What am I doing to myself?! Look what she has done to me! She’s made me a wreck! My thoughts are in all different places saying all different things. I’m second thinking myself. I NEVER SECOND THINK MYSELF! I’m a Malfoy for bloody sakes; I always know what I’m doing. It’s always thought out through in my head and nothing is ever changes. I know what I’m doing when I do it and before I do it and I NEVER doubt myself. Where the hell did that come from? Doubt… pssh, doubt does NOT exist in the mind of a Malfoy, yet here it is…