Rating
Mature
Chapters
22
Words
26,647
Characters
Harry, Ron, Hermione, Draco, Fred, Ginny, OC
Primary Relationship
Ron/OC
Secondary Relationship(s)
Harry/Ginny, Hermione/OC
Genre(s)
Humor, Romance, Angst
Era
Hogwarts
Advisory
Strong Language, Mild Violence
Story Reviews
Status
Completed
First Published
2004-04-21 7:16pm
Last Chapter
2004-10-02 3:08pm
Last Updated
2009-07-02 12:08am
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| Ch. # | Chapter Title | Word Count | Reviews |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1 |
Just a little Jealous
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1,320 | 19 |
| 2 |
Probably Shouldn't Waste My Time on You I'm starting to think that Harry isn't who I thought he was. And Natalie? Well, maybe I was wrong to think that Natalie would never think of me as anything more than just Harry's best freind. |
1,765 | 12 |
| 3 |
Where Do We Go From Here? All I really had was Natalie. And what was she exactly? She wasn't my girlfriend, but I wasn't sure she was just a friend. There were times when I wanted to tell her that I loved her, that I loved her more than she would ever know. But then I thought what I would do if she told me that she loved Harry. |
1,366 | 8 |
| 4 |
For All the Doubters and Nonbelievers "You know what Harry, I can't believe I ever considered you my best friend. You're nothing more than a traitor who would rather suck face with my sister than hang out with your best friend. That's how all this started remember? You had to go and ruin everything!" |
1,626 | 8 |
| 5 |
Can't Begin To Descirbe --You have been contacted by a staff member regarding this story. If you cannot find the e-mail that was sent to you, please contact me at bitterepiphany[at]harrypotterfanfiction[dot]com. (7-15-05)-- |
1,066 | 9 |
| 6 |
You Thought That I Would Be Lonely Home for the holidays and a hasty truce made |
1,527 | 12 |
| 7 |
A Temporary Peace Christmas tidings from the twins |
1,191 | 9 |
| 8 |
Such A Fool for You reconcilation in a snow ball fight |
853 | 10 |
| 9 |
I'm Not Your Security Blanket "This means that I'm free to hang out with you again. It can be the three of us again, and Ginny, I guess." |
1,371 | 12 |
| 10 |
You Can Have Me When You Want Me I got a tight feeling in my chest hearing this.For one, hearing Harry call my girlfriend Nat was a little weird. And, when had Harry ever wanted what I had???? Hadn't it always been the other way around??? I didn't like this feeling, and I didn't like the way that Harry had taken to staring almost wistfully at Natalie. |
1,036 | 7 |
| 11 |
Shoulda Known Things Were Too Good To Be True I guess I shoulda known all along that things couldn't be this good for me for long. No matter how high I get, I always manage to fall back to Earth. And I guess that it was time for my wake-up call. I gues I got too many good things in my life going for me at one time, Natalie, being friends with Harry again. Yup, fate decided it was time to intervene, you know before I actually became happy or something. |
825 | 10 |
| 12 |
Feels like the world is ending The next day I tried to keep Natalie with me at all time. I don't know why, it just felt safer that way. MY perfect world was teetertottering dangerously close to the edge of despair, and I was clinging to anything and everything to keep it from crashing. I didn't even know what it was that I was trying to protect Natalie from. I just thought that if she was with me, then nothing could happen. I had a bad feeling that things were about to get ugly. |
870 | 11 |
| 13 |
I Hope You're Happy Becuase Ginny's accusations were ringing in my head. What if Ginny was right? What if this was all just some cooked up scheme of Natalie's to get Harry? If it was, she was almost there, all she had to do was break my heart, and that really wouldn't be that hard...I was halfway there already. |
939 | 16 |
| 14 |
Wouldn't That Be Nice --You have been contacted by a staff member regarding this story. If you cannot find the e-mail that was sent to you, please contact me at bitterepiphany[at]harrypotterfanfiction[dot]com. (7-15-05)-- |
1,775 | 8 |
| 15 |
No More Sad Songs --You have been contacted by a staff member regarding this story. Please contact me at bitterepiphany[at]harrypotterfanfiction[dot]com if you cannot find the e-mail that was sent to you. This is a time sensitive issue (7-6-05)— |
968 | 11 |
| 16 |
He Doesn't Love Your Eyes, and He Doesn't Love Your Smile But for some reason, I was starting to feel very weird. Had Harry been right? Had I really just been blaming everyone else when it was really my fault too? Could I have held onto Nat if I had acted differently? |
1,519 | 8 |
| 17 |
why cant you love me? The next day when I woke up, I felt strangely calm. I looked over to where Harry was getting into his clothes, he looked up at me, and we just stared at each other |
1,426 | 4 |
| 18 |
is it enough to love? There was something weird between me and Harry now, some unspoken agreement that we had patched things up a little. There wasn't this tension between us anymore. We walked down to the Great Hall in silence. Hermione was sitting there at the Gryffindor table, and she smiled when she saw the two of us together. |
889 | 4 |
| 19 |
have you forgotten everything that I wanted? I sat in the common room, watching as all the younger classmen scurried around, studying desperately for the end of the year exams.Thank God I only had to do those one last time. I wasn't even going to study. What the hell was the point??? Hermione, of course, was desperately trying to cram the material into her brain, although I suspected she had memorized it all already. She had managed to recruit Harry as her studying partner. |
957 | 7 |
| 20 |
you were my first love, you were my true love That night I was about to get into bed and just collapse, my whole body felt tired. I didn't think that I had it in me to even undress. My head was pounding and my throat felt raw. If I didn't know better, I would think I was sick. But it was just that I refused to get upset over Natalie. Not again. |
1,036 | 8 |
| 21 |
one last shot to try and understand I was pretty much in shock all the next day. I just went through my classes, only half listening to what the proffessors were saying. What the hell was the point of listening anyway? |
743 | 4 |
| 22 |
Here We Come last chapter!!! |
1,579 | 29 |
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