I shrugged as the sun peered over the dark clouds, the rain stopping. I stood up and hid my pain with a smile, and pretended that all I’m going through, isn’t really that much after all. Because I was going to be the first one, to stand back up with my dignity. But somewhere in the back of my heart, I knew that I loved him, and that’s what I hated the most. Because love was something you just couldn’t throw away, it was always there…