Hey guys! so this is my first real fanfic, please be nice! Just wanted to show how much i appreciate all them wonderful storys out there and thought i would replay them with my fantasies! Sorry for spelling and grammar, im really bad! haha! hope you enjoy and review for slight spoilers for the next chapter! :) -Chloe ox
Fate Has Other Decisions.
I remember the day as if it was yesterday, I do not want to remember it because of the coldness that takes over me. The day my life was ruined, because of you! You.
"Elena…let me in. What's up with you, you have ignored me for long enough. Open the door before I break it myself!" Damon. Yes, Damon is the one that did this to me, not sweet saint Stefan but Damon Salvatore, the bad boy.
"No… No….No. Can't you just leave me alone. I hate you, I hate you so much!" I shout and shout for what felt like hours, days, years. I clutched at my stomach, I felt sick At myself and him.
"Elena, don't make me get mad. You don't want to see me mad. Just tell me what's wrong." I took at glance at the locked door, I knew it would never end unless I let him in, but I looked a mess. No makeup on, and ive been crying for days just sat in sweats and a old t-shirt which was too big for me. I didn't want him to see me like this, the weak Elena. I hated myself as much as I hated Damon, or maybe I thought I hated Damon but I was just taking my own anger out on him.
"I don't want you to see me like this damon…. I hate it. I hate myself." I shout, tears falling frequently. Within seconds I heard a large crack, and my door flew open. My hands flew to cover my face, I just couldent face him yet. I could hear his steps getting closer and closer to me, I shook slowly.
"Elena…Elena? Look at me, god damn it. Look at me before I remove your hands from you face myself. " I started to remove my hands from my face myself bracing for what was yet to come. I looked up into them beautiful blue eyes, expecting them to be filled with humor, rage and anger. But instead I was surprised to find sadness and confusion.
"Whats happened Elena?" damon questioned me.
"I…I… Nothing." I spoke my voice shaken.
Damon took my face in his hands and spoke "You can trust me Elena. just tell me"
"I just feel ill, that's all. Nothing to worry about." I spoke trying to control my voice from shaking again.
"Your not, I can see right through you Elena."
"Yeah, well have you ever thought that maybe I don't want to tell you. Its my business not yours, Don't try and pretend to care because I can see the real you. You don't give a shit about anyone else but yourself." I cried.
"You know that's not true, im not going to be like Stefan and leave you. Is that really what you think of me like, Elena. because I thought you were different then that." Damon anger started to show as he spoke the last word.
"No, no… its just. EUGH Everything bad happens to me, I hate it. Damon I really hate it. I don't know what to do, im only 18. please.. please." Damon took my in his arms, his strong arms wrapped around my back supporting me. I wrapped my small arms around his waist and cried into his chest. I had never cried like this before, I hadn't cried properly since my parents died, so I let it last. Damon rubbed small circles into my back while shushing me softly, and before I knew it my shoulders had relaxed and my eyelids started to feel heavy, I closed them slowly and took a deep breath before falling asleep peacefully in damons arms. Knowing I was safe from everything and everyone.
My eyes started to open and the first thing I realised was I was wrapped in someones strong arms. Damon. The memories of earlier came rushing back to me, just as I jumped up out of the bed and ran into the bathroom to puke my guts out. My tears were falling freely again, and within seconds I felt someone hold my hair back from my face, and rubbing my back calmly. When I had finished I wiped my mouth, and collapsed in a bundle onto the cold bathroomfloor, I rested my forhead against one of the tiles trying to calm my breathing and sobs. I felt someone pick me up, and take me back to bed. I couldent open my eyes, I was too scared that I would be sick again. I felt someone place a cold cloth over my forehead and I immediately shuddered. I took a chance and opened my eyes slowly to see damon hovering over me, a concerned look on his face.
"Hi." Was all I said.
"Elena…where's you aunt?" damon's question puzzled me, he wanted to know where my aunt was.
"Err… She and Alaric went on a little road trip for a bit, and Jeremy's staying at his girlfriends house while aunt jennas away. Why?"
"Because you need someone to look after you, your coming to stay at the boarding house with me. until I know that you are better and going to be well looked after!"
My head shook frequently. "No... I don't want to go there. I want to stay here, I don't need looking after. Look im perfectly fine" I gestured as I tried to sit up, immediately regretting it.
"Sure Elena. Now are you going to tell me what actually up with you?" He questioned.
"I told you damon im sick, I don't want to talk about it. okay?"
"Well your going to have to at some point. Because I am not taking no as an answer!"
"Fine. But will you just let me get some rest now… please."
Damon nodded, as I rolled over on my side to face the window I felt the bed move slightly and strong arms wrapped around my waist.
"Damon." I growled.
He laughed and said "Just get some sleep Elena, and ill be here to comfort you when you wake."
And with that, my eyes had closed and I was dreaming,