b pov
Dear Diary
I still dont know how to thank her, Rose she my bestfriend took me in when now one cared i know that sounds cheesy but after what happened her and her twin Jasper have just been amazing she was the only person i could turn to when everything happened...anyway me and rose are still curios who jazzes new girlfriend is he tolt us we would find out tomorrow after my gig *sighs* i hate rose...she wanted to show everyone i was good at singing "me and jazz have heard you bells we need to show people ur not just a barmaid" those were her exact words as i recall
"bells u got to be up early tomorrow you know?"
well diary im going to love ya and leave ya before i get wrong
signed bellsxxxxxxxxxxxxx 18/3/10
i put my diary down and drifted in and out of sleep maybe it wasnt a good idea to have night mares about the following day? rolling round as i read the clock 5.00am i sighed listening to the ticking i must have fell back to sleep because rose came barging into my room
"BELLA!" she stoped watching me i could feel her "ITS 2.00 JAZZ WILL BE HERE SOON!" she grabbed my blanket and i sighed
"ok...ok im up" taking the bobble out my hair i jumped in the shower i didnt know how long i was in there and i really didnt care i got out wrapping the towel around me. Traced the line of the scars from my shoulder blade to my hips and round i traced in and shuddered, i new rose would be wondering were i was so running across the hall as i fell flat on my bed no time to dry me hair shoving on some jeans and my white and pink top the black bobble on my wrist sorted.
When i got down stairs Jazz was already there
"Bellz!" i ran to him he caught me in a bear hug even tho jazz and rose were twins as u could tell they dont live together rose stayed with her mum and Jazz when to Texas with his dad. I didnt feel like eating rose and jazz were on about something i blinked comming out the world of my own.
"Bella you took a while" rose looked at me curios i shruged
"it wasnt your falt you know bells it was..." i cut her off
"so jazzy..." he turned to me and laughed "you know how much ya love is?" he nodded "well" it all came out so fast "!" i took a long deep breath and relaxed i needed that.
He laughed and got up putting the plates in the sink,
"you aint finding nothing out about her you will meet her tonight" I could tell the same look was on Roses face as well as mine we heard him laugh.
"speaking of that B we have to go" the clock on the wall said it was only 3:45pm Jazz read my expression "We need to do sound cheeks and shit" he smiled his side smile the right side of his mouth tugging up,you just had to smile when he did that, I got my coat and we left.
6:50
"shit shit shit sht" i muttered to my self Jazz came up behind me and laughed "Bellz carm down! Rose is going to go out and introduce you ok?" i nodded i could here Rose out side the bright red curtain thats was my time i walked out seeing everyone looking at me to my left i could see Jazz and Rose and someone standing next to Jazz i guessed it was his girfriend i smiled as the music started playing
I see you walk these streets
My broken heart still skips a beat
I hear your name Inside I go insane Baby
each day that we don't touch
Is one more day it hurts too much
I can't forget the love that we made
But there'll come the moment that we're gonna meet again
Baby it won't even bother me
Trying to make it to the day you'll be
Just an Old Boyfriend
Won't be thinking of you every night
We'd be wishing we could only try
Won't tear me up inside
Just An Old Boyfriend
Anyone can see the love we killed is killing me
I'm just so sad too lose what we had - Oh yeah
There`s no doubt that I should be ok by now
But I'm not there yet: It hurts me so bad but
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From the moment that we gonna meet again
Baby it won't even bother me
I'll be looking to the day you'll be
Just An Old Boyfriend
Won't be thinking of you every night
Only wishing we could only try
Won't tear me up inside
Just An Old Boyfriend
Nothing more and nothing less
No more living with regret
Your memory won't get
The best of me,the best of me
Oh You're gonna see
Chorus x2 singing
i finished and was over flowed my cheers
"You guys want more?" everyone cheered i love here Rose and Jazz screaming "BELLA BELLA" and "MORE MORE" I laughed
Remember when we used to look how sun sets far away?
