This is a one-shot songfic 'WHAT IF' Fiction to the story 'Butterfly Kisses'. This is just a what-if oneshot, the sequel to the B.K. should be up soon, if its not already. ~How you you get that lonely? How do you hurt that bad? How do you make the call that having now life at all is better than the life that you have?~ Not necessary to read the first story, but you’d understand it better if you did. (HUGE thanks to Tinka 4 Ever fr the amazing Banner!)