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Disturbed by broomstick withes (freakin yeah!)
Shes so disturbed
They call her disturbed yeah
cause she sits in a dark room
dreams of demons and vampyres
they call her disturbed
cause she walks alone through
cemetaries in the misty moonlight
I stood staring at myself in my full length mirror. Wavy died purple hair reaches past my ribs to my tapered waist, straight across bangs died black. Round dark blue eyes outlined in black eyeliner. Black cargo pants, a rocky horror picture show tee and black and white doc martins that make me 5'7'' compared to my natural 5'5''. Dark blue lipstick.
Today I go back to Hogwarts for my 7th year. Today I finally get to see my friends. Today I finally get to be myself. Today I don't have to put up with my controlling parents and my sister that fits their 'perfect mold'. My name is Xstacie Nash and today I'm free.
"X! Lets go, we'll be late." My twin brother, Xadyn. He doesn't fit their mold. He doesn't fit any mold. Curly chocolate hair that hangs in his light chocolate eyes a self inflicted scar on his right cheek. A ratty old pair of jeans and leather bicker jacket.
she wears piercings all over her body
has a black tattoo of Satan on each hip
they call her disturbed
cause she wears black on a sunny day
and her hair is purple and blue
they call her disturbed
We leave for the train station ourselves. Mother and father take their perfect little angel, Xaylie to beaubaxtons. We ride on Xay's bike and shrink it when no ones looking. Who cares about under age magic? We'll be 17 tomorrow anyway. Right off we run into Lily Evans, head girl, and my best chick friend. Fire red hair in a high pony, piercing green eyes hidden behind round white sun glasses. Already in her school uniform. She looks pretty much like all the other Hogwarts students, save her black on black converse which she refuses to ever not wear. She even wore them with the red dress last Christmas to her moms Christmas party. Her mother was pissed.
The three of us head to the heads compartment. Goody two shoes (ha-ha not!) lily Evans is head girl this year. Whoohoo head privileges! We run into the dreaded four. Ok so we never really talked to any of them but hearing about them from the gaggling giggling airhead sluts in or dorm made me want to gag when I saw them. So Remus isn't bad or at least so says lily I've never actually talked to him myself.
"Are you four thick? Heads and friends only. Unless Remus made head boy, congrats Remus." Lily speaks, because I rarely do. I'm not gonna waist my voice. And Xay, well he's practically mute. He only talks when he thinks he needs to beat up on some guy for me and lils or when were talking about the band other than that he rarely ever speaks. Me I'm a different story.
"Actually, Evans, I'm head boy. And we could say the same to you three." I almost shit myself when potter said that. Him? Head boy? I barely thought he had enough brains to find the platform let alone be head boy.
and her parents dont understand
her dark obsessions and her teachers
tell them give her medications
cause shes so disturbed
and they put her in a straitjacket
Rave caught up with us just before the train left the station. Short died black hair messy from jell and probably from running. Lightly Freckled cheeks tinted red and lungs panting for air. I laugh quietly at him as he burst threw the compartment door making the boys jump. We, of course, expected him because he always running late. Lily smiles and makes room for him on the bench.
"What was it this time rave?" Rave. More like R.a.v.e, his initials. Ralphie Allen Vincent Ervin. Really who names their kid that?! He has Muddy brown eyes outlined in black eyeliner. A bring me the horizon tee and black skinny jeans. He was sexy, like always. In my opinion sexier than Sirius black(whos apparently supposed to be the school heart throb and player, I don't see it.). He shrugs and sits in between us.
and give her electroshock
make her well make her like them
shes so disturbed shes so disturbed
and they lock her up in a padded cell
cause they fear her eyes of fire and hell
shes so disturbed shes so disturbed
"It's too quiet." I say to lily after about ten minus of silence, well silence except for the whispering of the two very girly potter and black. I glare at them as they stare at me like I had two heads.
"What?" I snap my voice icy and sharp. "If you've got something to say, say it."
"Freak." Black says. I lung at him, wanting to slice his tongue off with the blade in my boot but am stopped by a barrier, my hands about a foot away from him. Glaring I unwrap Rave's arms from around my waist. I hate that word.
"Calm down, X, he's not worth it." Lily says in her soothing make-X-not-pissed-off-voice. Yeah right. It would be SO worth it if I would never have to hear his fucking voice again. Stupid man whore. I took out my baby like I was going to before black interrupted me. My beautiful, sexy guitar. I strummed some cords aimlessly, the guitar making little noise because it wasn't plugged in.
she laughs at them with devilish eyes
talks with demons and vampyres
scorns her parents and teachers
cause theyre disturbed so disturbed
The mellowness of the song I played calmed me. I looked around the compartment. Xay was asleep; weirdo can sleep anywhere any time and all the time. I can't sleep. Ever. Stupid insomnia. Lily was reading night world for the millionth time. She loved that book. I had to admit it was my favorite muggle book too but really she has actually read it a million times. And Rave was looking at me. I raised my eyebrows.
"Nothing. You ok?" I nod.
"How was your summer, not too bad I hope?" I shrug. Actually it wasn't. I got a job at this gothic clothing store that was owned by a witch in muggle London, I was rarely home.
"Fine. Actually I got a job. Wasn't ever home."
"Can you two shut up; I'm trying to sleep here." Black growled, frustrated. I glared at him, not my most evil glare but it would do. He was so pissing me off. He turned to look out the window. I felt some what accomplished.
they call her disturbed so disturbed
shes so disturbed poor girl
shes so disturbed
God this was gonna be a long train ride. I got up, put my guitar in its case and left it on the bench. I left to go find the trolley. I was having a serious chocolate craving, come to think about it I think I'd like some bearty botts every flavor beans too.
AUTHOR NOTE!!
OK SO I WILL PUT OUT MORE IN A SECOND BUT REALLY TELL ME WHAT YOU ALL THINK I NEED FEED BACK PLEASE!! AND WHAT HOUSE DO YOU THINK Xstacie should be in? idk If I want her in gryffindor, maybe ravenclaw… let me know what you think, don't be afraid to give me criticism, even bad. please