A rewrite because the other one totally failed ^-^" Anyway, I own nothing and I hope you enjoy(?)
Days passed like an ocean of emotions. Everyday was like a stab to my heart. And continuously, it kept bleeding.
Fake smiles, fake joy. Maybe I was overreacting, but isn't that normal? When your first love leaves you, even if you weren't ready. Even if he was never your's.
The thought of them together, Euphemia and Suzaku, it was sickening sweet. Everyone had found their true love. Even Gino managed to move on from me, and onto Kallen. One of my best friends. They look cute together. Smiling. And I won't lie, I feel a pang in my heart every now and then. Something that I have never managed to achieve.
True love.
Months soon rolled by. I've never seen them pass. Sure, I've seen them on papers, and even when I'm asleep, their smiling faces haunt me.
Suzaku was like my sun while Nunnally was my moon. With out them, I am unable to see. But with the sun gone...
I gripped the controls of my Knightmare. It was just a distraction, sure. Everything was just a distraction from... Love?
Nunnally has Rolo.
Kallen has Gino.
Euphemia has Suzaku.
And I..? I have no one.
Using one of the metal claws of the Knightmare, I smashed the tank that was trying to kill me. Dodging another blow from a bomb from above, I flinched when I felt the impact of it. Clenching my eyes shut I waited. The legs of my frame were disabled while I dodged the bomb. It was over. The war against the E.U and the Chinese Federation against Britannia. It was almost over.
I smiled. I was never physically fit. The impact of everything felt like a truck hitting me. I felt drowsy. But I swear to god. I saw a white Knightmare coming right towards me.
"Suzaku," I breathed out as my eyes finally closed.
"Wakey, wakey!" Sang a voice as I clutched my head while trying to sit up. The light was blinding me and I could hardly think straight.
"What do you want Lloyd?" I snapped as I felt my eyes narrowing. A playful, care free grin on his face as he scanned through the laptop that was seated on his lap.
"My, my. Hardly a way for a princess to behave! But I just need to make sure that my devicer is safe and sound." He tutted as I growled towards him.
"Wheres Cécile?" I asked impatiently. But then it struck me. "... Is Suzaku here?"
"Hm?" He asked as I saw his eyes look up at me, "Cécile is checking on the Knightmare. I don't know why she didn't allow me to do the check up." He said with a sigh as I waited for him to answer my question concerning Suzaku.
The clock was ticking painfully in the back ground as I clutched the plain, white sheets. "Where's Suzaku?" I growled out as I watched an amused smirk grow on his face.
"Suzaku wasn't here to begin with. He's at Pendragon with his eight hours old baby," he replied when I felt my heart break and crumble within my hands.
At the end, I knew that it would have never been. He's with her. And they just had their first born... Their first born.
I lay on my bed weeping tears of joy and grief. Even after all this... After all of this, they made me their child's god mother... Why?! Why not Cornelia? Or even Nunnally?
Love is such a cruel thing. A weapon to destroy hearts.