As the story goes, life flows.
Fate gives its verdict,
The playful toddler it is
I sit here alone,
In a den of loneliness
Love unrequited,
Heart torn apart
Isn't it cruel?
I missed the time that you,
might have loved me
And I hung onto the impossible hope
Of a desperate fool
Through the tears,
I didn't give up
And waited
But Fate gave me a hard push
To reality
And as I see
What is real
My eyes watered
Into a blur
Yet I have shed too many tears
Too tired to cry
I sit here
Thinking blankly
Tears falling unwillingly
Yet, now you have another new love
You say you are looking for the emotion
But why do you always miss the fact that I'm here?
That I'm always loving you?
That I'm always waiting?
That I'm always regretting the time I missed you?
You must be very happy with him
You smile, you laugh and your cheer has returned
So maybe I should stay where I am
I'll hold on to this loving pain
And in this sad waiting
How many times have I imagined?
That you and I loved each other?
That you and I were brought together by fate?
That you and I had a happy ending?
But I realized I was just reading a book
Do I fill your mind nowadays?
Do still make you happy when I'm in your thoughts?
Do I still make you smile with my fake ones?
Do I make you feel loved with my unrequited one?
Do i?
Life is never a story to me
And wishes are just dreams
Love is just a fantasy to me
And hopes are just thoughts
I wonder why?
I hear you speak of love
The love of someone else
I see you drown in romance
One from someone else
And I know you smile and laugh
But not because of me
Right now, I know what I'll do
And what I've done
As I stand by you like a good friend
The hurt feels nice
The pain is wonderful
And seeing you happy is addicting
Because I know my feelings are too strong
To fight against
It can hurt both of us
But I chose to take all the pain
Because my feelings are so strong
That they can keep me going
If they are true,
Then I can live with this forever
I love you more than you'll ever know,
My Beloved…