declaimer: i dont own CCS. but CLAMP did...and you know the rest.... Ok this funfic, is a sorta like scrip in a movie or something like that.
That's the girl I've been telling you about I don't know what I was thinking when I sow her then… Actually I don't know what I felt, we use to compete in almost Anything, and everything, she is my rival! then… Suddenly the unimaginable happened! In spite of my self I fell for her? At first I try to ignore what I think I felt for her cause… I was afraid that it is true… that I'm falling Falling helplessly and hopelessly in love with her… I don't know how or when it happened, Its just like I wake up one morning and suddenly she's there No longer just a girl but the only girl for me I try to take her out of my mind; I'm constantly finding fault in her I did this for one sole reason I want to her to be mad at me I want her to vanish into thin air I want her get lost… I want her to get lost to be away just away…from me Cause I don't think that I can make my self to do that I cannot bring my self to walk out of her life No matter how hard I try, to just forget about her… To just leave her alone, I cant, So I tormented her When the truth is I don't hate her not even once not even a bit, What I hate is my self for making me say I hate her… When the only person I hate is my self for I know I will never be good enough for her, So I try to take her out of my pathetic little life Cause I know that I don't deserve her at all I remember when I first realized how beautiful she was… She don't know me that well then, but she already trust me with her life That's when I know I need her in order for me to feel complete And I don't think she's got a notion but… That's the girl I've been telling you about Aint she everything I said and a whole lot more Her smile is like the sun and my whole world revolves around her She's the center of my universe; she's the center of my life… I don't even think she knows how she affect me I cant explain it but she does something to me If she ever look she'd seen right through me And I don't think that I could remain calm She always made me weak in the knees Then I said to my self…tell her Tell her that she means the world to you Tell her you loved her… and if I say it…? would she stay? No, probably she would run away… But I know she's got somebody and she loved him And I don't think he's got a idea but… That's the girl I've been telling you about And I love her dearly I only wish she knew …
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