Ok here goes my second shot at writing fanfiction. Reviews are welcomed and I own nothing about supernatural or any music mentioned.
The day started like any ordinary day. I woke in a cheap motel, took a shower, talked to Sammy about the case we just finished, ate breakfast, got into my baby and drove away. Nothing strange about that right? Right. So then why did I feel so damn lonely, guilty and depressed when Sam was right in the passenger seat sleeping? I had no reason to feel lonely cause my brother was literally right there. I had no reason to feel guilty after all we saved the girl and ganked the monster that was going after her. And I was always depressed it came with the job but it never affected me this damn much. Eventually I decided to pull over and just sulk for a moment trying to collect my thoughts. After about five minutes I got back in the car, Sam still asleep. For that I was grateful because if Sam saw me like this he would be Mr.20-questions asking me all sorts of questions I don't have or want answers to.
After about 9 hours of driving only stopping for food once or twice I found a not terrible motel in Nowhere, Texas. Not wanting to deal with Sam at this particular moment we got separate rooms. As soon as I got to my room I dove onto the bed passing out instantly. It had been a long day and with the strain of driving and those feelings that came out of nowhere, I was drained.
That night I dreamt. I dreamt that I was by lake sitting there enjoying the serenity of the peace but then suddenly a tornado appeared in the distance as it got closer and closer I embraced it just willing for it to take me away, away from all this hurt and pain but then I woke up. Shortly thereafter Sam was up here with a new case not too far away. There were multiple reports of people killing those closest to them and then not knowing why they had done it or killing themselves afterword. It was defiantly a siren. Sam and I headed into the town dressed in our suits with our badges. We talked to some of the victims' families trying to get any other information that we could. As it turned out they had all spent time at a local bar called The Bar Life. Once there Sam and I decided to have a few drinks. It was getting late but at some time Cas must have popped in without realizing it because when I grabbed for a beer and drank from it I heard a deep voice say "Dean that's mine!" and I defiantly didn't come from Sam. I must have been really drunk though because I thought for sure that I heard a feminine touch in his voice. After that he disappeared and Sam drove us back to the motel. After stumbling to my room I passed out on my bed again.
The next morning I woke up with a horrible hang over. Luckily I had thought to pack aspirin. I took at the bottle and a glass of water and took two. I then headed down to Sammy's room. Upon entering I found Sam focused on his laptop. "Hey Sam do you have any idea when Cas got there last night?" I asked. Sam gave me a confused look.
"Dean Cas wasn't there last night. In fact we haven't heard from him since Chicago last week remember?"
"Really? I could have sworn that he was there last night. Maybe I was drunker than I thought." I offered. Sam nodded in response accepting the idea. He went back to typing away so I went back up to my own room and turned on the TV enjoying the day off I seemed to have before me. After a while though my thoughts trailed back to Cas. How could he have not been there? I drank from his beer by accident. Wait Cas doesn't drink. Ah Son of a Bitch. It wasn't Cas at that bar last night it was the bitch of a siren. Wait why the hell did I see Cas? We're just friends. Aren't we? I mean yeah he's an angel and doesn't understand how to interact with humans. Which was adorable. And his hair wasn't always comb back which was… Wait did I just think of Cas as adorable? Oh God. I then looked down and noticed that my jeans were growing tighter. What the Hell? Damn siren. After some concentration on something besides Cas my jeans loosened again.
Well that's it for now my wonderful readers. Still not sure the exact path for this suggestions are welcome sorry for scraping my last story it just wasn't working… I'll try to update soon!