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Rating
Mature
Chapters
22
Words
45,147
Characters
Lupin, Tonks, OC
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
Remus/Tonks, Remus/OC, Other Pairing
Genre(s)
Horror/Dark, Romance, Angst
Era
Hogwarts
Advisory
Strong Language, Strong Violence, Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Contains Slash (Same-Sex Pairing), Substance Use or Abuse, Sensitive Topic/Issue/Theme
Story Reviews
148
Status
Completed
First Published
2007-04-04 3:46pm
Last Chapter
2007-05-16 11:56pm
Last Updated
2007-05-29 12:06am

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Ch. # Chapter Title Word Count Reviews
1 A Wolf Fights Back

Tonks was testing him, pushing him, trying to get him to play into her hand. Trying to break him down and force him to admit that he loved her and hated leaving her behind. But she did not realize that when forced into a corner, a wolf fights back.

1,161 7
2 The Darkness of Remus Lupin

"I feel compelled to tell you why Lupin was so eager to find a reason to go back to the werewolves after all these years..."

1,679 7
3 By Fire And By Water

Remus' mind knew that he should back away from this fire before he got burnt, but his body and soul longed for just this type of radical catharsis. A cleansing by fire and by water would be just the thing.

2,089 7
4 Heart of Stone

He had chosen his human side over his wolf side, and it had left him nothing but shamed and emotionally destroyed.

1,385 4
5 The Instinct to Hunt

It was an instinctive understanding, both bane and inborn. And Remus knew she was about to bolt just by the energy she emitted and by the smallest tension in her silhouette.

1,452 6
6 If I Close My Eyes

Four slaves to the full moon warred beneath it, their growls and yelps and snarls carrying out across the water and out into the night.

2,367 5
7 Fairytales and Nightmares

Vanya rubbed herself against him, nuzzling his neck, her knee sliding lasciviously over his most sensitive parts, and his blood began to heat against his will.

1,537 5
8 Honest in His Villainy

Then, very slowly, Snape pushed his long, black hair out of his face and took a deep breath. He seemed to be gathering his chips, deciding if he could, or should, beat her hand.

1,482 8
9 Where Blindness Reigns

It was so wrong, oh god, it was so wrong, but the vengeful demon inside of him forced Remus to remain silent, filled his mind with poisonous thoughts...

1,727 7
10 One Breath, One Name

There is a magnificence too, a power in the wolf that is such a brilliant part of you...Remus if you could only see it.

2,506 6
11 Whole and Hungry

It was a mark of the impact of Vanya’s words that even Snape seemed discomfited by what he was hearing. He was no longer smiling, but his lips were a tight, thin line.

1,897 6
12 Murderers of Sound Mind

His own need for violence shocked him as his fingers squeezed into her flesh and he imagined all the terrible things he could do to the evil woman.

2,046 5
13 The Woman and the Wolf

For Christ’s sake, Remus had begged her, I am NOT going to be the one to teach you!

2,542 7
14 Monsters, Angels and Saints

Only one terrible thought shook him as his eyes swept the smashed ice and wooden debris littering the murky river. What have I done?

3,370 8
15 Kept and Commanded

"Don't speak to me of caring about Nymphadora, Lupin, for you no more care for her tender, pretty skin than I care for the rabbit in my stew.” Snape sneered.

2,197 7
16 The Unbreakable Fates

“When one could die if they bite the poison fruit, it is wiser not to touch the fruit at all.”

2,153 7
17 With Words and Silence

Vanya pulled Remus into the antechamber and he froze in his tracks. Icicles of panic instantly exploded in every pore of his body at the sight of who was waiting there.

2,040 8
18 Shattered

He was shaking, shaking in wretched agony, shaking from the effort of trying to resist screaming. The temperature was well beyond the heat of flames and more the annihilating sizzle of molten lava.

2,431 7
19 Without Mercy

All around them, the werewolf clansmen were gathering, watching as Snape ran his wand over Vanya’s body. His face was grim, and a thin trickle of blood was streaming from his nose. He wiped it away quickly with his sleeve.

2,173 7
20 Nightmares Await

Please. Try again. He pleaded. Please don't let me have caused the death of my own child...

2,401 5
21 The Vengeful Gift

The gravity of what had happened was finally sinking in, and now that they were no longer in imminent danger, Vanya was obviously ready to confront Remus' sins.

1,968 5
22 Telling Stories

Remus Lupin was shaking and staring at his hands. He was soaked through, and the water was still mercilessly coming down upon him while he did absolutely nothing to shelter himself.

2,544 14

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