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Rating
Mature
Chapters
9
Words
28,803
Characters
Harry, Ron, Hermione, Dumbledore, Lupin, Snape, Ginny
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
Drama, Horror/Dark, Angst
Era
Hogwarts
Advisory
Strong Language, Strong Violence, Sensitive Topic/Issue/Theme,
Story Reviews
222
Status
Completed
First Published
2004-05-12 7:12pm
Last Chapter
2004-05-24 10:08pm
Last Updated
2006-02-09 2:39pm

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1 Chapter 1

Banner removed by staff due to content After Sirius' death, Harry begins to wonder if there is anything left for him anymore. He grieves constantly over his loss, and becomes incredibly depressed. He believes that he has no purpose, and a small argument with a certain Potion's Master sends him over the edge. He begins to cut himself to try to ease the pain - but will this makes things better? Or, will it ultimately make things worse? *Warning* Self-injury in this story - Read at

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2 Chapter 2

This is the second chapter to my story. I was surprised at how many revies I got, so I decided to update quickly. In this chpater, you find out who walked in on Harry...plus much more!

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3 Chapter 3

Chapter 3 of this story is now up, due to popular demand! ^_^ In this chapter, we find out more about what happens to Harry after he uses one of the Unforgivables on himself, and how everyone reacts to it. We also find that Snape can be an okay person...sometimes... Told from Snape's point of view.

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4 Chapter 4

I'm stunned by all the reviews coming in! Thanks to all of you who R/R this story! Anyway, this is chapter 4, and it's really deep. It's really depressing as well. Just a word to the wise, keep some kleenax handy.

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5 Chapter 5

All right, this is chapter 5. I'd like to say that it's not depressing, but that would be a lie, so I won't. This chapter is also told mainly from Snape's PoV, but will be back to Harry's in the next chapter!

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6 Chapter 6

In this chapter, I reveal to you what happens to Harry after Snape breaks into his mind. Back to Harry's PoV again. Please r/r, and as alwasy, enjoy!

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7 Chapter 7

Yay! Another Chapter! lol. Anyway, this is again told from Snape's PoV, and takes place right after the last chapter ended. Enjoy!

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8 Chapter 8

Yay! I finally updated! ~*~ In this chapter, you find out more about Snape's memory, and Harry learns that he has a special power...

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9 Chapter 9

It's the last chapter! AHHHH!!!!! ~*~ In the ninth and final chapter of 'More Pain Than I Can Bear', we learn more about why Harry did what he did, and how this has an impact on Snape. Will the two finally learn to accept each others differences and get along? Hmm....

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