And how you said: "This is never over"
I believed your every word and I guess you did too
But now you're saying : "Hey, let's think this over"
You take my hand and pull me next to you, so close to you
I have a feeling you don't have the words
I found one for you, kiss your cheek, say bye, and walk away
Don't look back 'cause I am crying...
I remember little things you hardly ever do
Tell me why
I don't know why it's over
I remember shooting stars, the walk we took that night
I hope your wish came true, mine betrayed me
You let my hand go, and you fake a smile for me
I have a feeling you don't know what to do
I look deep in your eyes and hesitate a while...
Why are you crying?
Tallulah, It's easier to live alone than fear the time it's over, oo-ooh...
Tallulah, find the words and talk to me, oh, Tallulah,
This could be... heaven
I see you walking hand in hand with long-haired drummer of the band
In love with her or so it seems, he's dancing with my beauty queen
Don´t even dare to say you hi, still swallowing the goodbye
But I know the feelings still alive, still alive
I lost my patience once, so do you punish me now
I'll always love you, no matter what you do
I'll win you back for me if you give me a chance
But there is one thing you must understand
Tallulah, It´s easier to live alone than fear the time it´s over
Tallulah, find the words and talk to me ,oh, Tallulah,
This could be...
Tallulah, It´s easier to live alone than fear the time it´s over
Tallulah, find the words and talk to me ,oh, Tallulah,
This could be...
I stopped and turning to walk off when i seen them.
"Bellz this is my girlfriend" she popped out from behind him and i gasped im sure i feel into Rose i blink trying to catch my breath "A..Ali" she looked at me then next thing i new she was hugging me "BELLA!" i kept froze my mind court on i was looking round for them.
"i tolt u it was her!" Emmett how could i forget he bear hugged me "wow little sis ive missed ya!" he messed up my hair
"hey Em" Jazz looked at me strange "later" i muttered
"bella?" i turned to see him with a girl on his arm Tanya i could spot her from a mile away shes been after him for years well she can have him.
"LADYS AND GENTS WELCOME BACK BELLA!" i turned shocked what eh? em? i got up and took centre stage
"ok people the next song i wrote for people"
Nooooooooooo
Yeah hey
Shes got green eyes and she's 5'5
Long brown hair all down her back.
Cadallac truck
So the hell what,
What so special about that?
She used to model
shes done some acting
so she weighs a BUCK-O-FIVE and i guess
shes alright if perfections what you like
oooooooo
and im not jealous no im not
oooooooo
i just wont everything shes got
oooooooo
you look at her so amazed
i remember way back when you used
to look at meee that way
Tell me
What makes her so much better than me
What makes her just everything i can never be
What makes her you're every dream and fantasy
Because i can remember when it was me
And that you don't feel the same
I remember you would shiver every time i said youre name
You said nothing felt as good as when you gazed
into my eyes
Now you don't care im alive
How did we let the fire die
oooooooo
and im not jealous no im not
oooooooo
i just want everything shes got
oooooooo
you look at her so amazed
i remeber way back when you used
to look at me that way
What makes her so much better than meee
What makes her just everything i can never bee
What makes her youre every dream and fantasy
Because i can remember when it was meee
That made you smile
Me
That made you laugh
Me that made you happier that you had ever been
ohhh Me
That was you're world
Me
You're perfect girl
Nothing aboout me has changed
thats why im here wondering
What makes her so much better than meee
What makes her just everything i can never bee
What makes her you're every dream and fantasy
Because i can remember when it was
What makes her so much better than meee
What makes her just everything i can never bee
What makes her you're every dream and fantasy
Because i can remember when it was meee
When it was mee
When it was mee
When it was mee
during the song i turned to see him watching me and i smiled...
He new who this song was for the blonde bimbo on his arm they were a perfect fuckin match tho the fake breasted bitch and the brown haired heart breaking twat,they were like the couple in the movies.