Hi Everyone!!! I've decided lurking is bad for myhealth, and I finally got the guts to post one of myfics. Title- Right now I'm calling it Winter because that'sthe name of the song, near the end. Any bettersugestions are welcome.Author- GlohaSummary- It's a bastardizing Heero fic. Duo getspushed around a little, and WuFei gets upset.Warnings- Duo gets pushed around a bit. It's alsokinda short. A couple of weeks ago my brain was screaming to me"2x5 we want a 2x5" (or maybe 5x2 whatever)I figure ifI give into it on this one it'll leave me alone aboutwriting that lemon...^_^ Oh yeah Lyrics by Tori Amos from possibly the greatestCD ever "Little EarthQuakes" Winter is the mostamazing song ever, so go listen to it.Winter- Wufei winced as he heard the sounds of abuse comingfrom one of the upstairs rooms, in the pilots latestsafe house. "Watch my nose," he heard Duo yelp. He never heard the grunted reply, too busy running outthe door. Kisama!! he mentally swore angrily. Duodidn't deserve to be treated in that manner. Heero wasunworthy, and proved it more and more every day. Heeronever deserved Duo though. Wufei had been certain ofthat since the beginning. But for now Wufei just hadto get out of the house before he humiliated himselfin front of Duo or seriously injured Heero or both.Flinging himself out of the house he broke off into arun, the chilly night air swirling all around him. As he slowed his pace down to a walk he brooded OverDuo of course. He had been brooding over Duo formonths. Since they had been captured by Oz. After thatbastard Yuy had just disapeared There was somethingabout Duo, something that felt intensely right. It washis spark, his life, his liveliness, that hadgradually wormed its way past Wufeis barriers into hisheart. Heero, Heero didn't deserve what he had. What Heeroreally deserved was to have a million Relena's stalkhim for a million years, to make ammends for the wayhe treated Duo. Duo deserved better. Duo deservedhappiness and love, shared love, not the twisted onesided perversion he was living with now. And all Wufei's anger wouldn't do a damn good. As muchas Wufei wanted to help, the only person who couldreally save Duo was Duo himself. Sighing deeply andresigning himself to that fact Wufei turned and walkedhome. \\He says when you gonna make up your mind When you gonna love you as much as I do When you gonna make up your mind Cause things are gonna CHANGE so fast All the white horses are still in bed I tell you that I'll always want you near You say that things change my dear\\ "Hey Wu-man did you sleep at all last night, you lookterrible," Duo cried bounding down the stairs late thenext morning. I could say the same for you," Wufei replied pointingto Duos nose. "Oh yeah that," said Duo ducking his head slightly"It's nothing. It'll heal. I'm a clutz you know." Wufei stared at him for a moment before speaking "Whydo you put up with him." Duo looked almost as if were about to break down. Start crying or something like that. "I dont know," he whispered finally. "He's like, I don't know, mysecurity, my safety net. It's just sex I know but atleast it's there. I don't...I don't think anyone elsewould want me even for that. " "You're wrong," Wufei protested "Fei this is just the way things are," Duo smiledsadly. "I don't think I love him but I don't think Icould leave him, not yet anyway. I'm just not ready." "Well when you are," Wufei started. "I know Fei, I know." Duo smiled. "Maybe someday." And Wufei was placated with that, at least for awhile. ~End (I guess) OH MY GOD THAT WAS HORRIBLE. I understand any flamesyou may have referring to that story. I just couldn'tfigure out how to end it. Thank you for reading it. Gloha
