Hello! I really love Glee so I decided to try this story out, hope you'll like it!

I don't own anything.

The Warblers meeting was a bit insane today; Kurt couldn't really remember what they were arguing about as he tuned them out. Something about a new song or something, but Kurt had lost interest pretty fast since his own problem were weighing him down, now worse than ever.

He threw a cautious look at the man that was responsible for his heavy heart. Blaine Anderson, gorgeous as always. Even if he in this moment was raising his voice against Wes trying to get his point across.

Kurt always thought that people arguing were unattractive, but of course Blaine would be the exception to this ´rule´.

And why was Kurt so miserable? Because he was so hopelessly in love with Blaine, who had made it clear that he was not interested. Kurt´s heart was breaking a little bit more every time, first with the whole Jeremiah thing, and then it broke a bit more when Kurt confessed to Blaine about his liking for him and Blaine's surprised face; like he didn't have a clue what he was feeling for him, felt like a sledgehammer to his heart. Because clearly Blaine hadn´t even taken him into consideration for any feelings at all other than friendship and that hurt.

But still Kurt held a little hope that now that Blaine knew, he would see Kurt in a different light or at least try to. But oh so wrong he was, instead he had to kiss Rachel and have an identity crises without even thinking how Kurt would feel about it. Like feelings for Kurt were so unthinkable to even considerate. That thought alone made him want to crawl into his room and cry. But Kurt kept his game face on so no one would notice his inner struggle even if it were slowly killing him.

Kurt sighed and pressed a finger to his temple, just his luck by getting a headache as if a heartache wasn't enough. He was even feeling a bit warm, but that could be for sitting still in this meeting for almost 2 hours. So when Wes called the meeting to an end ten minutes later, Kurt felt relieved. Now he could go hide in his room and mope some more.

But as he walked out of the room a hand on his shoulder stopped him.

"Kurt wait. Wes, David and I thought about getting some coffee, would you like to join us?" Blaine asked behind him and as Kurt turned around he almost melted at the smile he was receiving. As tempting as coffee sounded to an coffee addict like him, Kurt knew that he would start to cry if he were in Blaine´s company an longer, he needed a break to gather all of his feeling.

"No", It came out a lot colder than it was meant to and Kurt imagine that Blaine´s shocked expression where mirroring his own.

"Oh, uh", Blaine were trying to compose himself of something to say and Kurt gave a loud sigh.

"I meant I would love to, but my homework is calling out for me and if I'm not done today, I have a feeling our math teacher will literally start to chew me". Okay as far as lying this wasn't completely made up, their math teacher Mr. Gorde probably would, but Blaine didn't have to know that Kurt fished the homework yesterday.

"Okay I understand, would you like some help?" Blaine asked and the smile was back in his face. Kurt felt his headache get worse; ever the helpful Blaine never got a simple hint.

"No thanks I'm fine, see you tomorrow" and with that Kurt turned around and walked away so fast he was almost running. He didn't even have time to see Blaine´s confused and worried expression.

When Kurt finally was in the safety of his room, he let himself fall down on the bed with a moan of pain. Maybe he should take something for the headache? But that meant standing up again and right now that was not an option. Soon enough he didn't have to think about anything as he drifted off to an uneasy sleep.