xx- Delicious melody, my beautiful ruin, my beautiful treason-xx

Summary: Kaname and young Zero are in love but not many agree with this kind of vampire/human relationship. After all the lilac eyed boy was Kaname's temptation KanamexZero

Notes:

Occness and AU

This is my new story is a KanamexZero so if you do not like YAOI do not read it, also if you see any grammatical error try to understand English and I do not get along well xD Is my second language.

Chapter One

- -Loved by his father- -

The only way to get my love
would be if you were dead

Maybe if you were dead
I would be proud

Not feeling your filthy existence

Tell me…
how could I love the one that killed
my beloved wife?

Tell me...

How could I love the one that took my most precious treasure?

It is impossible to come to feel something for you.

For me you are more than a bloody murderer-

He was carrying a small bundle covered with a light purple blanket. The man's eyes no longer sparkled, how could they, when the only reason of his life had vanished from this world. Those eyes that once had a beautiful sparkling gray looked far off. The moment the doctors told him that his beloved would no longer be in this world, his world split in two. Now his hatred is concentrated on that beautiful being that wrapped in a baby blanket. This beautiful baby was crying trying to get the attention of his father. The little baby boy was eager to feel the presence of his deceased mother.

It was not the beautiful baby that his mother died during childbirth. That little creature was so pure and innocent. He would not kill his own mother. The woman's pregnancy was very dangerous. There were many risks that could occur during labor. One risk was that the baby died during labor, the other was that the mother could not endure the loss of blood during childbirth and die for hemorrhage. The worst option was that both mother and child died. Unfortunately in this case, the mother died.

Nevertheless, during the childbirth the beautiful mother could still keep her senses. She knew the inevitable was coming that is why she made the best of her options. She knew her time in here was short, but she did not want her little boy to die, not without knowing this magnificent world.

"I want him to live, please do everything possible for him to survive, Zero his name ..." The doctor did not want to lose the woman; he wanted them both out well.

"Keep your eyes open, come on Zero needs you," The doctor said and screamed at one of the nurses. They were trying to save the woman that would not stop bleeding. Those unique amethyst eyes were closing. Even if the woman was in pain, the beautiful smile on her face never faded. Even if she was allergic to the drugs that help her to relief the pain and she could not see the face of her baby, she knew her little angel was the most beautiful boy in the world. She loved him, this little boy was her light.

"Zero…"

There was screams, little cries of sadness. The Doctor was defeated. He could not believe that woman died. He could not believe that there was a mother, leaving alone a small creature, so helpless and beautiful. The piercing cries of the little baby were the only sounds echoing in this white room. The doctor was angry with himself for being so useless. How did that happen? How the woman could die and leave her little baby like that, with no mother figure that cared for him in the future.

The nurses took the little creature that still cried at not feeling the warmth of his mother. The Doctor sigh exhausted as he passed a blanket to cover the body of the dead woman. He could see the woman's face remained pacific as if she was sleeping and not death.

After the infant was placed in one of the nursery, the doctor approached the father of the little creature. He did not how to say this, it was difficult for him to say when some of his patients died.

"I'm very sorry; we try to do everything possible, but we had to choose between the mother and the baby" The doctor sighed while narrating what happened. The father of the creature remained motionless, trying to digest the news. His wife, the love of his life had died. She was dead now.

The doctor looked exhausted it had been a difficult birth and unfortunately he had failed in his efforts to save both woman and child. Even if the woman's desire was to save his son, he was a doctor and a very good at his work. He had to do everything possible to save his patients but..." She told us to save the baby"

After explaining how the things happened, the doctor gave the beautiful baby boy wrapped in a baby lilac sheet. He retired and let the father had a few minutes with his child.

"The one that had to die was you…" The man whispered softly while holding the baby "You had to die" His father spoke. His face had no emotion. The man did not even look at his son and ignored what the nurses said about the baby. For him, that child was just a murderer, a nuisance. This baby was not his son. His son would never kill his mother. He would never commit such a crime.

After a few minutes later, the doctor returned and gave the father both the death certificate of his beautiful wife and the birth certificate. The doctor did not dare to speak, not when he was failed his mission to save his patients. That woman was so young and beautiful. She had much life to live and now her wings were broken, she was broken, she was dead.

"His name is Zero" The doctor said softly his eyes looking at the beautiful baby boy. "She asked to be the baby's name" The doctor smiled. It was a bitter smile. He felt ashamed and defeated.

The father nodded and took both certified and turned his back, he walked in small steps leaving behind the doctor. He just could not believe that his beloved was now dead. He just could not imagine a life without her sweet smiled.

