AN- A songfic describing how James' best friend Sirius feels about James' feelings towards a certain red-headed girl.
Disclaimer- I do not own HarryPotter&co., or for that matter the song Bouncing off the Walls, by Sugarcult.
Always mine
I'm bouncing off the walls again (whoa oh)
I'm looking like a fool again (whoa oh)
Always trying to show-off for her.
But she only ever thought of him as a bloody idiot.
I threw away my reputation
One more song for the radio station
Every time he ever looked at another girl; he would only think of her.
But after seventh year he never even was with another girl.
I'm bouncing off the walls again (whoa oh)
I'm looking like a fool again (whoa oh)
And he pulls another prank on any guy that likes her.
And any guy she might like other than him.
Waking up on the bathroom floor
Pull myself back together just to fall once more
From drinking away all his disappointments and mistakes.
Can't pull himself from his depression.
And my heart's beating out of my chest
And this town is still making me sick
Everyone looks at her, her perfection.
But I look at with disgust.
And every penny from my last paycheck
I've blown it on you
He forgets me.
He only has eyes for you.
I'm bouncing off the walls again (whoa oh)
And I'm looking like a fool again (whoa oh)
Never will pull a prank on the snakes.
Or even snape.
So go ahead and take a picture
And hang it up so you can tear me down
How I wish to tear you up.
For what you have done to him.
I don't care
Cause I'm still here
He will wait forever for you.
And not for me.
And I've got nothing left to lose
With all the years I wasted on you
But he does have has sanity to lose.
Don't you see what you do to him.
Momma and Daddy's got the best cocaine
Ritalin's never gonna feel the same
He does drugs and drinks.
To forget his reality, without you.
Twenty-four hours on an empty brain
I got my finger on the trigger and your in my way
He is so deep in his depression now; he even wants to kill himself.
But he lives for you.
I'm bouncing off the walls again (whoa oh)
And I'm looking like a fool again (whoa oh)
And I will wait for him.
I will be there for him.
I threw away my reputation
One more song for the radio station
I will get you two together just to make him happy.
Not you, missy.
I'm bouncing off the walls again
And I'm looking like a fool again
I'm bouncing off the walls again
And I'm looking like a fool again
I'm bouncing off the walls again
He will always be mine, though.
Remember that.
AN- Hoped you liked it, and even though this is meant to be only a one-shot I might just turn it into more. Please review, the common custom of respect to do, after you read any fanfiction story.