A/N This is my first x Reader :P If you want a specific x reader comment :)
Stuck In A Lift - Grell x Reader
You stared at Grell as he was talking to William. He would never notice you the way you noticed him, after all, you weren't Sebastian. You walked into your office and once you sat down, like they knew you were about to start working, someone knocked on the door.
"Come in." You muttered as you started doing your paperwork.
"Hey [Nickname], how's things going with Grell." Ronald asked. Ronald caught you staring at Grell a few times and he automatically knew you had a thing for the red headed flamboyant male, and of course, he told everyone except Grell. You glared at him and then carried on working.
"Everything's going great, he still goes on and on about Sebastian, he has even started asking me ADVICE on how to get him to like him. So all in all, great." You replied, anger clear in your voice. Ronald laughed nervously and backed away to the door.
"Oh look, I think William is calling me. Haha, it was nice talking to you, see ya later. Bye." and with that Ronald left. Everyone knew you had a temper, a temper that was short and whenever you 'lost it' you ended up trashing the room you were currently in. You weren't going to lose it this time. You were going to carry on working so you don't have to do unpaid overtime like always. Just as you were about to get started on the paperwork, again, someone burst in, and of course, you knew who it was.
"Hi Grell." You murmured.
"Nice to see you too." Grell said as he sat in the chair opposite the desk.
"Sorry, I just have a lot of work to do, what did you want? You asked looking up from your work.
"I need advice, Bassy still isn't noticing me, what should I do?" Grell asked, twirling a piece of his red hair. You sighed.
"Maybe you should give up."
"Why would you say something like that? Don't you want me to be happy?" Grell said, his voice going quiet.
"Of course I want you to be happy." You sighed, again.
"Good, so what should I do? I want Bassy to final notice me." Grell carried on, not noticing the angered expression on your face or the tears in your eyes.
"WHY DON'T YOU ASK SOMEONE ELSE ABOUT YOUR 'SWEET BASSY'?!" You snapped. You looked at Grell's surprised face. You looked down, letting the tears fall and ran out the door. Everyone had heard you shout and they were all staring at you. You glared at them and they all went back to work. You ran out the building and back home where you trashed everything.
"Stupid reaper, Sebastian this, Sebastian that. I don't care about Sebastian. I just wanted you to notice me, I wanted you to at least acknowledge that I love you." You sobbed into a pillow.
~~~ Time Skip brought to you by sleep ~~~
You woke up and realised you weren't where you fell asleep, you were in your bed. You got up and looked around the house, noticing that everything was put back in its original place. You found a note on the coffee table.
Dear [Y/N],
I'm sorry if I upset you yesterday, I promise I will stop talking about Bassy.
Love, the one and only, Grell.
You smiled at the letter and got changed into some new clothes. Once you freshened up you got your death scythe, which was a sword, and went back to work. You walked in like nothing happened and went straight to your office.
~~~ Time Skip (again. Sorry) brought to you by boring paper work ~~~
It was lunch time and you were expecting Grell to burst in and take a seat, distracting you from your work, but as the minutes went by Grell didn't appear and you felt disappointed. You then waited for Ronald to appear but he didn't. No one came in and asked if you were all right. You decided to go check on Grell. You walked up to his office and burst in saying:
"Grell Sutcli-" you were cut off by the sight of Grell with another girl.
"Who's she?" You asked, looking at the girl on Grell's lap, your eyes slightly widened.
"She's another rare girl reaper like you! I took your advice and forgot all about Bassy, but isn't she cute?" Grell asked, kissing the girl on the cheek.
"Yeah..." You said, wanting to kill the girl.
"What did you want?"
"I wanted to apologise for yesterday."
"It's okay, thanks for the advice." Before anyone could say another word you turned around, closing the door. You walked up to Ronald's office and knocked on the door. You heard him say 'come in'. Once you entered, you closed the door and slid down it crying. He ran to you and hugged you.
"What did he do this time?" Ronald asked, expecting to hear the same old story about Sebastian.
