I do know one thing. I do know that I wish I never knew my dad. I wish I never had a dad and I wish I he never loved me. Why? So that I wouldn't have to miss him this much.

I stepped outside and looked around the yard. His car was still here. The only place he could go was walk down the steep long road to town or jump off the cliff and land in the beach below where he's likely to be more dead than ever. Either possibility, although interesting, seemed highly unlikely.

 Sometimes I worry how empty I'll be once again when silence and solitude are bestowed upon the very walls of this lonely cottage once again. I was becoming attached. To Nate, no doubt but somewhere deep in my heart, I knew I was becoming attached to Scorpius Malfoy as well

 I stood still and unsure as I felt him release the clip, letting it my hair cascade down my back. His finger lightly brushed my ear when he tucked a stray strand behind my ear

 I was caught off guard when suddenly, he  smiled and reached his hand over to touch my face. I felt his fingers push my soft, auburn curls aside and his thumb stroked my cheek before resting there

Scorpius traced his fingers along my collar bone, I had never been that intimate with anyone before. He called me beautiful and I almost believed him

I was sad about that but I had no idea how to overcome that weirdness. I mean, the fellow kissed my nearly-naked body for Merlin’s sake! What did that mean anyway?