This songfic uses the lyrics to "Better Than Me"By: Hinder. I don't own these characters or song. Just the thoughts are my own.

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Why can't Bella understand I'm not good for her. She deserves to keep her soul. She's so beautiful and I love her too much I don't want to ruin her life.

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

I don't want to see her go. But I'd rather she live. She loves Jacob too, Why can't he pick him. With him she'll live.

I am glad she's with me though. It's like she puts life into my immortal body.

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

What would happen if she left me. Would she be happier with Jacob. She was happy with Jacob once. She also nearly died.


Why is this so hard

Why is my love so strong.

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I love Bella and I can't do this to her. Whatever she chooses to make her happy will be granted.

I hope she can be happy.

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)

She deserves to be happy.

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