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Rating
Mature
Chapters
20
Words
49,291
Characters
Lupin, Sirius, Lily, James, Regulus, OC
Primary Relationship
Sirius/OC
Secondary Relationship(s)
James/Lily, OC/OC, Remus/OC, Other Pairing
Genre(s)
Horror/Dark, Romance, Angst
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Strong Language, Strong Violence, Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Substance Use or Abuse, Sensitive Topic/Issue/Theme
Story Reviews
38
Status
Work In Progress (WIP)
First Published
2012-04-02 7:35pm
Last Chapter
2013-09-15 2:49pm
Last Updated
2013-09-15 2:49pm

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Ch. # Chapter Title Word Count Reviews
1 It's not a miracle we needed

The last thing I remember seeing was Black’s eyes in front of mine before it all turned black.

1,304 4
2 I tell my love to wreck it all

“What are you going to do, oh brave Gryffindor? Hex me?”

2,708 2
3 Past and present they don’t matter now

“I haven’t got time for this Black, but when you have finally thought of a comeback, meet me here at around 9 tonight.” I stepped closer to him, smirking. “If you dare.”

2,615 2
4 God knows what is hiding in this world of little consequence

“Not if said best friend is still asleep. The action almost borders on stalker-ish.”

1,588 3
5 The mood it changes like the wind, hard to control when it begins.

“Did it ever cross your thick headed brain that I am perhaps doing this to survive? I’m playing the part I should have always played, it’s the only way.”

2,517 2
6 Stand there and look into my eyes and tell me that all we had were lies.

I don’t need you, or Evan or Pedro or Bas. I don’t need anyone and the sooner you realise it, the sooner you can go back to your boring little life here in the castle and stop interfering in mine.”

2,631 2
7 I'm staring at the asphalt wondering, what's buried underneath.

“Now this is something I expected of a slimeball like you, Malfoy. But off my own brother and supposed best friend?

3,676 2
8 I still want to drown whenever you leave.

I stayed very quiet as I thought hard about what he had just said to me. He was right. There was no reason for me to be anywhere near any of the moving stairs. The last place I remember being is the common room so why would I have walked up any stairs?

2,599 2
9 See these people they lie and I dont know who to believe anymore


My first thought was that he was handsome. From the horror stories, I expected him to be some sort of monster but he looked…normal. He spotted me and a smile came to his lips. I shuddered under his gaze but I stepped forward anyway, playing along.

2,896 1
10 I'm feeling sorrow but there's nothing I can do.

I scoffed. “How do you think I am feeling? I have gone and got myself a one way ticket to the Avada Kedavra curse!”

2,600 0
11 Please teach me gently how to breathe.

“Are you serious? You want to put me with a bunch of morons who hate my guts. I think I would rather take my chances in the Slytherin common room.”

 

1,609 2
12 And if your homesick, give me your hand and i'll hold it.

Walking in after Dumbledore, I felt blinded by all the light and the reds and the gold. It was all so…cheery. I was most definitely in hell.

1,902 1
13 Smeared black ink, your face is ashen and I'm barely listening.

“And he’s actually surprised? A blast-ended skrewt has more charm then he does.”

2,548 3
14 Sweet dreams and flying machines in pieces on the ground.

“You’re probably right but I have never had the trait of being wise, it’s always eluded me somehow.”

1,931 2
15 Nothing is pure anymore

There was something inside that was telling me not to believe my mother’s words...Something felt wrong and as much as I wanted to believe her and all her words of comfort and love, what I had been through and what I knew made me cautious.

3,013 0
16 Can't help myself but count the flaws

I had never been told I was a bad kisser but maybe I was.

2,749 1
17 It's hard to make sense

As you could see, we were being mature, sensible adults about the whole entire fiasco.

2,067 3
18 We're all just pieces in their games

Never had words sounded so ominous after what had happened.

1,864 2
19 I'm in a foreign state, my thoughts they slip away

They always say you can’t choose your family. I don’t think that statement has ever been truer.

3,527 1
20 Are you uncertain or just scared to drop your guard

Each one of us was wearing a mask already, to disguise our fears, our dashed dreams and our hopes for the future. Ours masks were on and they would not come off until we knew it was safe to be free again.

2,947 3

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