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Rating
Mature
Chapters
16
Words
23,097
Characters
Harry, Lupin, A. Longbottom, James, Lily, Sirius
Primary Relationship
James/Lily
Secondary Relationship(s)
Remus/Lily, Sirius/OC, Other Pairing
Genre(s)
Drama, Romance, AU
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Strong Language, Strong Violence, Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Contains Slash (Same-Sex Pairing), Substance Use or Abuse, Sensitive Topic/Issue/Theme
Story Reviews
46
Status
Work In Progress (WIP)
First Published
2009-04-09 8:55pm
Last Chapter
2009-09-18 11:05pm
Last Updated
2009-09-18 11:05pm

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Ch. # Chapter Title Word Count Reviews
1 Chapter One: The One Mistake


Ma-ma-ma!" He said, a little louder, getting indignant.

"Yes, Harry, darling, Mama's here." Lily cooed, coming over to pick him up. "And how is my beautiful boy this morning?"

He yawned, showing off his vividly pink gums and giving her the same look of her ex after one of his grueling Quidditch practices. 

"Still sleepy then? Well, you better wake up soon; we've got a train to catch."

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2 Chapter Two: At the Station

"So, Lils," Mary asked, swinging her legs back and forth, "What've you been up to?"

"Nothing much. I went down to Diagon Alley last weekend, met with some Muggles."

"Cute Muggles?" She wiggled her eyebrows.

"Because a teenage mum is in such high demand."

Lily giggled a little at first before the truth of her words started to sink in.

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3 Chapter Three: Every New Day

"J-James, just stop it! Stop it!" Lily cried, losing her cool on seeing the fat tears rolling down Harry's face.

"Why should I stop it? Give me one good reason, Lils!"

"You're hurting him, James!"

He loosened his hold, looking somewhat bewildered as Lily pulled their son close and steadied her own breathing, making gentle soothing noises in his ear.

"Ma-ma-ma..." Harry whimpered, hiding his small, tear-stained face in the crook of her shoulder. "Ma-ma..."

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4 Chapter Four: Alright Now

"He's my son, Mum! I can't-"

"Do you even know that he's you're son? Are you sure?"

"Yes, Mum, I'm sure! Just look at him!" James gestured with his arms over to his son, who looked to be the spitting image of his father.

"He resembles you, James, but there are ways...charms, perhaps."

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5 Chapter Five: Please Don't Be Long

"Mum! Maybe, I shouldn't be on the team anymore. I mean, screwing someone's life up is more important than a sport!"

"James, no," Lily said, becoming a little frantic. She didn't want him to quit the team; she didn't want to take something that he loved and had worked hard for. "I'll keep Harry, take him down to the pitch or whatever, but don't quit the team! You love Quidditch!"

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6 Chapter Six: Till We Can't Go On

"And I regretted it all last year, enough to ask you out in front of the entire school! You turned me down, Lily, when you were seven months along. But I would've understood, even then!"

"I was upset, James, even Severus turned against me when," Here, she lowered her voice, "When he found out we slept together."

"You should have told Snivellus to bugger off then! I'll sleep with whoever the fuck I want!"

"James!"

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7 Chapter Seven: Picture Yourself

"So what were you doing with Remus, then?" James whispered in her ear, before looking back at his dark blonde friend who lurked a few feet behind them, standing in the shadows.

"He wanted to talk!"

"About?"

"I don't know! I told him I wanted to come and see my baby first."

"You never know, Lils!" He hissed, not sure if he was making too much of this or not, not sure whether anything was going on between her and Remus or not.

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8 Chapter Eight: When to Run

"Can I go and get dressed then?"

"'Course, but it's.." He looked towards the clock, "Only around seven. You're not going out this early, are you?"

"No, but I haven't even begun to get ready!" She told him, thinking of all the wonderful things that had to be done: curling her hair, picking out an outfit, choosing the perfect shade of lipstick. Not that the Muggle season didn't require dressing up but at home, Mother oversaw her dress and the little details she so loved.

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9 Chapter Nine: You Got Satin Shoes

"Right, I know it, but I should never have been so stupid!"

"You shouldn't have but focusing on that won't help him now."

"And what will?"

"Why, finding you a dress, of course!" Amy told her, dragging her out of the dressing room and over to a rack in the Muggle clothing section of Madame Gladrags, since she had never liked any of the styles that the Wizarding world had to offer.

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10 Chapter Ten: A Long Long Time Ago

"Professor Slughorn!"

"Lily, my dear, how are you?" He asked, surveying her figure with distaste, "Here, have some pineapple. Ambrosius sent me some just last week. He owns Honeydukes now, you know."

"Does he? Well, we'll have to go and tell him hello next time we're in, then won't we, Ames?"

"We? Hoho, does that mean yourself and Mr. Potter are back together?" He winked back at James, making her blush though he'd misheard what she'd said. On purpose, perhaps.

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11 Chapter Eleven: Often Enough to Know

"You found a half an hour ago," He said, incredulously, "And now we're moving past it?"

    "Yes! Because we were both wrong here, James."

    "We were b- You didn't tell me, Lils, but at least babies are good things...Shagging some bird, girlfriend's best mate," He trailed off...Merlin, what'd he been thinking?

    "But it's over isn't it? You haven't shagged since-"

    "Since before exams."

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12 Chapter Twelve: Happy to Be That Way

"James?" Lily called softly, stepping out into the hall, "You almost ready?"

"Yeah, here." He said opening the door, pulling a button-down shirt over his head. She had come over to pick out his tie, making sure that the two of them would match like they always had.

"You got anything grey, love?"

"Um, I don't think so but there might be a coat that would match like over there somewhere."

"Like? You're such a valley girl."

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13 Chapter Thirteen: Isn't It Good?


"At least don't go bothering me about it..." He put his hands up.

"You didn't have a problem with me last year!"

"Merlin, Lily, you weren't such a bitch last year!"

"I-That's what you think?" She bit her lip in understanding.

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14 Chapter Fourteen: Sun In Her Eyes

"I'm sorry, love; I don't mean to be pushy but I thought he'd make such a good godparent..."

"He doesn't even like you, Lily. Why would he like your son?"

"You're right, of course, but I thought because he loved you, James... He would love him too."

"He doesn't like either of us now, sweetheart," He sighed, "But I'll ask him if you like."

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15 Chapter Fifteen: Who Who

He squirmed in her arms, resting his head in the crook of her shoulder. "Mm-mm..."

"I know it, love." She crooned, before turning to James, "Been giving you a hard time, has he?"

"A bit," His smile was crooked as he looked her over; pink tinged cheeks and an endearing smear of lipstick a little outside the lines. "You good, Lils?"

"Alright..."

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16 Chapter Sixteen: Like Loving You


"We don't shag; we make love."

"Make love? Well, it does sound better. But-Lily, I want you whatever way."

"Lovely...And so romantic," She said, breathing him in. He smelled like wet grass and the faded Wimbourne Wasp sweatshirt she'd sprayed with his cologne the year before. It'd still stuck, even though the houselves must've washed it a thousand times.

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