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Rating
Mature
Chapters
31
Words
254,938
Characters
Dumbledore, McGonagall, Snape, Molly, Narcissa, Voldemort, Umbridge, OC
Primary Relationship
Snape/OC
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
Drama, General
Era
Hogwarts
Advisory
Contains profanity, Strong violence, Scenes of a sexual nature, Sensitive topic/issue/theme, Spoilers
Story Reviews
113
Status
Completed
First Published
2012-02-29 12:09pm
Last Chapter
2014-05-18 8:28pm
Last Updated
2014-05-18 8:28pm

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1 Chapter One - Avrille

Life couldn't be much better for Severus and Avrille. They have a wonderful marriage, a healthy--though quite energetic--son, and the summer holiday is right around the corner. However, the mysterious events of one night in a faraway graveyard suddenly threaten everything they hold dear.

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2 Chapter Two - Severus

Knowing he is possibly going to his death, Severus nevertheless leaves the safety of Hogwarts behind to fulfill his duty as a spy for the Order of the Phoenix and report in to Lord Voldemort. With only his own mastery of Occlumency to protect him, Severus undertakes the most difficult feat imaginable: deceiving the greatest Legilimens in the world.

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3 Chapter Three - Avrille

Knowing Severus is now going to be risking his life almost daily, Avrille comes to the quick conclusion that she can't sit idly by, doing nothing to help. But when she tells Severus of her wish to join the Order as well, he refuses to even discuss the possibility. However, Avrille has never been one to give up easily...

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4 Chapter Four - Severus

Severus presents himself to both Professor Dumbledore and Lord Voldemort in turn to offer two different accounts of his mission to recover a document of great importance from the Ministry.

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5 Chapter Five - Avrille

To escape the stress of recent events, Severus and Avrille take Char on his first trip to the seaside. While there, Severus finally comes to terms with the fact that he can't keep Avrille in the dark about Order matters any longer.

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6 Chapter Six - Severus

Severus escorts Avrille to her first Order meeting, which he is leading in Professor Dumbledore's unexplained absence. The meeting commences after Harry Potter is brought safely to headquarters, though it soon becomes apparent Sirius Black is less than thrilled about Severus's higher level of entrusted responsibility.

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7 Chapter Seven - Avrille

While helping Molly continue to clean headquaters, Avrille accidentally overhears a conversation she wishes she hadn't. A conversation with another Order member helps to rectify some of the prejudices she has toward Sirius Black, most of which were inherited from her relationship with Severus.

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8 Chapter Eight - Severus

The new school year at Hogwarts rapidly approaches, but that doesn’t stop the increasingly frequent, mysterious absences of Professor Dumbledore. The annual pre-term staff meeting is held without him, additional tension arising from the unexpected presence of new Defence Against the Dark Arts teacher and Ministry mouthpiece, Dolores Umbridge.



 

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9 Chapter Nine - Avrille

While Avrille assumes the only unusual event happening one day early in October is Severus's class inspection by Umbridge, she finds herself mistaken. That evening she receives an invitation to tea from a woman she has never met followed by a panicked plea for help from another woman she knows intimately.

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10 Chapter Ten - Severus

 While Avrille is gone meeting with Narcissa Malfoy, Severus takes Char to London in order to complete an item of business he wishes to keep secret from his wife.

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11 Chapter Eleven - Avrille

Avrille proves she is able to hold her own by playing the part of a loyal Death Eater's wife while meeting with Narcissa Malfoy. However, when Avrille returns home to Hogwarts later that night, she is unable to stop herself from speaking her mind when she discovers a favourite student has been mistreated.

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12 Chapter Twelve - Severus

Learning of his wife's heated confrontation with Umbridge from Nan Cobble and Avrille herself, Severus braces for the inevitable fallout. It is not immediate in its coming, but when it finally arrives, it is far worse than Severus could have imagined.

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13 Chapter Thirteen - Avrille

During the course of her administrative work for him, Dumbledore reluctantly asks Avrille to undertake a dangerous but vital mission to aid his quest of unearthing the secret of Voldemort's immortality.

