Disclaimer: I don't own any of the Supernatural/Brotherhood characters. They belong to eric Kripke and Ridley C. James respectively.

Summary: Letters written by Sam during his time at Stanford. Plz R/R I need feedback

A/N: this is completely made up from a dream that I had, only I'm not in this.

Chapter 1 Dean

Dean,

Hey, umm… really don't know what to say considering the way I left but, I wanted to let you know that I am sorry.

I know this doesn't mean much and you probably hate me already so I'll just say what I've always wanted to say but never was able to because of your aversion to "chick flick moments."

Please read this and don't just glance and then throw it out.

You're my best friend, my brother, my hero and yes even my father. I don't know if you realized that but you are. You always made sure that I was safe even if it cost you your own health. That is why I left.

I can't stand seeing you get hurt because of me. No matter what we were hunting you would always jump in front of me, so much actually that you almost died on several occasions. I won't be able to handle it if you died because I'm not strong enough to protect myself.

I won't be answering any of your phone calls because you don't need me anymore big brother. Take care of yourself for a change.

Love,

Sammy