I would just like to apologize at the beggining for if you don't like it this is my first story so therefore I am a n00b. I would appreciate your criticizen to a point and love any suggestions you might have. Tips, cheats anything to help me out. It is not and Edward and Bella and I don't know how to say different character that does not relate to the story.

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight Stephenie Meyer' masterpiece or Stephenie Meyer's gift to women but I appreciate her work. Except for the fact that I now can not get a guy. I don't mind if I can continue reading about Edward. The only characters I do own are my own they just don't know it yet.

BPov

Wow. I mean W-O-W wow. Yes I am absolutly lost for words. I can't think straght and he's not even around. Stupid traditions. But if he was arond that might make me a bit more nervous. As if I already

didn't have enough butterflies in my stomach. How much more tense can I become. Just thinking about it sends me into a ceizure. In just a couple more minutes I, Isabella Marie Swan, would become Mrs. Edward

Anthony Masen Cullen. Now can you see why I'm in hysterics. This day came absolutly to soon. I was putting it off and off. I was absolutly dreading this day. Who wouldn't. Alice went all out insane on this thing.

I don't want to see the reciets. Her excuse for everything. "You only have one wedding day in your lifetime. Speaking of lifetimes yours will be ending soon." My response? "Thanks Alice, for reminding me." or

"You really think I forgot after you repated it what? Ten times in the last five minutes." or even better yet. "Alice if you remind me one more time I will become as insane as you." She just smiled and laughed.

"You say that like it's a bad thing." I rolled my eyes. But seriously how many times could you remind someone that they were about to get married, on their wedding day. Not to mention how many times she said it

while winding down to this important day. Oh yeah. Important day. My wedding day. If someone reminded me about this one more time I will faint. The walls are already starting to turn on me. Please stay still I'm

begging you. So how far are you from the brink of insanity when you're politly asking inanimate objects to stay still. Let alone talking to inanimate objects. "Ok people show time." Alice called. Charlie stood up out

of his chair and linked his arms around mine. Charlie had been... reluctant to say the most. Is that even the right word to use? Alice stood in front of me, intertwined with Jasper, obviously. She looked me in the eye

and whispered. "Are you ready?" I looked at her back almost glaring. Did I metion she looked stunning in her maid of honor dress. Of course she did she's Alice. And she did pick it out. "Alice hurry up before I

change my mind." "Please do." Charlie muttered. "Ok then." Alice smiled at me, after turning back from glaring at Charlie, who she obviously didn't hear cause he muttered it. Wink, wink. She opened the doors

and stood in front with Jasper who looked stunning in a classic tux. We moved back for the bridesmaids to take place in front of me. Also for the flower girl, Angela's little sister. And the ring bearer, Angela's

little brother. They looked so cute. Alice turned back around to smile at me. The soft, flowing music filled the air. Rose turned and mouthed 'ggod luck' as she and Emmett flowed a few steps behind Alice and

Jasper who played follow the leader with Angela's sister. Rose had obviously been one of my two bridesmaids. Progress with her had come to a mute point. I think. At least I didn't wake up dead each morning,

thankfully. Angela smiled shyly as she and Ben Cheny followed suit. She had been my other bridesmaids. I thought I would give her this benefit before you know. When they all stood at the alter waiting for me

did the bridal march come on. It sounded strange and unsettling. I stepped into the errie light of the church. It didn't feel right. Charlie dragged me along. It was like we both were reluctant. But then I saw

Edward. He seemed to pull me out of the mist. Looking absolutly radiant and smug up on the alter. He flashed the infamous crooked grin. If only he were... No. I cut off my thoughts. I loved Edward not Jacob. I

think. I was going to marry Edward. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. Or Jacob. Grr. I thought I had setteled this argument. I felt unsported in my white flip flops, who Alice mercifully let me

wear. In your face death traps. Edward was getting closer. Now or never. Or forever. I froze. My decision was already made from when I looked to Alice as her face went into a trance like state. Edward

noticed me freeze in my steps, the music came to a hault, and from when he looked to Alice and bakc to me he was already in the know. And there I had my answer. So I turned and ran as fast as my clumsy self

could carry me.

EPov

From when I looked to Alice her vision rang clear in my mind. 'Bella, with a dertimined look on her face turned and dashed out of the church leaving a confused congregation and her fiance. She broke out into

the moist August air where there stood a running motorcycle. She hoped on and wrapped her arms around the dark tall figure. They sped off to the quielite border and their future disappeared. I didn't see it

coming. But I tried to remain calm as we cleared the church letting them go to the reception. I tried to remain calm as we cleaned up and I took my familes countless apologies even more from Alice. I told her it

was alright. And I kept up the facade until we got home. As soon as I stepped through the door all, pardon my dutch, hell broke loose.

I'm sorry if it is not what you expected but I am not out to please everyone one or two people would be awesome though. Review please if you want. I would appreciate it. Don't hate me. I'm loveable.

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