Abandoned

I can't seem to remember

Even one blissful day

It seems like I'll never

Get back to that way

Throughout my whole life

I've lived through dismay

Maybe I was meant

To be taken away

At the age of sixteen

I reached the end of life

Sixteen years of misery

I never reached my destiny

Of who I'd always wished to be

But I can't help but wondering

I'd always kept my sanity

To life and others around me

Yet everyday I was struggling

To hold onto my soul

I wish Mom had held onto me

Instead she let me go

Life

Life can be such a wonderful thing

All the joy and laughter it can bring

And life can be a cruel sick war

The dread can last evermore

But for now in the end

We'll have to sit down and pray

We'll have to pretend it's okay

Just to make it seem that way

I guess life can be a glass half full

Or half empty, I don't know

But no matter what, life is a gift

Use it wisely treasure it

Life is just a simple game

Divided into three fractions

Some places it may bring you pain

You never know what will happen

And in the end of this simple game

Morning, evening, and night are the same

No matter what, if you've won or lost

No matter what the lives you've cost

Life is over, that's a fact

Deep down inside you deal with that

At Last

At last the war is over

Seemed it went on forever

At last I can go on with my life

At last I no longer have to hide

I'm back to the way I used to be

A kid with a broken family

But the past is slowly healing

Reunited with my long lost mother

At last I get to see her

After waiting for so long

I finally belong

At last I am happy

I've found my family

At last…

Dead

I knew that I was dead

I saw the blood I bled

In the dawn of war

I'm alive no more

Guess it's the end for me

At least I left honorably

Tell them that I still care

Even if I may not be there

I'll watch them from the cloudy skies

Please don't be sad for me

And all those innocent lives

Are all finally freed

Please don't be sad for me

I want you to be happy

I know that I am dead

But remember what I said

Forgiveness

Tears of acid down my cheeks

The painful truth I can't believe

My heart feels heavy

Hollow and empty

Time to realize what I've been missing

Dreadfulness abides my soul

And the anger towards whom did it

An event like that is so much more

Harder for forgiveness

Sound of tears splashing down

Hitting the faithful ground

Forgiving seems so impossible

Dreadfulness abides my soul

But I know deep down inside

The anger, I should put aside

And forgive them for all their sins

And let it be forgotten