[DISCONTINUED] Lily, James, Sirius... Everyone that Harry has ever loved is now dead. Thanks to him. And Cedric... Harry blames himself for all these deaths. If he had never been born, these people would still be alive... What will the Boy-Who-Lived do? And his uncle Vernon has started to mistreat him more than every. Now long will he last before he is driven over the edge? How far does he have to go? A story of the thoughts of a depressed orphan child. Warning: Mention of child abuse.