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Rating
Mature
Chapters
23
Words
61,881
Characters
Lupin, Snape, Sirius, Lily, James, Pettigrew, OC, OtherCanon
Primary Relationship
Other Pairing
Secondary Relationship(s)
James/Lily, OC/OC, Remus/OC, Sirius/OC
Genre(s)
Drama, Humor, Romance
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Strong Language, Strong Violence, Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Contains Slash (Same-Sex Pairing), Substance Use or Abuse, Sensitive Topic/Issue/Theme
Story Reviews
77
Status
Work In Progress (WIP)
First Published
2009-10-20 8:02pm
Last Chapter
2010-10-05 2:30pm
Last Updated
2010-10-05 2:30pm

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Ch. # Chapter Title Word Count Reviews
1 Monster.

Remus felt like some kind of freak, a monster when he thought about other boys like that. Why wasnt it like that for Tony? Well, maybe thats just it, he was Tony Jones.

1,135 3
2 Yours To Hold.

Excuse me for not being comfortable with having you in the bathroom while I’m naked in the shower!” Remus replied louder than he wanted to, which led to unwanted attention from the other Gryffindors.

1,475 3
3 Don't Wake Me.

It was wrong, he knew that, but he didn’t care. How can something be wrong if it feels so right?

1,258 4
4 The Older I Get.

Remus thought about the scenarios over and over in his head, when suddenly…he couldn’t help it, it just happened, the words just came flying out of his mouth. He didn’t want to say them, but his lips didn’t care.

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5 Falling Into Black.

It felt good to finally get it out there, even if it was only to Sirius, and it felt even better to know that Sirius, on some level deep, deep down, might feel the same way.
 

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6 Never Surrender.

It suddenly hit him, what he had done. It all came crashing down at him at once. He fell to the floor with tears streaming down his face.
“NO!”

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7 Comatose.

"This can’t be right, I can’t do this to him, stop Remus, stop! He’s Tony, he’s you’re best friend, don’t do this to him. Stop!" 
Remus battled in his head for a couple of seconds, but then he felt it, he felt Tony kiss him back.

3,371 6
8 It's Not Me, It's You.

“Is there something between you two because you look like an adorable couple?” Lily grinned.
Remus noticed that he still had his arm around Emilia. He carefully and quite awkwardly took it back as they sat down next to James.
It didn’t look like anyone had taken Lily’s question seriously, except for Sirius.

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9 The Last Night.

“Remus… I know how much Sirius hurt you, how much he has been hurting you ever since we came here” He looked down and sighed. “But I’ll never do that to you, I’ll never hurt you like that, I’ll be there for you every day. I won’t ever hurt you” His voice got lost near the end.

1,523 4
10 You Should've When You Could've.

“Hey guys! There’s a fight starting up by the greenhouse!”
Theo Quark and Isaac Jameson came running up to them.
“What? Between who?” James asked as he sat up, intrigued.
“Sirius Black and Evan Rosier” They answered in unison.

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11 My Obsession [Part 1]

Steps were heard, they came closer at a slow pace. Two dark figures became bigger by each step they took. Emilia finally saw who the voice belonged to. She froze in fear. Her instinct was to scream, to run, but she couldn’t. The figure standing in front of her came closer, still with his wand pointed at her. She prepared herself for the worst.

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12 My Obsession [Part 2]

“Stop!”

Evan turned around, causing his wand to break contact with Emilia. She couldn’t move her body. She was still in a lot of pain; she opened her eyes carefully to see who her saviour was. She didn’t expect it to be him.

2,514 5
13 Better Than Drugs.

“What if it was you…? I’ve pissed so many Slytherins off over the years… what if they did that to you?” 

“It wasn’t, and it won’t be.”

3,462 2
14 Those Nights.

James noticed Tony’s expression and said a sentence that Tony wasn’t sure if he was happy about or not: 

“Something’s happened to Evan.”

4,785 4
15 Sometimes.

“LOOK, THERES A DRAGON FLYING AROUND IN THE ENCHANTED CEILEING!” 

Every student looked up – someone at the Hufflepuff table even let out a shriek - studying the ceiling carefully to find the supposed dragon.

1,957 2
16 Fingernails.

“That’s different,” Sirius chuckled.
“Yeah it is! You guys have your own little inside jokes and nicknames that no one can understand. That’s why I have the nicknames, because it makes me feel as if I have a bond with them too, that we’re close too!” Tony shouted.
“You’re Remus’ bloody boyfriend how much closer do you want to be?!” Sirius shouted back.

2,903 2
17 Under My Skin.

Everything had changed that night a few days ago, everything he thought he was, what he thought only truly evil beings were capable of. But maybe that was it, maybe he was evil.

2,889 2
18 Dead Inside.

“I lost it…it was like everything went dark, I could still smell, feel, do but I couldn’t think…I remember reaching for my wand, mumbling a stunning charm…I almost killed him…”

2,896 2
19 Rebirthing.

“Dennis. You. Don’t. Love me,” James anything but spelled it out as he walked up to him. 

“Oh yeah, wanna bet?!” Dennis shouted before grabbing the collar of James’ shirt, pulling him in and meeting his lips with his own.

4,709 3
20 Whispers In The Dark.

“It’s enchanted you know… it protects its owner from small things like jinxes and even some hexes.” 

Remus smiled to himself; of course the object would have a hidden use, it didn’t surprise him one bit. 

“It doesn’t need to protect you from the big stuff because…I’ll always be there to do that when you need me.”

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21 Awake And Alive

Sirius sat in the cold darkness hearing Remus’ cries above him. Each shriek tore at him, pulling on his heart strings over and over. He truly felt like he was going to vomit. 

After another few minutes, though it felt like a lifetime, Remus finally stopped screaming. The room went quiet.

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22 Would It Matter.

Evan walked carefully up to the very end of the cliff, looking out on the blood-red clouds mixing themselves with the black ones. A tear ran down his cheek as he forced himself to look down at Wilkies’ dead body disappearing amongst the waves. The water around him turning red as his blood oozed out of the many wounds caused by the rocks below. Evan watched as Wilkies’ body disappeared completely, driving out to sea.
 
 

1,763 3
23 One Day Too Late.

“Go ahead, Sirius, tell James why I hate you. How about it?”
“How about you just shut it, Jones?” Sirius murmured, making water rings with his empty mug.
“Make me.”
 

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