Rating
Mature
Chapters
12
Words
31,139
Characters
Lupin, Snape, James, Lily, Sirius
Primary Relationship
Remus/OC
Secondary Relationship(s)
James/Lily, Sirius/OC, Other Pairing
Genre(s)
Drama, Romance, Angst
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Strong violence, Scenes of a sexual nature, Substance abuse, Sensitive topic/issue/theme
Story Reviews
Status
Completed
First Published
2008-08-18 12:06pm
Last Chapter
2010-09-15 10:30pm
Last Updated
2010-09-17 8:53am
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| Ch. # | Chapter Title | Word Count | Reviews |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1 |
Clenched Souls “There’s only so much a person can take, and I thought, for sure, I was watching you die. And there was nothing I could do about it. I know it sounds weak, but I thought I was gonna lose you this time, Moony.” |
1,966 | 16 |
| 2 |
What We've Become “It never happened.” Sirius was pale, and shaken. “If I have to Obliviate you, it never happened, okay? I’m not a… I’m not like that. It was a mistake and stupid and the sooner we forget about it the better – “ |
1,933 | 12 |
| 3 |
Sins of the Flesh Remus’ stomach flipped. He was unsure if Sirius was making a careless joke, or if this was a cruelly-intentioned insult. His mouth moved to reply, but he could think of no response for such a crass and demeaning comment. |
1,907 | 11 |
| 4 |
Rendered Helpless At night, whether he wanted to or not, he revisited that dawn. It was as if his subconscious knew it was forever prohibited, and so it saved for him every single moment of their fleeting passion, to be dreamed of over and over again. |
2,043 | 11 |
| 5 |
Bitter Crimson In the House-wide scramble to wash and dress and get to the Transfiguration classroom as per Minerva’s orders, he had lost track of Moony. Now, the small knot in his stomach was unshakeable. |
2,624 | 15 |
| 6 |
Mist and Snow “That’s right. Laugh, there Padfoot. Laugh it off because it’s so ridiculous that you should give your heart to anyone, let alone a guy. Let alone to me.” |
1,891 | 17 |
| 7 |
Losing Shirts Sirius ached to take the thoughtful man down, to be taken down by him, to shatter him and to be shattered by him. He wanted to touch Remus in ways more tender, but more soul-crushing, than Veronica ever could. |
2,887 | 10 |
| 8 |
Smoke and Velvet When the woman suddenly turned away from him, Sirius’ eyes followed her, watching her sensuous bottom as she silked back to their personal bar. |
3,512 | 8 |
| 9 |
Red Wine The small groans and whispers they made solidified their sensual universe, for one and for the other. |
2,425 | 12 |
| 10 |
Changed Sides A jet of light shot from the audience, but was somehow deflected from the air in front of Theo. The hex whizzed into the audience, spiraling back at the person who had fired it. |
3,468 | 11 |
| 11 |
Collateral Damage “DON’T TOUCH HER!” Remus roared, spitting and reaching. “DON’T YOU DARE TOUCH her you-!” |
3,681 | 5 |
| 12 |
To Hold You Part of him wanted to hunt Theo down and strangle away the knot of pain he felt inside. Perhaps squeezing the life out of Theo’s rotting lungs would help Sirius breathe again. |
2,802 | 14 |
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