"You really think I loved you? Honestly, how stupid can you be?" he snapped. You flinched harshly. Was this a dream? Yes of course it is. Sollux would never treat you this way…would he? "I-I'm sorry?" You don't know what you're apologizing for. "Don't make me laugh, me? Love someone with your blood? Pleathe." Sollux-wait no, not Sollux laughed harshly. This couldn't really be happening. "What the fuck did I do?!" You yell. "Quit deluding yourself. You're fucking crazy." He said coldly in the voice you oh, so love. You stop as he turns and starts walking away. "No, no, no what are you doing? Come back? Please? Whatever I did I'm sorry, I'm so fucking sorry!" You can barely see him now. "SOLLUX!"

You wake up with a start.

You awake tired and alone in your hive. You fell asleep, curled up in a corner. You fought back tears as the memories came gushing back to you. You can't face the truth. You don't want to. You let yourself love Sollux. You gave yourself completely to the other. He was the only thing you had ever come to love, and you fucked it all up. You lay in a corner sobbing softly. You had lost you mate sprit, and he probably wasn't getting him back any time soon. Sollux Captor, the one you loved, left you for another. And that significant other. And that significant other happened to be Eridan fucking Ampora.

You haven't left your hive since then you didn't want the others to see what a train wreck you were-are now. Gamzee stopped by a couple times, but you just pretended you weren't there. But the persistent bastard would just keep knocking until he got tired and left. You stand up weakly, heading to your husk top. Four messages. Two from Kanaya, one from Nepeta, and one from Terezi. You decide to ignore all of them. You stare longingly at Sollux's pester handle, offline it read. Your eye twitches as Eridan starts pestering you.

CA: hey kar missing your ex yet

CA: howw bout now

CA: noww?

CG: SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU OXYGEN THEIF

CA: wwhat are you jealous

CA: hm I bet you are

CA: me and my neww love are havving the time of our lives

CA: making lovve and shit

CG: GOD DAMMIT ERIDAN JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP ALREADY ITS NOT AS IF I EVER DID LOVE HIM OR ANYTHING. IM PROBABLY BETTER OFF ON MY OWN. ACTUALLY IM HAPPY THAT YOU HAVE HIM HES TOO MUCH OF A NOOKSUCKER FOR ME ANYWAYS

CA: I knoww you're still madly in love with him. Too late. Shame right?