"Sir you must to bring the baby he's still weak and needs some medical examinations" the doctor said and let out a sad sigh. He hated when his patients lost their lives. He was a doctor and one of the best but that delivery had been very complicated.

Xx—Skip Time

Five years have passed since that terrible event. And all this years, Zero's father rejected his only son. During this time the man locked his little baby in the house. Five years were a long time for the little boy to face the wrath of his father. How much the little angel had to bear a living hell at home? Beaten by his father. There were so many cruel words said and the false meaning of his name. The man said to his son during his third birthday that Zero was nothing; it was just an empty word. Its meaning was death. Above all this, the worst was to spend the nights locked in the tomb of his mother, asking for forgiveness for having committed this sin, asking for forgiveness for killing his mother, wishing to be he who died and not his mother. That way his father would love him.

Although all of those crap were lies. And the child was not guilty. In his little head he blamed himself for killing his mother. It was amazing how some words came to mark you for life. But it was amazing how even after all that his father made to him, little Zero still loved his father and was eager to feel for once this feeling back. Even if he had to die to win the affection of his father, little Zero did not care. He just wanted to be loved by his only family member.

Zero wanted to feel loved by his father….

"Ohayo Zero-chan" A friendly man dressed in white greeted the little boy with big lilac eyes and silver hair, it was amazing how beautiful this child was. The boy's features were unique and simply beautiful, just like an angel, many nurses said. However, this little angel was too shy and quiet, he was not like the other children who enjoy playing and made a loud noise. Zero was very calm even for his age, the little angel remind noiseless, the little angel was very obedient always doing what people asked him to, he never smiled as if he was afraid that something terrible happened for this action. Nevertheless, the doctor would do everything possible to make the child happy, after all this man was the one who had received the baby during birth. This man dressed in white coat was the same doctor who saved Zero's life five years ago.

"O-ohayo" His angelic voice was timid and the cute pink color on his cheeks made him look like a cherub. Zero had a beige coat and a gray scarf, his pants were black so his little shoes. He was such a cutie, and very popular between the nurses and doctor, every time Zero visited the hospital all the nurses came to the see the cuteness of this children.

The reason why Zero had to keep coming to the hospital was to check the child's mental health, as the doctor knew that his father had become very violent since the death of his wife. The consequence of this was his anger against his little five-year angel.

"Very well Zero-chan" The doctor smiled at his young patient "We're finished for today" The little boy nodded at the doctor innocent lilac eyes stared at baby blue eyes. The doctor gaze bright with happiness and his dark hair covered part of his face when he was bending to load the child and take him to children's play area not before giving little Zero a lollipop.

They walked through the hospital corridors until they reached the area reserved for children, the location was great, an old building had been remodeled; this hospital was huge and received both vampires and hunters.

Yes, vampire hunters you may ask why; well this world is inhabited d by humans and vampires. Long time ago humans were abducted by vampires for the only propose to drink their blood, vital food for vampires. However, a group of humans began to band together to fight these monsters, thus becoming vampire hunters, but luckily, that times ended, and now there is a peaceful coexistence between the two races. Cross-Hospital was a place where this coexistence began. Vampires who work here show humans that they are able to fight his bloodlust and save human lives. At first, this was difficult but with the blood tablets creation, and years of practice, all the doctors had been able to control his bloodlust.

One of the most respected doctors in the world and working here was Haruka Kuran even if he was the king of vampires and pureblood he was a very friendly man and especially liked helping others he was a prominent surgeon and pediatrician. What led him to become a pediatrician was his dear little daughter, Yuki Kuran had developed a disease, it was strange because the small girl was a pureblood as well, and vampires did not get sick unless they you were attacked by level E, but due their healing factor they managed to heal quickly. That was the main reason for Haruka to become a doctor, he wanted to see her daughter healthy and happy, but over time the little girl had to stay in bed for various tests and analysis. Only occasionally, doctors allowed her to go to the area were children played so she could feel the fresh air.

Today was that day and the five old year brunette was more than happy to go outside and watch other children play. The little pixie was excited, not only because her playing time outside. Today her dear brother returned to Japan.

After a long stay in London studying at a boarding school, Kaname Kuran came home to see how his little princess, Yuki was, for Kaname there wasn't person more precious and dear than his beautiful Yuki, his younger sister was the only person important to him.

Kaname just like his father wanted to become a doctor and find a cure for Yuki. The young pureblood loved that little girl. He worships her. It was so much his love for her that he wanted to see Yuki as a woman very soon and marry her as her father had married his sister. Do not take this wrong, after all marriage between siblings was most normal between the vampire world, specially between pureblood in order to keep the purity of blood. Though Kaname was only twelve years he knew he was in love with his sister, god he truly love her more than anyone does, and she was his most precious treasure.