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14 Chapter Fourteen - Severus

While tending his mother's grave, Severus cannot avoid reliving one of the last conversations he held with her before her death, a conversation that holds many regrets for him.

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15 Chapter Fifteen - Avrille

Avrille arrives at the location of her mission for Professor Dumbledore: Wren Hill Mental Asylum. Darkness is falling fast. In the untamed woods surrounding the hospital, Avrille encounters the chilling guardian of Lord Voldemort's dangerous secret.

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16 Chapter Sixteen - Severus

Called away from his filial duty by an urgent summons from Lord Voldemort, Severus is reunited with several people from his past he would rather have never met again.

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17 Chapter Seventeen - Avrille

With a disturbing suspicion growing in the back of her mind, Avrille delves into the long-forgotten patient records of Wren Hill Mental Asylum with hopes of uncovering the true identity of the lost little boy in the woods.

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18 Chapter Eighteen - Severus

Under the Dark Lord's orders, Severus sets Carrington up at his new prison, Greyadder House. Afterwards, he returns home only to discover Avrille and Char are missing.

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19 Chapter Nineteen - Avrille

Avrille returns safely to Hogwarts from her mission for Professor Dumbledore. Unfortunately, she soon finds Severus is already back and demanding an explanation for her absence.

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20 Chapter Twenty - Severus

 Following the mass breakout of Death Eaters from Azkaban, Professor Dumbledore and Severus bring each other up to speed on the previous night's events. Professor Dumbledore also asks Severus to undertake a task the Potions master personally considers impossible.

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21 Chapter Twenty-One - Avrille

An expected visitor arrives for New Year's and Char's birthday. Avrille is told a secret about her birth that seems to provide an answer to her biggest mystery.

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22 Chapter Twenty-Two - Severus

Wtih spring around the corner, Severus looks optimistically toward the end of the school year and an ease in his many duties. However, an unsigned note he receives one morning proves to be the harbinger of potential disaster.

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23 Chapter Twenty-Three - Avrille

Avrille's nightmares continue with increasing frequency and violence. A few days after Severus's disasterous confrontation with Carrington, Avrille is summoned again to Malfoy Manor for a mysterious meeting of her own.

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24 Chapter Twenty-Four - Severus

Severus does not have to wait long to discover what Selwyn has done to remove Carrington's threat. Several weeks later, Severus is asked to provide a valuable service to Hogwarts's new headmistress.

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25 Chapter Twenty-Five - Avrille

After Professor Dumbledore sustains a life-threatening injury, Severus can no longer delay informing Avrille of a difficult decision he's come to over the past few months, a decision that will require all of those involved to make immense sacrifices.

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26 EXEUNT I: The Tower

A year has passed. After sending Avrille and Char away to Nova Scotia for their own protection, Severus remains behind at Hogwarts, waiting to fulfill the oaths he made to both his mentor and his wife: to kill Professor Dumbledore when the times comes, but without Lord Voldemort discovering Severus's true culpability. 

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27 EXEUNT II: New Scotland

The Ministry has fallen and Lord Voldemort rewards Severus for his "faithful" service by appointing him headmaster of Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. While he's waiting to take up his new post, Voldemort also grants Severus three days' leave to visit Avrille and Char in Nova Scotia.

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28 EXEUNT III: The Shack

It is the night of the Battle of Hogwarts. Alone with Lord Voldemort in the Shrieking Shack, Severus receives his last ever mission from him: to help with a task of great importance that will guarantee Voldemort's victory over Harry Potter once and for all.

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29 EXEUNT IV: The Forest

Still reeling from the fall-out of the events in the Shrieking Shack, Severus follows Lord Voldemort to the Forbidden Forest to await the arrival of Harry Potter, who Severus knows must die in order for the war to have any chance of being won.

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30 EXEUNT V: The Ministry

While awaiting trial in his cell at the Ministry of Magic, Severus receives a series of visitors, ranging from the expected to the quite unexpected.

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31 Epilogue: Seven Years Later

They all exit...

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