I lived in the woods, it was my home a place I could feel alive, or at least that's what they told me it would be Bella but it clawed at me, pulled me in. I couldn't accept myself until you knew- until you knew the truth. Then you came into the picture shining like the sun- making the vines turn into golden ribbons and making me feel free. I thought that this was it that you felt the same- then he came back and our bond grew worse because of him. Can't you see what he did to us? And you still love him Bella? Did you never guess that I Lo-
Jacob stopped writing and crumpled the paper making a ball so tiny that the slight breeze from the window blew it off his desk. Even thinking about Bella hurt even after all this time, even when she turned around and got married to that freak- the arm of his chair snapped and he groaned he'd have to pay for this himself. One time Seth had shyly suggested that he ask for money from the Cullen clan. It's a good thing he healed quickly otherwise he'd be crippled. He let his gaze drift toward the forest and unpleasant thoughts attacked him.
"I choose Edward"
"We'll have a real honeymoon"
"Jake…" The sight of her looking heartbroken as he left was almost enough to make him come back. Almost. How was….that… even POSSIBLE? He preferred not to think about it. What if she got- naw that was effing impossible! He laughed at himself for even thinking it. Cullen's a living corpse and they don't reproduce. God that would be awful but hey- it's not even worth time thinking about it. Even if Bella had chosen someone normal like Mike
"Gah! That's even WORSE" he said aloud.
Even if…he still would never have approve of them getting married at 18 and going on a real honeymoon. It just so happened she got married to the foulest most disgusting enemy anyone could ever dream of having. A howl came from the woods, an urgent one that was almost never used. He tore through the lawn transforming midway and streaked through the thicket coming to the meeting place and stopped dead in his tracks.