Ginny goes through a phase that her older brother calls goth. But to Ginny she is just being herself. She writes down her feelings in a journal that her mother gave her. She has a secret. She is in Love with Pr. Snape and would love to spend time alone with him. But when her wish comes true she learns to understand what has caused her this pain. She has to go back in her memories to the time in her second year to remember why she no longer trusts the one she loves.