I wanted it, and I wanted all of it

by MetallicalyLove

"I was stunned. I was shattered. I didn't mind, though I wanted it, and I wanted all of it." POEM-FIC.

POV: Blossom

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It was one book,

One book that started all of this mess.

A book I picked up on my own,

They told me not to,

but I didn't listen

Said I knew better

I wanted it, and I wanted all of it

Chapter by chapter

It all made sense,

I loved it, the sensation, the hope, and dreams.

It was all the beauty I wanted to see,

But then came the chapter where things got rough

I got confused, and they told me to stop,

It's killing you they said.

Stop it, they said.

End it, they said.

But I wanted it, and I wanted all of it

You may think of stupidly

Who'd get into such a mess?

Especially when I'm all the brains and intelligence

I know I did,

But I hold no regrets.

I wanted all of it and nothing less.

More chapters were read,

Lines were clearer now that I understand

It had flaws and misleadings.

But I didn't mind it, I loved all of it.

The more I read, the more I understood

And the more I understood the more was revealed

I felt closer

I felt home,

The book was my own

Then came the chapter

That took my life away

I was stunned

I was shattered,

I didn't mind, though

I wanted it, and I wanted all of it.

They pushed me away, they took my book away,

They said it was enough,

but it was never enough

Not for me it wasn't

I needed it,

I needed my book

I was such a broken mess

It was all I had and nothing less

I realized now

I am alone, I always was,

My book was my own,

It kept me home,

I cried for nights,

But it never came back,

I was a mess all on my own

Come back, I whimpered

I need you back, please take me home

Breathe life into me again,

But no.

I was alone, that's all that it was and nothing more.

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Hope you guys enjoyed it, as much as I loved writing it.

MetallicalyLove~