Hi! This is a really short drabble about how much Ginny misses Harry. And yes, it is backwards.
Disclaimer: I'd feel sorry for the world if I owned Harry Potter. Just sayin'.
Ginny
I love you, Harry, and we can't be together.
I hope you don't let this ruin you. I love you, have I said that before? But this is it. You're gone. For good. And there's nothing I can do about it.
Did you know that I always watched you sleep? You look so innocent when you're all rested and calm. You never are anymore and that's why we can't be together. Why did you have to be so bloody heroic? You don't have to, you know. You can turn you back on the world and be with me forever.
Who am I kidding? You're probably already dead. Merlin, I miss you! I miss Ron and Hermione too, but I miss you so much that it hurts.
If I could wish for one thing I'd wish for Voldemort to never exist. No; I take that back. If he hadn't killed your parents you wouldn't be the same. I just want you back.
I liked you back then, but I didn't realize that I loved you until the Yule Ball. I could feel physical pain when I realized that you would never see med the same way as I saw you. And then, last year, you kissed me and that was the best moment of my life.
Harry, I liked you from the moment I saw you. I liked your smile and your eyes and how you looked so completely lost. I liked the way you and Ron would smile at each other and I'd just know that the two of you shared a joke and wish that I could share it.
I know this is silly, but I wanted to let you know how much I miss you. I hope this isn't too weird for you but I needed to do it to get rid of the pain. Here it goes.
Harry,