Just letting out some frustrations.
Dear Freddie,
By now, you may have noticed that I'm not at home nor am I anywhere. As you read this, I want you to believe that I'm behind you, rubbing your back gently and whispering softly in your ear. Sometimes people snap under the pressure and we just lose ourselves. Things have been happening behind the scenes that no one could ever understand. You were the only person I could trust but I still couldn't break the silence that bound me day by day. I don't want to tell you that everything will be alright because it won't. But I want you to move on. I want you to live the long and fulfilling life that I took from myself.
If there had been some way to save myself, I would've done anything to attain it. But by then it was too late for me. I want you to know that I love you and will not stop loving you even after I'm gone. Please forgive me for doing this but there is no other way that can save me from all this suffering.
You were the one I could laugh with and be myself with when no one would take the time to find the real me. When I started to change, you were the only one that noticed and you worried for me. Maybe that's what kept me hanging on as long as I did before my hand finally slipped. Don't worry for me anymore, I'm finally at peace.
Try not to forget your old locker mate okay?
With Love,
~Princess Puckett