I look for the rainbow when Im deep in the storm. The weight on my shoulders will get lighter; I will make it through because Im a fighter. Even on the blackest days I'll be fine because clouds part the sun will shine So when I feel under the weather & don’t want to try I remember I have what it takes to fly

its a bit long, but i couldnt stop writing its all essential.! Flashes of greenlight, shrill screaming , a baby crying. You calling for Remus. Choking on your own words. A dark lifeless cell. Cold, dead,alone. "Its a crime, you let this happen to me. How could you?"

You and Sirius walk.. this gott a little mixed up, sorry it somehow get deleted!

Natural life your born , you die ,the Natural life your wrong your right,

James and Lily cleaned up the mess you created. Then go out to find you, they know how dangerous you are in this state, especially since you put about 30 people in the hospital wing at one time.What they will find, will forever be etched in their minds.

You were mentally exhasuted, weak and completely burnt out. You felt so driven down so far as being completely overcome by it. feeling no other way out, trapped, stranded, and totally alone.

After your amazing start of the day, things get rockier and rockier by the second.

On James's left laid Sirius, in the worst shape you had ever seen him. your eyes began to burn with tears, your head started to pound. Sharp piercing pains shot from the pit of your stomach to your heart, causing you to lose your breath, making you dizzy.

The door opened lal the way and the best friend you have ever had walkd in. her face was peaceful, her eyes bloodshot. She smiled at you as she walked closer and closer to your four poster. You just stood there in front of your friend, looking right into her eyes. She only a foot away was a reflection of your actions. The next second you had eachother in a tight loving hug. Words were unnecessary, all that would have been needed to talk about was said through your embrace. All became clear and completely understood.

Its the last thing I want to do , but the first thing I have to do!" The Marauders became still and quite, all knowing that..there was no way around it.

You slumped down remembering that night. You missed it, missed those days. The pranking, the craziness, the complete disregard for most authority and always having no limits. As long as it made for a good laugh, it was well worth it no matter how much detention we could ever get.

Things were getting to much to handle in the Great Hall so you and Dan walked out to the Quiditch Pitch..where more then just an escape from Sirius escaped your lips.

The dance was going great, untill you went outside.

I feel this, this tension inside of me Pressure is presently pushing down on me The first time it starts with just you and I Repeating myself but you don't hear me I can see what you see But is it worth it to me? The same old conversation Over and over and over