He was sitting waiting the appearance of his little princess, watching some children playing in the grass as some were so weak they could not play too rough. Kaname was reading a book he was feeling a little impatient he wanted to see and hold Yuki on his arms, but over the years, Kaname had learned to stay calm and show no sign of emotion. As any pureblood Kaname must maintain a certain status, at his young age, the wine-eyed boy showed signs of greatness and elegance.

Kaname was lost in reading until he heard a childish voice and lifted his gaze to see the doctor Takahashi a colleague of his father.

"Kaname-sama it's such a surprise to see you here" said the doctor with a nice smile and made a bow to the young thoroughbred.

Kaname nodded his head he was about to answer until he saw the little hand that took the doctor's hand, behind the big man was a little body. Kaname leaned a little to see the image of a beautiful being. The boy was with his nose and cheeks red from the cold, and possessed a unique lilac colored eyes, his gaze was shy and skittish, he realized it when he turned to see the boy and noticed the little hand squeezed the doctor's hand and hid behind him.

"Aww Zero-chan don't be shy Kaname-sama won't hurt you" The Doctor said softly and released the hand of the child, the the little reappear and walk a few steps ahead.

Kaname smiled softly, the young pureblood never smile in public, much less made it to another person other than his beloved Yuki. Nevertheless, it was impossible not smile at that beautiful creature.

"Kaname-sama could I you keep an eye on this little one just for a minutes. I need to go and check another patient" The blue eyed doctor was smiling looking at the young pureblood with puppy eyes and the beautiful creature who seemed to be an angel fallen from heaven made Kaname accepted.

The doctor knelt in front of Zero and fixed his little coat and then he smiled sweetly at the little boy. For a moment he stared at those innocent lilac eyes pleading not to leave him alone with the wine-eyed boy.

"Oh Zero don't be scared, I'll be back in a minutes. Please you can't go with me so you need to stay here with Kaname-sama for a while okay" The doctor asked and smiled while petting the soft silver hair "Be a good boy and don't make Kaname-sama angry" the doctor smiled again when the little boy nodded. Then he stood up and looked at the young pureblood. He made a bow and left, leaving alone the little angel and the brunette.

After an uncomfortable silence, Kaname let the little angel to sit beside him on the bench. Zero's small legs were dangling as he did not reach the floor. Kaname smiled as he continued reading his book while occasionally throwing a few glances at the young one. Kaname was curious about the child's behavior; the young boy was so quiet and calm. He was surprised to see how this little boy had no interest in going to play on the swings or maybe he was waiting for Kaname to take him there.

"Hey little one do you want to go to the swing?" The huge lilac eyes of the child stared at the wine of Kaname, his eyes were so tender and frightened that Kaname wanted to hug that beautiful child who now shook his head negatively. Kaname's brow furrowed a bit; it was rare that this child did not want to play.

"Your name is Zero right?" Asked Kaname closing his book and turning his whole attention towards the boy, waiting at least a short answer but the child just nodded.

Looking meticulously at the young boy, Kaname knew that this little child was very different from the others. His beautiful eyes looked with fear as his body was stiff it was as if the child didn't want to be a nuisance, that was why he still quiet. Kaname knew the child was not a pureblood, not even a vampire, but he possess the beauty of one of them. This Zero boy was a beautiful angel although he was a mere human the 12-year pureblood began to feel attracted to the human child. Kaname should have his focus on Yuki, only she had the privilege, but those lilac eyes showed such tenderness asking in silence to be loved.

"I am Kaname… Kaname Kuran, please don't be afraid there is nothing to fear" Kaname spoke again, he did not really know actually why he was giving an explanation, but Kaname did not want the angel to be afraid, he did not like at all to see the look of fear in the beautiful child's face. Zero, this child was terribly charming but it was as if he wanted to hide his presence. This child wanted to remain invisible and Kaname did not know the reason that had prompted the child to do that.

Kaname came closer to the silver-haired child, those big eyes staring at him with surprise and fear; even at his short five years, Zero had never heard such a soft voice and calming words, the little angel never met someone who cared if he was scared. In his short five years, the only thing the boy heard were hurtful words, cruel comments about how bad and ugly the boy was, about the sin he had committed. Although all these words were lies, for a five-year child were true, and gradually made the boy locked himself in his own world, not wishing to be a hassle.

Kaname was drawn to those big lilac orbs. The boy´s cheeks were painted pink as his small hands resting on his knees. Kaname's eyes looked tenderly. Everything else around them had disappeared all that existed were those two, those looks of love and tenderness.

