My Hatred

I hate you

I told you

That's what I said

But right now

I'm not so sure

Now that you're dead

Death…and you

Even now I'm too naïve

To think that it's true

I will never believe

When you spoke

I saw bitterness

Flaring in your eyes

And now

I know it's my fault

Now that you're dead

There's nothing I can do

But to sadly realize

I never hated you