight I don't wanna know it's over, so save your goodbye kiss. I don't wanna know it's over, 'cause ignorance is bliss. |
1,021 | 3 |
| 29 |
Chapter Twenty-Nine Does it feel like we’ve never been alive? Does it seem like it's only just begun? To find yourself just look inside the wreckage of your past. To lose it all you have to do is lie. The policy is set and we are never turning back. It’s time for execution; time to execute. |
2,815 | 2 |
| 30 |
Chapter Thirty Wake up and face me. Don't play dead 'cause maybe I will walk away and say 'You disappoint me'. Maybe you're better off this way...I catch a brief reflection of what you could and might have been....my perfect enemy. |
1,602 | 3 |
| 31 |
Chapter Thirty-One Whoever said 'It's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all' was a complete idiot. |
1,131 | 2 |
| 32 |
Chapter Thirty-Two Speachless and frozen--uncomfortable silence again. I'm no better than the ones before me. I'm in the middle of a break down watching you scream in the middle of a break down, screaming at me. |
4,299 | 5 |
| 33 |
Chapter Thirty-Three What if you're making me all that I was meant to be? What if our love never went away? What if it's lost behind words we could never find? |
1,178 | 1 |
| 34 |
Chapter Thirty-Four I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now. And all the roads we have to walk along are winding. And all the lights that lead us there are blinding. There are many things that I would like to say to you but I don't know how. So I say maybe you're gonna be the one who saves me? And after all you're my wonderwall. |
548 | 2 |
| 35 |
Chapter Thirty-Five Welcome home. |
4,665 | 3 |
| 36 |
Chapter Thirty-Six And I'd give up forever to touch you, cause I know that you feel me some how. You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be and I don't wanna go home right now. |
676 | 2 |
| 37 |
Chapter Thirty-Seven I thanked her and took a sip, letting the tea warm me from the inside out. I'd only just returned the seaming mug to the table when the screaming began...I knew that voice. Harry. |
2,240 | 2 |
| 38 |
Chapter Thirty-Eight So I won't hesitate no more, no more. It cannot wait, I'm sure. There's no need to complicate, our time is short. This is our fate, I'm yours. |
543 | 1 |
| 39 |
Chapter Thirty-Nine “So,” I began as Harry took his seat next to me. “When’s the wedding?” |
1,346 | 1 |
| 40 |
Chapter Forty "Was that a proposal?" |
1,798 | 1 |
| 41 |
Chapter Forty-Two Them Vs. Us |
3,055 | 3 |
| 42 |
Chapter Forty-Two I'm holding on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground... |
2,029 | 3 |
| 43 |
Chapter Forty-Three "We’ve been ordered to kill you on sight.” |
1,214 | 1 |
| 44 |
Chapter Forty-Four Lying beside you here in the dark, feeling your heartbeat with mine. Softly, you whisper, you're so sincere--how could our love be so blind? We sailed on together, we drifted apart. Now here you are by my side... |
1,519 | 4 |
| 45 |
Chapter Forty-Five The clocked chimed eight and the portkey gave a jolt. I watched as Grimmuald Place spun out of view to be replaced with green grass, a stone pathway, and a familiar castle rising up in the distance... |
902 | 3 |
| 46 |
Chapter Forty-Six I love you....I can't live without you. |
718 | 3 |
| 47 |
Chapter Forty-Seven I’d lost so much already—I didn’t think I could live if I lost Harry, too. Just as I had told him, he was my life, my best friend, my everything. If I lost him…life would mean nothing. |
774 | 2 |
| 48 |
Chapter Forty-Eight Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more. |
646 | 1 |
| 49 |
Chapter Forty-Nine Every time I rise I see you falling |
1,014 | 0 |
| 50 |
Chapter Fifty I'm not playing the hero. I'm doing what's right--what I should have done a long time ago. |
1,216 | 4 |
| 51 |
Chapter Fifty-One “What? Gone where?” We didn’t have to answer. Ron knew the answer as he watched me take off down the last staircase, bolting across the entrance hall, and sliding to a stop just outside the castle. The grounds, lit by a bright sliver of moon, were empty. I stood, catching my breath and searching desperately for any sign of the man I loved. |
1,437 | 6 |
| 52 |
Chapter Fifty-Two The great hall fell silent as Draco and I entered. Looks of amazement followed me as I made my way to the platform where the head table once stood. Draco gave my hand a tight squeeze before he let go, smiling proudly up at me as I stood before the crowd. |
1,057 | 9 |
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