Even Yuki's voice had faded. Kaname was lost in that silver angel, so lost was he in those lovely and shy lilac orbs, that he did not realize that his father and Yuki were at his side waiting for him to react. Yuki looked curiously at the boy who stole the attention of her brother. Suddenly, Kaname's hand extended eager to feel the beautiful angel's cheek. The simple contact made both shivered, feeling something so strong they never felt before it was like a strong connection. At that moment, the angel eyes closed while his cheeks painted a beautiful shade of pink and this time it was not for the cold. To Kaname feeling the child's skin made him feel a gentle flow down his spine. This boy began to steal his attention. Kaname was willing to embrace the beautiful child until a voice stopped him; and finally he heard the voice of his adoration.

"Kaname, onii-sama I have been talking and you did not hear me" Kaname turned to find Yuki in a wheelchair with a blanket covering her tiny legs, Haruka was behind her with a soft smile. Yuki's huge brown eyes looked curiously at the little boy's eyes.

Kaname was a little confused, his worship, the girl he loved with his whole being was not as beautiful as he thought. Kaname felt like blinded all this time by the girl, he once believed was the most beautiful thing in the world, but how wrong was Kaname, now with the appearance of this beautiful silver-haired cherub. There was nothing more beautiful than he was, than Zero.

"My dear Yuki, I did not hear you I'm sorry" Kaname smiled at the little girl as she was giggling softly.

Haruka caressed her daughter's head while watching his son and smiles. "Kaname I'm glad you're here" If Kaname had been standing Haruka probably would have embraced him.

"So who may be you, little one?" Haruka walked towards the beautiful child who was very still and staring at the floor, slowly from the pocket of his coat pulled out a candy and handed it to the child. "Here this is for you little one" Dr. Haruka was known to be gentle with children. He loved seeing the happy faces of the children, seeing a happy child made him happy.

Yuki and Kaname were also expectant the child to receive the candy, and of course the little brunette wanted to meet and befriend the child. Nevertheless, the little boy just shook his head in denial. Haruka was shocked but felt the aura of this child, he knew this little kid was afraid or he was too shy that is why he did not accept the candy.

One of the nurses came to take a Zero in her arms passing by the three purebloods and smiled at Haruka.

"Doctor Haruka-sama, Yuki-sama, Kaname-sama" She made a small bow "I'm sorry but I had to take this little one with me" Said the nurse referring at Zero.

"Where are you taking the child?" Haruka asked with some curiosity, the child was in healthy condition, there was no reason for him to be in the hospital unless his father was a doctor.

"Etto, Zero-chan your father is here" The nurse looked at the little boy and then turned at Haruka "The boy's father is here and wants to see his son" While saying that the nurse sighed sadly.

The doctor tried to decipher why the sigh of the nurse. Moreover Kaname wanted to have more encounters with the little angel while Yuki wanted him as a friend.

After a few hours of Yuki playing with her toys, they led her to her room to get some rest.

Haruka walked through the halls of the hospital while visiting some of his patients, Kaname was beside him, since the boy wanted to become a doctor, Haruka believed it was good for Kaname to spend times in the hospital visiting his father's patients. In one of the rooms, they found the nurse that had taken the little boy to his father. Haruka was curious to know the child's case, because he looked very healthy.

"Miss, May I have a word with you about the child of this morning," Haruka asked as Kaname stood by his side.

The eyes of the nurse looked at the floor, that question was very difficult to answer mainly because it was confidential. Nevertheless, the nurse knew Haruka and maybe he could help the child.

"Well when Zero-chan was born his mother died," The nurse said remembering the events.

"The child born very weak but we managed to save him," She said in relief, she really cared for little Zero and she was upset about the child's father behavior. "Lately Zero-chan has been readmitted to this hospital," The nurse said sadly and Kaname looked at the woman, trying to decipher something, what was wrong with his little angel.

"We found some marks on his skin and we believe that his father abused him," The woman explained at the brunette.

Hearing the nurse's words were a real shock to both father and son. Beating and abusing a child was a crime, to Haruka that was unforgivable, he now understood the child fearful reactions, now all made sense, that little one was afraid and that is why he had developed a shy and aloof personality, but there was still time to help him, they could still make the child live a normal life.

How to heal the wounds of someone who has been abused physically and psychological, it was impossible when one develops certain affection for their abuser.

Once the beautiful angel is damaged

How can you heal his soul?

xxxx

I will take you to a place where you will never suffer such abuse.

I will make your life complete of happiness

Just let me be by your side

And I will heal those wounds

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