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Rating
Mature
Chapters
19
Words
17,156
Characters
Lupin, Sirius, Lily, James, Regulus, OC
Primary Relationship
Sirius/OC
Secondary Relationship(s)
James/Lily
Genre(s)
Drama, Romance, Angst
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Strong Language, Strong Violence, Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Substance Use or Abuse, Sensitive Topic/Issue/Theme
Story Reviews
32
Status
Work In Progress (WIP)
First Published
2006-09-28 9:55pm
Last Chapter
2011-04-20 7:09pm
Last Updated
2011-04-20 7:09pm

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I know how it feels to be on your own, In this cruel world where hearts are bound to turn to stone, Where you are alone, And tired of breathing, It's all going wrong, And you just can't stand the pain any more, You're too numb to believe in In anything.
 

1,015 2
2 keep on pretending

I know how easy it is to let go Surrender to despair lurking at your door To lose your soul and all your feelings Strength all gone And so many things left unsaid And deeds undone You've stopped caring Cause it's all in vain
 

1,568 1
3 Year of Broken Glass

I see right through you
I know right through you
I walk right through you
 
 

687 4
4 Underneath

she lets herself go, like an angel in the snow
she lays down on her back
down on her back - she goes
 

752 2
5 Truth is Poison

Come into my world,
See trough my eyes.
Try to understand
 

1,070 3
6 Shattered Tears

I can hardly remember
The look of my own eyes
How can I love this a life so dishonest
It made me compromise
 

884 3
7 We Tumble We Fall

Take care
I've been hurt before
Too much time spend on closing doors
You may hate me, but I'll remember to love you
 
 

880 2
8 Forgotten Facade

something was wrong in you
Inside you were suffering
Lungs were barely moving
I wanted to comfort you

 
 

944 2
9 open up your eyes

You take the breath right out of me.
You left a hole where my heart should be.
You got to fight just to make it through,
'cause I will be the death of you.
 

1,899 4
10 further away

She lies down and cries herself to sleep
Every night a battle that never seems to cease
Her twisted heart cant heal without a mind
To crush the shadow cast when she crossed the line
 
 

960 0
11 In my arms you won’t sleep safely

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there
 

1,261 1
12 It's Better Then Nothing At All

This could break my heart or save me
Nothing's real, Until you let go completely
So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me
 

583 1
13 the simple pain of living


Can you please, remind me how you feel?
This emptiness is real, I can't bear the thought of it.
and please, remind me how to smile, I lost track after awhile.
Is happiness so hard to get?
 

644 2
14 Goodbyes on our lips

I can see in your eyes
You’re ready to break
Don’t look away.
 

655 1
15 Aftermath


There is no turning back from this unending path of mine
Serpentine and black it stands before my eyes
It's all i have as i stumble in and out of grace
-HIM

609 2
16 Mistakes from the past

Shards of me,Too sharp to put back together.
Too small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
-evanescence-

721 0
17 Happiest when cruel

And I'm drowning in the ashes,

kicking, screaming,

welsome to my world-the sickpuppies

604 2
18 nothing left to hold

This was the only way we knew how to make everything just OK
(I'll make it up tonight)
The sun was two steps too close with his waking eyes

-I never wanted to- saosin

626 0
19 Flesh and Blood

happiness is just a lie
Don't want the world to know the truth
You've been broken and abused

~Amy Says- Flyleaf~
 
 
 
 
 
 

794 0

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