HELLO. THIS IS TOLD IN KARKAT'S VIEW. AND THEN SOME IN GAMZEE'S. IT STARTS OFF FROM WHERE KARKAT HAS JUST CALMED GAMZEE DOWN THE FIRST TIME.

GORE AND RAPE INCLUDED.

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I papped his head and held him. "Gamzee... Shoosh." He screamed in outrage and lifted his hand, as if he was going to hit me. I didn't even flinch and that seemed is discourage him. He let it fall slowly and he sighed.

"Thanks Karbro." He hugged me tight and let loose a small honk. I growled at him, that still annoyed the fuck out of me.

"Gamzee, Gog, I fucking hate when you honk at me." I pushed him away and watched him nervously. What if I just set him off again?

He smiled lazily and seemed to forget what had just happened. He looked up at me. "Karkat now you need to chill. Do I need to mother fucking shoosh pap you this time?"

I chuckled lightly and helped him up. What if he never came back in his right mind? What if he killed again? I shook my head, trying to banish those thought's from my head. I didn't want to think about it. I frowned at him and sighed "You want some pie?"

It was his time to frown "Motherfuckin no! No more pie for me, it ruined my think pan!" He scowled and sat down. He reached up and touched the long scratches along his face. I watched as he rubbed at the blood. Gamzee brought the blood to his mouth and licked it off.

I made a face "Gamzee don't eat your blood. That's disgusting."

"Miracles." He whispered and brought his hand down. He got up and walked away from all of us. My eyes followed him until they couldn't see him any longer. I played with my finger's and turned around.

John smiled at me "Hey Karkat."

My heart beat quickened and I almost smiled. Then I remembered who I was, I was Karkat. I never smiled. I frowned and looked at him "Hey John."

"What do you wanna do?" he bumped my shoulder with his. I blushed lightly, he knew how I felt about him.

"Gog, you know John." I rolled my eyes and held his hand. This time, it was his turn to blush. He entwined our finger's and pulled me into a hug.

He brought his lip's close to my ear and whispered "Oh Karkat, just give me one smile. It's not that hard." He smirked and pulled away. My lip's twitched, but other wise stayed in a frown.

He watched them and sighed "Ok fine. I see you don't love me."

My eyes widened and I squeezed his hand lightly. I let him go "John... I gotta go." I turned and walked away. I couldn't do this right now. Not after Gamzee saw us kiss. I absconded as fast as my short legs could go. I looked down at them and sighed. Why did I have to be so short? I kicked a small rock and huffed.

"Karkat! Wait! Is this about that Gamzee saw us kiss?" He ran after me and soon caught up. I sighed, this was why I needed to have longer legs.

"Yeah. He freaked out and killed people. We can't do that in front of him anymore." I ran a hand through my hair and stopped. He stopped next to me and turned me so I faced him. He sighed and held me.

"Karkat.. fine. But you know what, I'm spending the night with you. Then we can have alone time." He winked and chuckled.

I felt the vibrations and blushed "John! Gog you are so perverted!" I pushed him away and walked towards my room.

"That means a yes." He smirked and ran after me. He seemed to do that a lot now.

I rolled my eyes and opened my door. I let him in and I close my door quickly. I felt arms slip across my waist and pull me back. I chuckled and turned to face him. I looked up to my lover's eyes and smiled.

His smiled widened "That's what I wanted." He lowered his head and brought his lips to meet mine. He kissed me lightly and I saw him close his eyes. I closed mine as well and held his neck. His hands held me loosely around my waist and played with my shirt. I wondered how he could multi task so well.

Before I could think another thought, he opened his mouth and licked my lips. I blushed and opened my lips. I didn't know what to do now, this was all to new to me. His tongue slipped in my mouth and started exploring. He licked around and then he felt my sharp teeth.

He gasped lightly, not expecting that and he moved his tongue away. I tasted iron, and I suspected it was his blood. I licked it away and sucked on his tongue. He groaned and picked me up. I guessed I was doing this right, so I licked his tongue harder. I didn't notice as his hands slipped up my shirt and he pulled away. We both panted and I felt my shirt come off. I blushed more and I glanced up.

He was looking at me through his glasses. I chuckled and took them off of him. What I did notice was my pants were tighter. I glanced down and gasped. My bulge decided to pop out and say hello. I looked up and saw he was looking down as well. He sat me down on the bed and undid my pants. I helped get them off and gulped "I.. I don't want to have sex yet John." I said.

He nodded "We won't. This is just a small pleasure." He looked me over and smirked. Gog, that smirk just about killed me. He put a hand around my erection and I gasped. Just this small touch felt amazing. He pumped his fist and smiled at me. I moaned and moved my hips with his hand.

"John." I moaned out when his tongue flicked over my slit. I clawed the bed and took deep shaky breaths. He wrapped his mouth around my head and sucked on it lightly. His fist still pumped my shaft as he slid me in deeper. He let me go and pulled me closer. I moaned louder and started to thrust into his mouth.

He gagged a little and licked around me. I bit my lip, trying not to make anymore noises. This was just embarrassing! He slid his hand down and felt my nook. His eyes widened and slid a finger in. I gasped and shivered. This was new, very new. He slid another one in, as if by accident. But I knew better. He moved them in and out of me. I laid back and I couldn't help but moan again.

His mouth started to work again and he sucked harder. I wrapped my hands in his hair and pulled. He groaned and brought his free hand up and started to rub my balls. I gasped again at the feeling of him touching and holding me in ways I've never been.

I moaned again, I knew I was close. I glanced down and he seemed to know as well. He put me in as deep as I could go. He rubbed harder and licked around me once more. I cried out and I finally came. He swallowed in time with me and he licked me clean. He pulled away and licked his lips. His eyes lighter than before "Huh, cherries. I wouldn't have guessed." He teased.

"Shut up!" I shivered and covered myself. I felt stupid. What did we just do?

John crawled up on the bed and held me "Karkat.. are you ok?" He asked. He must have been worried.

I heard a creek and I jumped "Of course! " I looked around "Of course I'm good. I'm perfectly fine." I sighed and looked up and kissed him lightly "Don't worry." I smiled a little.

"Was that... your first time doing that?" He asked and chewed on his cheek. I nodded slowly and looked down. I didn't want to talk. John chuckled and kissed his cheek "It's ok to be nervous the first time doing anything Karkat. It's normal really."

I sighed and laid back. I was exhausted "Ok. Fine, let's sleep. I'm fucking tired." I closed my eyes. Tomorrow would be something new. I didn't know if that would be a good thing, or a bad.

John rolled his eyes and brought the cover's up and fell asleep next to Karkat.

I watched him and bit my lip. I felt like someone was watching me.. Oh well. I sighed and fell asleep.

So guys, my first time doing a Homestuck fan fiction. I hope you guys enjoyed and I would love some feedback! Thank you for taking your time reading this.