"H-he got over S-Sebastian." You stuttered.
"That's good, isn't it?"
"Yeah, b-but he moved on to another person." You said, crying into Ronald's chest. His eyes widened and he didn't know what to say, he just held you tighter.
You asked William if you could leave early and he agreed and with that you went home. You went into your house and into your bedroom where you had a little secret area that no one knew about. You walked in and looked at the area. It was full of photos of you and Grell and other things that reminded you of the reaper. You ran out, grabbed a bin bag and walked back in, throwing everything away.
Once you finished you had 2 bin bags full of stuff that reminded you of Grell. You left the room and put out the bins, hoping the bin men would come and take it away soon. You then sat on the sofa and started to watch [favourite movie]. Once it was over you decided to go to bed, totally forgetting the red headed shinigami.
When you woke up you looked at the clock and noticed you were half an hour early. You shrugged and got ready. Once you were ready you walked out of the house and noticed Grell sitting on the pavement step holding something.
"Hey Grell, what are you doing here?" Grell snapped his head up.
"I was going to ask what was wrong when I came across this on the floor." Grell said, holding up a picture of you and him lying on the grass, looking up at the stars. Your eyes widened slightly and you thought back to yesterday.
'Did I tie the bin bags up?'
"Oh, yeah, the wind must have blew it out the window." You were about to grab the photo when Grell moved his hand.
"I decided it was nothing so I carried on walking when I found another by the bins, and then I found two whole bags full of stuff that I gave you." Grell said, clearly upset.
"G-Grell." You a managed to say before you were cut off.
"What did I do to make you hate me?" Grell asked as a tear ran down his cheeks.
"Oh god, I don't hate you Grell." You said sitting next to him and wiping the tear away.
"Then why throw everything I gave you away?" He asked, not looking up from the photo. You took a deep breath.
"It's because it hurt to keep them all, okay?"
"What do you mean?" Grell asked, looking confused.
"It hurt me everyday when you talked about Sebastian and when you stopped I was happy, until I found out you had moved onto someone else." You said, keeping the tears back. Grell looked at you confused.
"You're just gonna go and make me say it aren't you?" You asked, chuckling slightly.
"Say what?" You looked down.
"I... I love you Grell, and when you moved on from Sebastian to that girl it hurt even more, because I thought after being together so long you would've chosen me instead of a stranger." You said, tears running down your cheeks. You sat there for a few minutes before looking up. You were about to look at Grell when you noticed he was gone. You simply nodded, wiped away the tears and walked to work. You had no more energy to trash a place. You just wanted to forget about everything.
~~~ Time Skip brought to you by William looking unamused ~~~
When you finished your days work you started walking to the lift thinking about today. Nobody talked to you. You got in the lift and you were about to press the down button when Grell walked in. You shuffled to the other side while Grell pressed the button and to your luck, that annoying elavator music started playing, which actually made you smile slightly. You looked at Grell only to notice he was staring at you, this made you blush. You where about to say something when the lift stopped, sadly the music still carried on playing. You looked at Grell and noticed he had a smirk on his face. You looked back ahead and only looked back to Grell when you heard slight shuffling. The next thing you knew Grell pinned your wrists above your head and was smirking again.
"Grell?" You asked before his lips came crashing into yours. You were surprised at first but soon melted into the kiss, kissing him back passionately. He let go of your wrists and sat down, you on his lap. You wrapped your arms around his neck, deepening the kiss. He nibbled on your bottom lip, asking for entrance and you obliged, your tongue clashing with his, fighting for dominance. Grell won and his tongue explored every inch of your mouth. He pulled away, reluctantly, and you both were panting. You were about to say something when he started kissing your neck. He started nibbling on the skin between your shoulder and neck, which made you let out a slight moan, and just like someone heard you the lift doors opened and everyone was staring at you two. You blushed and buried your head in Grell's chest.
"I love you, you idiot." You muttered into his chest.
"I love you too, [Y/N]." He said, carrying you bridal style back to your house.
