Okay then! This is a college AU. It will be a lot longer than Damn Blue eyes, probably about 20 chapters and a lot of cliffhangers :)

Yet this means that I can't write a lot for The Small Things Count.

Anyway, this fic. Is written in a kind of... Old, classic love story way. So yeah, let's see how that works out...


"What makes a story work? Is it the plot, the characters, the text, the sub-text? And who gives the story meaning? Is it the writer...or you? Tonight I thought I would tell you a little story and let you decide."

—Metatron in Meta Fiction

Dean Winchester was as far from ordinary as you could get, at least for a college boy. First of all, he was alone although he always seemed to be surrounded by people. Second of all, he had failed more tests than Nicolas Cage had made movies (seriously that guy is in everything). And lastly, he was in love with an angel. Not literally an angel, of course. But to Dean, he seemed like an angel.

Dean, of course, didn't want to admit that. Not even to himself.

The Doctor was as far away from normal as the sun is from Pluto. He was slightly...okay, very, weird, geeky and extremely clumsy.

The two of them were great friends. Well... Dean had tried to kill the Doctor a couple of times... But except for that they were great friends.

Sam and the Doctor were even better friends. They and a couple of others would always try to get Dean and Cas together. But that's way later into the story.

Then there's Cas.

Castiel was sick of the fact that he had to go to college. After all, it's college. He was a short dude, with dark hair and very blue eyes. Damn blue eyes, as a matter of fact. He was seen as very clever, but of course if he wasn't he probably wouldn't be living with the Milton family anymore.

Our story starts one day. A, honestly, really boring day.

Sam, Gabriel, John Watson and The Doctor were all going ice skating.

"Dude that's so gay" Dean had said when he found out. So, as a punishment, Sam brought him along.

"Gabriel, I- I don't think that's a sp-sport intended for m-males" Cas has said when he found out. So, as a punishment, Gabriel brought him along.

"Dude! At least let me drive Baby!" Dean said as Sam sat behind the wheel, ready to go ice skating.

"Dean." Sam said calmly, which annoyed Dean. He was really annoyed that day...On the other hand, he was going ice-skating with his likely-gay brother... Was he really expected to be bursting with joy?

"Whatever, but I still get to pick the music" Dean said as he put his seatbelt on and put a CD into the car's stereo.

"House rules: driver picks the music, shotgun shuts his cakehole" Sam quoted Dean.

"Bitch"

"Jerk"


"Balthazar s-said I could stay at his do-dorm and, without t-t-trying to offend you, I'd like that b-better" Castiel had been trying to convince his brother to let him stay at home since the day before.

"Baby Brother" Gabriel said as he swung his arm around Cas who flinched "no."

"I-I didn't think s-so" Castiel said, trying not to sound disappointed as he got in the car and buckled up.

Cas and Gabriel lived with their aunt Naomi, who was as mean as Professor Umbridge from Harry Potter (not that Castiel knew who that was, but Gabriel always said that). Which meant that they were very organized. Which resulted in them getting there before Sam and Dean.

Castiel was waiting inside the ice skating hall, trying to put on the ice skates. That really didn't work out for him.

Gabriel made it seem so easy.

He, eventually, decided to take a break from wresting with the black skates and look up for a second.

That was an amazing second. Right at that exact moment, that exact point in time, Dean walked through the door.

Castiel didn't notice anything about him. Noticing except for the green eyes that stared directly at him.

'Wonderful, amazing, enchanting' all those words chicks use in those FanFictions when they describe the moment where two characters fall in love... Not that Dean read any of that stuff... Nope... Okay maybe, but Batman is badass!

Anyway, it was nothing like that.

No way.

Although the boy's eyes were the bluest blue to ever blue, Dean didn't even think he was attractive. And Dean definitely didn't think that his trench coat suited him perfectly, or that his crazy sex-hair was attractive... No fucking way...

Cas stared at the green-eyed boy for too long. But he didn't care.

Not until he was hit by a ball. Apparently some kids were playing catch in the ice skating hall (awesome idea, Dean thought sarcastically) and their ball hit Castiel in the back of his head.

Cas fell off the bench, trying very hard not to say anything. He didn't want to seem like a whimp. His head was throbbing and he felt dizzy. Kind of like when you spin around for too long and you find it hard to keep your eyes open because everything around you is spinning like you're in some crazy-ass dream.

"Dude! Are you okay?" A deep, calming voice spoke, it must belong to the attractive male with the green eyes

"Uh... Yes... Yes I'm fine, thank you" Cas said and decided to look into the boy's green eyes.

