I caught myself looking over the class at her again but this isn't where my story starts it started when I was eight when I met a boy called jack I was friends with him for a lot of my life and I met two other boys Ryan and David they were friends of jacks who I started to like but lets skip to when I was ten. It was the year before my oldest sister went to college my brother had won a competition and we had just gotten from it and my mum had gone out with her friends when my sister and dad were talking and my dad got drunk and was shouting at my mum to come back over the phone and when she came home he hit her and the police were phoned up and everything then she left the house I went out with my friend to clear my head when I went home my mum was back and she was going to come back to the house I was so happy. Until a year later my mum said she didn't love my dad any more and said she loved someone else they went through many nights of shouting until my dad agreed to let her go out a few nights with her boy friend the following day my sister went back to college but my dad then got sent into the hospital I heard my mum say my dad has been took to the hospital cause there was something wrong with him in a vague memory at night I woe up thinking it was a dream i just walked down stairs turned on the TV I went to look for my dad to tell him about my dream but I went in to his room and saw a card with my dads blood type on it then ideas went rushing through my head then I fell to the floor crying. I sat down and stared at the TV thinking and thinking till my mum woe up and told me what happened we visited my dad the next day I couldn't stand seeing my dad with all the machines connected to him the next day I went to school in the middle of science I stormed out crying and then I met the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. later I found out she was in some of my classes we just met and told everything about to each other we were both going through a separation of are parents we were best friends until she went out with some one I new called Cameron he was my best friend but started acting like a prick when he went out with her and she stopped talking to me then I sent a text to her saying he didn't want to go out with her any more she dumped him the next day I was happy because she wasn't going out with him and she dumped him today I still catch myself staring at her but never getting the courage to tell her how I felt and amazingly I am only twelve and I already fell this way I am in a state of depression right now and that's why I wrote this thanks for reading good bye.