AN: this is my first fanfic well not true its my first fanfic actually on fanfiction dot net. I used to be so into charmed and I had a few ready for posting but I never got the chance because I didn't have Microsoft word but now I do! So I hope you like my first fanfic. I appreciate anything and everything even flames I guess but don't mean and this is yuri so if your flaming for that then I really don't care. Oh and I don't! own Teen titans kay.

Meditating a foot off her bed Raven repeated her chant. "Azarath, Metrion, Zinthos" She was finally calm enough to clear her mind after her last encounter with Slade. Her father was back and was planning to use her again to destroy yet another world. Her friends had assured her that they were going to stop it. She knew only too well what her father could do and found herself contemplating running away…far away. Everything she loved and everyone she loved was in danger. Especially the one person she cared for the most.

"Ughhh" Raven groaned and fell onto her bed burying her face in her dark sheets. Once again she had lost concentration and it wasn't her fathers fault. Ever since she had switched bodies and powers with Starfire her mind had been somewhere else. She couldn't believe she was feeling things for her other than friendship. After Rorek, Malchior or who ever that retched dragon was. She didn't want to remember his name. She didn't want herself be hurt by a boy again and finally let herself think about Star.

"But then Star has to go with Robin…." She spoke to herself aloud. It didn't matter no one was in her room or anywhere near it so she had nothing to fear. She picked herself up and moved to left and got her legs over the bed.

"Titans!" Robin called from the lobby.

"Great…." Raven scoffed sarcastically. She stood up and trudged out of her room out to the hall and made her way to the lobby.

"Titans." Robin said as soon as everyone was inside the room.

"I think I may have a lead on where Slade might be and where he may be Trigon cannot be too far behind." Robin looked to Raven for support that she was ok with this. Raven slowly nodded her head.

"Ok then were going to split up into groups and search around where the lead takes us. Which is in the sewers."

"Eww! The sewers…. You know what the does to my hair!" Beast boy complained. Cyborg easily fixed the situation by locking beast boy in her arm and using the other to mess up his hair.

"You mean like this?" Cyborg smiled trying to lighten the mood the Titans weren't exactly happy about who they were looking for. BB promptly changed into a rat and fell out of Cy's grip. He formed back and was about to start yelling when he got the look from Robin to cut it out. Starfire smiled always in a good mood and Raven rolled her eyes.

"Sorry" Beast boy whispered hanging his head in shame. Cyborg also apologized and they were on their way.

Raven flew next to Star as they had been paired up together to look on the west side entrance of the sewers. Robin had wanted the Cy and BB as far away from Raven as possible. She had had enough as it was without them bickering. So Robin watched over the boy and led the search on the east side on the Jump City's sewers. While Raven and Star landed at the entrance of the west one. Dirty water dripped from the opening and squeaks of rat and other such things could be heard but nothing could be seen.

"Well no time like the present." Raven said sarcastically as she took her first step into the hole.

"Friend Raven wait up" Star said and she stepped in along side her. She used her hand as a light in the pipe with a starbolt. Raven took this opportunity to talk to Star.

"So…. How are you and Robin doing?" Raven looked forward trying to make it look like she really didn't care.

"Ok. We are now the boy and girl friend. He does not treat me as such unless that is how most earth boys act. Raven is that what they are meant to do?"

"No there not supposed to. I guess he's not good at emotions…. Being so serious and all." Raven thought for a moment and asked the question she had had on her mind.

"Do you really like him Star?" Raven waited for her reply.

"I think I do, I do not know…" With that Raven smiled but frowned as her own thoughts clouded her mind. Like that means she'd ever fall for you. Raven shook her head and tried to concentrate on the task at hand but to no avail her eyes kept coming back to look a Star in the green light that made her eyes glow. Not the kind of glow when they were fighting just the kind that was beautiful.

AN: Please review or something and I promise it gets better. Come on this is my first one. Thanks!