That was the best bad idea he'd ever gotten

The boy's eyes were as green as... Castiel didn't actually believe anything was that green... It was like those eyes reflected his entire personality, his secrets, his fears. All behind those eyes.

Dean could stop looking at the boy's eyes. But he wasn't going to. He could see how broken the boy was, how much damage was hiding behind those eyes. And he wanted to remove that. He wanted to be able to look into those eyes and see what they used to look like. Happy.

"Uhh..." Dean finally said, as he moved his gaze towards the ground "um... Are you... Are you going on the ice"

"Yes, my brother dragged me along because I said that the sport of ice skating was intended for females" Castiel said smoothly

"Really? Yeah... I told my brother it was slightly gay" Dean said, and he made the blue-eyed boy laugh for the first time in a very long time. He was extremely attractive when he laughed... At least to girls, Dean thought. He wanted to make him laugh again and again and again just because he was so beauti-... Um...happy when he laughed.

"Are you going on the ice?" Castiel asked the green eyed boy, hoping desperately for a yes

"Yeah" Dean said. He was lying. He wasn't going to go on the ice. But there was something about the boy... Something that made him want to. "Give me one sec." Dean said.

He ran towards Sam. What the hell am I doing?

"Hey Sam!? Could you buy some extra skates?" Dean said as Sam raised his eyebrows in question

"Why?"

"Because... I want to try ice skating... It's better than sitting here for 3 hours" Dean hadn't even thought about an excuse, but he hoped that this one worked.

"Right..." Sam said as he turned towards the shop where you rent the skates.

Sam was wondering what the hell was going on. And so was the Doctor. And Gabriel and John.

So, being who they were, the four of them decided to... Change their plans a bit.


"Okay" Sam said "lets do that, then"

"Yes!" Gabriel exclaimed, before getting up and walking towards Dean and Cas who were laughing uncontrollably.

Dean was the funniest person Cas had ever met.

He was not only hilarious, he was handsome and extremely perfect.

And Gabriel could see that. "Hey Cas!" He said as he approached them

"He-hello Ga-Gabriel" Castiel said.

"Cas? Are you okay?" Dean tuned his head towards Castiel, he sounded nervous.

"Yeah, Dean-o, he always talks like this, and if you have a problem with that, I suggest you get out of here" Gabriel snapped at Dean.

No one got to hurt his baby brother.

"No, no, I didn't mean it like that! He just... He didn't speak like that to me"

Castiel tuned towards Dean and tried to think of nothing but those green eyes. "I don't seem to stutter when I talk to you, Dean" Castiel said smoothly. He didn't know why, but something about Dean just made him so confident. Weather it was the green eyes or the fact that Dean didn't seem to care what others thought or maybe it was just Dean.

Gabriel couldn't believe it. His brother had stuttered his whole life. He hadn't been able to speak normally to ANYONE, ever.

No one except Dean.

That was when Gabriel decided that this had to happen soon. Because if Cas felt this confident with someone, it was love. Gabriel had never seen that spark in Cas' eyes, that happiness. Dean was special to him. Weather Gabriel liked it or not. And he only wanted his brother to be happy, and if Dean could help: that was perfect.

"Cas..." Gabriel said but was interrupted by John Watson.

"Dean, here are your skates" John said before looking at Dean and Cas who, totally unintentionally, were sitting pretty close. "What are you- you know what? Never mind"

"John, Gabe come on" Sam yelled from the entrance to the ice hall.

And before Dean could reconsider he was on the ice.

He was terrible at ice skating. But not as bad as Cas.

"Dean, I find it very difficult to maintain balanced" Cas said while trying to stand up

"I feel ya" Dean smiled as he, once again, failed at keeping his balance.

After a while, Dean got it... Kind of.

Yet Cas was still terrible at it.

"Hey, Cas," Dean said as he tried to help his new friend up "where did Sam and all the others go?"

"I don't know, Dean" Cas looked around, only to see 2 or 3 other people on the ice. And they weren't Sam, John, the Doctor or Gabriel

"Hmmm..." Dean said, he liked being alone with Cas... In a totally straight way of course

"Whatever" Dean finally said.


Meanwhile Sam and Gabriel were watching from off the ice. "This is totally our new mission in life" Gabriel smiled and looked at Sam

"Oh yes" Sam smiled back


Cas had gotten the hang of it... In his own way... Not at all actually

"No, Cas, you need to... Not like that..." Dean said, he had started to give up. But he hadn't yet.

Right then, at that exact moment, Cas decided to fall again. Except this time, Dean saw it and he was standing close enough to Cas to catch him.

He really didn't know why he did it, but without thinking at all he reached out and caught Cas. With two hands, like in those ridiculous chick flicks that Dean didn't watch... No way.

The world froze. Right then. Everything stopped. Cas looked at Dean and Dean looked at Cas. All sound was blocked out. None of them blinked.

Time moves at different speeds. Sometimes it moves very quickly, sometimes very slowly. And sometimes it stops.

This was one of those times. For a few seconds nothing else mattered.

Then those seconds were over. And Dean let go of Cas. He fell flat on his back. But he didn't feel the pain. Dean didn't know what to say, that was weird. He'd known the guy for 2 hours... And they were only barley friends. Dean had sworn to fix Cas. And that's what he was going to do.

Dean started laughing. He didn't know why. "Hey, Cas? You okay down there?" he smiled

"Yes, Dean, I'm fine thank you" Cas said, now also laughing as his new best friend helped him stand again.


Meanwhile, Sam, Gabriel, John and the Doctor were fangirling from outside the ice. "Guys! We should make a club-" Gabriel grinned, before Sam finished his sentence "Club Destiel!"

John grinned "I'd join"

"Obviously! This'll be brilliant" the Doctor smiled


After another 10 minutes Cas and Dean needed a cocoa break. They got off the ice and took off the skates (Dean helped Cas pull his off) and Dean bought a big cocoa for Cas.

"They're in love" Gabriel smiled and gave Sam the cocoa he had just bought for him.

"Obviously" The moose smiled and took a sip.


After about an hour of Dean's jokes, and Castiel's beautiful smiles Sam and Gabriel called their brothers over.

"We need to go home," Sam said while noticing how close Dean and Castiel were standing "I have a test tomorrow"

"That sucks" Gabriel said, but threw his arm around his brother and started walking towards their car. Sam did the same.

And the Doctor and John were left alone.

They were standing in line for the snack shop.

"So, how are things with Mary?" The Doctor said.

It was still a mystery why everyone called him The Doctor, but it was just how he introduced himself. Not a lot of people knew his real name.

"I... I need to break up with her... I love someone else" John said and looked at the ground.

"Who?" The Doctor said as he bought two cinnamon roles.

"Just... You know... Someone" John said as the Doctor handed him the cinnamon roll he had just bought for him.

They sat down on a bench.

"You can tell me, you know, I won't say a single thing" The Doctor smiled and put a finger to his lips

"Nah... It's noting"


"That was fu- boooring! I told you it was the most gay sport ever!" Dean said in the car. Sam still wouldn't let him drive or pick the music, that bitch.

Dean didn't think that. And Sam knew so. He could see that sparkle in his brother's eye, he looked happy. Which didn't happen very often. Sometimes he was such a jerk.

"Like, dude, you'll you've more gay?" Dean really didn't want Sam to think that he had enjoyed it.

"We'll I'm not you and Cas..." Sam smiled but didn't look at Dean. He knew exact,y the expression Dean was going to make. It was that 'I don't know how to deal with your sass' face.


"Did you have fun? Is it still 'a sport intended for females'?" Gabriel asked his little brother, smiling. Castiel was so happy, he'd never felt this way before. It was like that feeling in his stomach, that warmth.

"It w-was s-su-surprisingly en-enjoyable, G-Gabriel" Castiel said.

Gabriel still couldn't get over the fact that Cas didn't even seem to stutter when he was with Dean. Dean fucking Winchester. He wanted to make his brother happy and all, but couldn't he have chosen someone else than Dean Winchester?

"Good to hear, Castiel"


Onice the Winchester brothers got home, both their parent were there too, even their dad.

"Hey dad, hey mom" Dean shouted as he closed the door behind him and Sam.

Sam went straight to bed. "Yeah, the siting princess needs her beauty sleep" Dean grinned

"Jerk"

"Bitch"

"How was it?" Mary asked Dean

"You know... Cool" Dean sat down and turned on the TV to Doctor Sexy MD.


"Mom... What do you think of shy, broken people?" Dean asked his mother after a long pause

"Well, if you ever were to marry someone I would want him- I mean her, to be shy and quiet" his mom answered from behind the kitchen counter. "And if they're broken, you should fix them"

"Right..." Dean said.

Had his mom said he? Did she think he was gay? She wouldn't be totally wrong... No Dean! What the fuck?


"Did you see them? God" Magnussen said as he rolled his eyes

"Let's fix that, shall we" Lucifer smiled

"Oh, yes" Darlek grinned

"This story needs to take an... unexpected turn" Metatron smirked


Heya! So, I hope this was a okay first chapter. If it wasn't, please bear with me! It will get a lot more angsty and there will be feels, so please keep reading! Reviews help as usually!

Also please read some of family-and-free-will s fics, because they're all really awesome! She's a brilliant writer!